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2010-05-29T19:18:00.004+08:00

Hellooo :)
havent been here so long that my tagboard is flooded by blogshops haha so weird.

Dance night is in ONE DAY! little less than 24 hours actually.
Oh gosh all im feeling is just fear because im not ready for it. D:
Really scared for fusion 2. Its really came a long long way, from being criticised like its worthless, till what we have now, something that we are proud of. Especially for the girls' part, been through storms man. Sighe! its all going to be over soon enough and all i hope now is for us to be able to be comfortable with ourselves, and enjoy the moment on stage performing the piece we own =] I remember the day i got picked to do fusion, I was sooo reluctant. But now at the end of the day, I guess it was a great experience. At least I know its a unique experience that only the fusion girls share, something special that is once in a lifetime, that the others would never know. Learning hiphop and looking like an idiot, stressing over being so sucky at it, stressing over being messy for modern, stressing over partnerwork. Laughing at weisheng when the guys first learnt the lift, his expression of fear is just super duper funny. all of their lameass jokes and funny faces, and retarded fruit basket unite game. memories memories! Fusion has been great, im not regretting it at all. Though im still sad that i dont get to do 'Seduction', but nevermind! Cant have it all. At least i got to know alot of nice people, got to know some lovelies alot more :) , learnt a new genre of dance, battled with the embarrassment to showcase it, and learnt how to work together. Been a great experience despite the immense stress its created along the way :)

Our months of hard work, not forgetting the whole appealing distress and unhappiness, and non-stop dance practices everyday is going to culminate into two nights of adrenaline. Dont really know whether to be sad or happy! I know im going to be very happy once its all over because i'll have my time and freedom back, but it is going to be sad because it will be the end of our journey of dance in MAD. and possibly the end of my role(??? for the lack of a better word) as a dancer. Im still going to dance but it just wont be the same anymore, especially cause being a mugger is the only option for the next few months. and after that, dont know what'll happen. maybe i'll dance outside but there probably wont be a chance to perform anymore.
I know im going to miss dancing, never liked doing anything else as much as this. Im going to miss modern alot alot alot alot alot. Our batch has been through so much, and have been bonded so much more from where we started last year. We had our last lesson together yesterday, almost cried. Im going to miss dancing with everybody :((((
At the end of this road Im really proud of myself, because all I have now as a dancer i have worked for it. Im so glad that by some miracle i was accepted into MAD. It is really amazing because it just so happened to be the only year Mr Dan needed a bigger batch if not i wouldnt have been in MAD, wouldnt have been able to start dancing and love it, or even got the chance to be dance ic. Im thankful for the people who've helped me, the people whove made MAD awesome, thankful for the opportunities.

Today was supposed to be a wonderful day, but it wasnt.
but tomorrow,
TranscenDANCE 2010 will be awesome possum! :)

2010-03-09T21:23:00.003+08:00

Stressed out. I never felt so much like my head was gonna explode before.
Today was an off day for good A level results. Finally had time to mug.
But in the end, i spent my whole day in the dance studio and at city hall. Its not anybodys fault im just irritated at the fact that i have no time to do anything i want. i dont even have time to do what i dont want -mug.
Gonna have to travel for 3 hours tomorrow, waste my precious time on the train and bus
March holidays is just packed with dance. every single day except tuesday.
I hate it when i get lousy results not because i didnt study hard enough but because i dont have the time to.
It irks me when teachers sigh and go "you better study hard for your block tests!" because its not like i dont want to, but i dont get the chance to.

I wished i had more time
wished i had less stuff to do
wished my parents could be more supportive
wished i was super smart so i could ace without having to study.
But wishes never come true.

Back to reality.
Im going mad (pun intended)
I have lots of stuff to do.
I need to mug like crazy.
Its a terrible week and its not gonna get better

2010-03-07T21:43:00.003+08:00

Hello world, whoever still comes here haha.
Gosh its been an emotional week. Dramafest just ended. Had a great time working with everyone, towards one goal. Though the results weren't what we have had liked, we've really tried our best and i guess that's all that matters, as people always like to say. Can't say there wasn't any disappointment or regret, but what's done is done and we've just got to pass down the lessons learnt to the juniors and help them achieve their best. That said, I'm just really thankful to all the people who've slogged their guts out for this. I've been playing a minor role in this whole process and am already very tired out, imagine what amanda, sl, hanjing, the cast, the dedicated crew, the dedicated seniors have been through. Its really cool to see people putting in so much effort, putting in their best for this common goal. So i dare say that even though someone else may have won the material prizes, we have gained far more solely based on the amount of effort that we've put in.

That in mind, i just wonder what i do things for. Why do i put in effort and get myself so tired? What is my purpose? Who am i doing it for?
Nowadays I just dont find joy in anything that i do anymore. Dancing is probably the only one sole thing that I am truly happy doing. The others are just out of a nagging guilt or a responsibility. Sigh. Life still goes on though.
Stress has been piling on. Especially with the release of A level results. You just see too many people being 'okay'. but i dont want to be just okay. I want a scholarship but its so difficult, seeing my grades now. I need to work hard but i dont have the strength to. Blocks are in 5 days, I havent started studying. well done. Not to mention that i've been lagging this whole term.
Its going to be a terrible birthday. Its the first time i feel so sad that my birthday is coming because i know its going to be a lousy one.

Oh gosh i feel like skipping school tomorrow

2010-02-27T20:07:00.009+08:00

I love these guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Creativity at its epitome! In dance!<3

MAD AWESOME DRUMMING LESSONS. (East)

2010-01-30T08:27:00.003+08:00

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**Looking for those at the beginner level/have no prior experience.

***Further details:

on a more serious note, i am
-Male
-18 going on 19.
-Just graduated from JC.
-Lessons to be conducted at my home(okok, it's my parent's home) in the East.(nice mansionette home with lots of space )
-Lives at Kembangan.
-Stays with parents, two siblings.
-Teaching on an electronic drumset due to HDB constraints.(will gladly explain the difference in acoustic and electronic sets if you're planning to learn)
-Played guitar for 4 years too. Has strong interest in music.

*-Genre of music i play: rock, mainstream, christian
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2010-01-28T20:50:00.004+08:00

Havent blogged in ages! Have been really busy with school and all. Been dancing alot and loving it! :D
really pleased with the fac dance, especially seeing the fac comm so conscientiously coming to practice and doing their best to learn and dance it well. <333 athena fc. And did i mention that our new website is just super awesome! We have our own domain :D the whole website was done by yongjie, it looks so professional! The fac comm stayed back in school till 1130 yesterday to finish the banner, gosh i feel guilty for not staying. Yet again our banner never disappoints, its so pretty!! :)

Alrighty lastly i shall share this funny song i came across on the radio in the morning which i think is very cute. :)

Answering Machine- Rupert Holmes

lyrics

And Lady Gaga's speechless which i think is really nice.

2009-11-26T19:44:00.002+08:00

The great Hwa Chong flood!

and heres outside my house hahaha!

Wow its quite funny hahaha! and i didnt get to witness it!:(
Its quite cool to see my neighbourhood in a different state haha

One Year <3

2009-11-26T17:58:00.007+08:00

181109

The day started with Nat appeared at my house and gave me a rose and a handdrawn plate! I love the plate so cuteeee!:D but i cant eat on it=[
Haha its supposed to be his decoy tricking me into believing that its all he prepared for me haha!

After that we set off for dinner! The plan was originally to blindfold me all the way there! Luckily in the end he didnt hahaha because it was so complicated to get there and when i was there i didnt even know the place anyway! Haha!
We took a bus down to newton, and then took the train southward and nat tried to trick me that we overshot the stop, and unfortunately succeeded haha ass! We took to the end to marina bay, so of course i was like Yay we're going to marina barrage! :D :D We walked to the ulu bussstop and waited for the bus. Then we took the bus which didnt go to barrage! Ended up at Marina South pier. hahaha never ever been there before! But its quite a nice place just that theres barely anybody, just two restaurants and a nice rooftop facing the sea, and there are nice huge rattan chairs to sit in. Nat was being so secretive all the way! Cannot tell me where we're going, cannot let me look at his messages, just kept going ' oh no i hope the rain stops'.
It was so sad that it was raining. Actually it was drizzling but nat's original plan was still foiled and had to go for his Plan B! In the end it was still wonderful though:D

We reached around 720 and went up to the rooftop and hung around. Wiped the chair and sat down. I was like 'hmmmmm.... what are we doinghere? is somebody or something supposed to appear?" hahah but then we just sat there for very long with no apparent reason. All the place has was a cafe, and a seafood restaurant and this:

At 750 we got to the first floor and walked towards the boat:D I had no idea what it was actually haha. But we were greeted by a super nice waitress, then we were ushered to a table. On the table was a black book and a rose. And i was still very blur i thought it was the decor and menu or something hahahah! But after that i saw the words on it :D and knew it was for me. And how did it magically appear there by itself? Nat travelled all the way to this ulu place in the morning and brought the rose and book just so it would be on the table when we came hahah omg so sweet. Then he had a meeting with the boss and laid down his plans for the night haha! so funny

I love the book so much. It was a record of what we've gone through so far. Though nat thinks its ugly, its so most beautiful to me because its filled with pages of his sincere words. Haha everytime i read it i feel like crying (ya im a crybaby), thats why when i was almost going to i would put it down and eat first hahaha. bet you didnt know that nattt:D

The place is called Stewords Riverboat. Its a christian restaurant :D Theres three levels and the top being the open air dining area where we can dine in the sea breeze. But because of the rain and a lack of manpower the people couldnt clean up in time for us to have dinner there.
But i liked the first level alot too
Heres the interior of first level. Its really pretty! To the left was a window through which i could see the sea. On weekends jazz musicians would come to play live. And as you eat you sway with the waves haha.

After we sat down a waiter came and lit a candle for us, and i didnt realise until nat told me that our table was the only one with a nice table cloth and lit candle! The people are so niceeee!

Then we got the menu and ordered food and i accidentally burnt the menu HAHAHAHA!with the candle! Omg so embarassing i felt so bad especially when theyre so nice to us haha!

We ordered buffalo wings which was sour but had a very nice cream dip,

and _________ which is grilled fish with alot of spring onions and a super nice crispy potato thing. It was a nice dinner havent ate so much fish in a long time hahaha! It was really filling surprisingly!

And i ordered Promised Land, which are soft buns soaked in maple syrup and pan fried. Oh gosh its sooooooo goooood! Totally in love with it haha its like ultimate comfort food :D and there was a yoghurt dip by the side as well which is very sour haha but still nice :D comon everything tastes nice on your one year :D

I wanted to go up to the open air dining area just to take a look, but somehow nat ordered dessert and said we could have it upstairs. I was wondering why cause the tables and chairs would still be wet anyway. But we went up and found a dried table with an electronic candle! The waiter/waitresses dried just one table for us so we could have dessert up there. So nice!

Our sundae came and before we could finish it, the waitress came with this! with a lit candle too. Oh gosh so niceeee so sweet. This dessert was a complementary from the boss for us :D so nice! And they allocated a waitress specially for us though they only have 3 waiters that day haha gosh. Stewords should get an award for bestest service ever.

So we had our dessert under the night sky in the sea breeze. Had a really wonderful time. Thank you Naaaaaaaatttttttttt I know you put in so much effort into planning for this. Love you loads and loads and loads. and the other day i was being sad about being a failure in life, not getting my h3 and injuring myself yet again, but then now i know i did at least one thing right in my life, which is getting to know you(:

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My presents to him!
A photo album which im proud of :D
a bigggg one that i sewed in blue! hahaha! im so amazed at myself that i can actually sew something and it looks like what its intended to be! :D

cute teddy bear called bearbear!

haha they look so cute together((:

2009-11-26T17:56:00.002+08:00

Potato adventures!
20th nov

Hahaha!
'Dont know what to do' -> Random craving -> Spontaneity! -> kitchen adventure again (:

We really liked the crispy potato pancake thing we had at Riverboat :D So we decided to try to make our own version! With our extensive knowledge of cooking derived from martha, rachel, jamie, etc etc etc, we set out on our recipe creation.

We poked the potatoes, boiled them, soaked them in cold water, peeled them, chopped them up, mixed them with chopped spring onion, salt, pepper, egg... Tadaah!

Then we coated them with flour and fried them! and there was alot alot of smoke dont know why hahaha! The frying was quite smooth going, look it looks so pretty!

Eventually it tasted nothing like what we had at riverboat hahahahah! Dont know how they make theirs so yummy and crispy! secret seasoning and secret coating (:
But ours was okay, Passable! :D at least it tasted like potato! hahahah! my mum said it was not bad haha.

Yay success and fun!:D

21 Things to do ((:

2009-11-26T17:53:00.005+08:00

Apple crumble!

15th Nov

After church Nat and I was just wandering around Pasir Ris with nothing to do, sooo.... we decided to go make apple crumble! :D

Apple crumble is like the easiest thing to make other than brownies and it tastes so awesome!
The only difficult step is peeling the apples really. Actually not difficult but more like irritating! The apple skin flies everywhere, and violent people like nat makes the apple mushy and gross haha! After that everything is easy peasy :D

Yay the cute cook!

Our apple crumble was really good :D
But for people who dont have a sweet tooth, cut down sugar(:

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Apple Crumble
from videojug

Ingredients	Units:
4 cooking apples 250 g white sugar 200 g plain white flour 120 g butter 1 clove or cinnamon stick 1 wooden spoon 1 pan with lid 1 bowl 1 shallow oven proof serving dish	Serves: 4 Preparation Time: 15 minutes Cooking Time: 30 minutes Oven Temperature: 150° c - 300° f

Peel the apples
Firstly, peel and core the apples and roughly dice them into chunks.
Cook the apples
Put the apple chunks into a pan, add three quarters of the sugar, the cinnamon stick or clove and cover.
Stew the apples
Allow to stew gently for half an hour, stirring occasionally with a wooden spoon. Keep checking as they can easily burn at the beginning.
Check the apples
Check that the fruit is cooked by mashing it a bit with the wooden spoon. The apples should be soft but not puréed.
Allow to cool
Put the apples into the serving dish and allow to cool.
Make the crumble
Mix the white flour, remaining sugar and the butter with your fingers in a bowl until it becomes like a breadcrumb consistency.
Preheat the oven
Set the temperature of the oven to 150ºC (300ºF/ gas mark 2).
Add the crumble topping
Cover the stewed apples with the crumble topping, without pressing down.
Cook the apple crumble
Bake for approximately 30 minutes or until the crumble is golden brown and crunchy.
Serve
Spoon a helping of apple crumble into a dish and serve with cream or ice cream.

21 Things to Do ((:

2009-11-25T18:49:00.005+08:00

For this holidays! :D

A list of stuff Nat and I always wanted to do:D and finally now have more time to :)))

21 Things to do (((((:

Make mushroom soup!
Make chocolate lava cake
Make 3 course lunch/dinner (:
Make apple creumble
Make sushiiiii:D
Eat butter crab :D :D :D
Go for steamboat buffet
Go on food hunt!
Picnic at marina barrage
Have a BBQ!
1000 piece puzzle!
Buy a $10 outfit from cheapo heartland stalls and strut down orchard road with slippers!
Cycling
Dance class!
Go for some artsy fartsy stuff
Go for year end sales like aunties
Manicureeee!
Foot Massage
Take 10 photos together (at least)
Neoprints!
Walk the board walk at Marina

:D Yay so excited about our adventures haha :D

After we wrote the list we realised half of it was concerning food. gosh we're pigs!:D

and after we wrote it we realised we actually dont have much time to complete it because natty fatty is gonna be overseas for 3 weeks non-consecutive :( lousy.

And i dont think we're gonna go for manicure/pedi together hahahahah!

PW IS OVERRRR!

2009-11-13T23:32:00.007+08:00

Finally. The end of the torture has come! OP is overrrr! And I didn't do as well as I should though im still proud of the effort :) Yay the whole group did well and I'm just really glad that we pulled through together. And the best thing would be seeing an 'A' on our cert next year, that of each and every one of us in the team, and in the class! I really think its highly likely :D

haha why so emo today? Cos i just read an email from YunHao which makes me feel like crying HAHA!

abit of it

"Personally, the process of this year’s PW has been one of my most enriching project experiences. Some of you might have already heard this story; when I was a boy in high school, I used to weed out the top individuals for project work, to the point where I was usually the lousiest in the group. However, looking back, I’ve realized how foolish my actions have been. For really, working with all of you has allowed me to truly grasp the power that true synergy within a team can bring.

Indeed, the sheer diverseness and yet complementary skills and talents that each one of you possesses have made leading the team a joy rather than anything else.

I can only give thanks for the divine intervention that must have brought this team together.

I would like to take this chance however, to apologize for any unhappiness that I might have brought into your lives. Be it the idea that I gave little thought, the overbearing amount of PW work that always arrived at the wrong times, or maybe even the style of my work, for all of these, I sincerely apologize.

Let me now sum up this long email with 3 words that I feel aptly represents the crux of my message: Congrats, Thanks, Sorry."

Haha i can't help it but to think of Ms Yang's card and ... ... but no i choose to think that this time his words are sincere and real haha (:

Coming to think of it, I've always just complained and complained at how PW is such an annoyance and waste of our time and energy, but failed to realise the other good things that come with it. Especially the fact that that I have an awesome team :)) Haha I could never write the kinda words that YunHao writes (yes witness his bullcrapping skills), but I feel the same way as he does.

I suddenly feel bad for being so mean to him haha! He's been a great leader though very naggy :) I'm thankful for this leader that we can always depend on to find our direction! :)

Yay PW ended :) new beginning!

DOMOKUN!!!

2009-11-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

Nat decided to bring me to cine and wanted to bring me to a secret place on level 9 to play games but we were too paiseh to ask what games and were clueless how to book a room to play so we decided not to!and on our way out,Nat decided to try his luck at the $1 grabbing machine!

The machine grabbed the domokun nat was aiming for!but!the lousy claw released the domokun before it reached the hole!D: but it bounced into the hole and as it bounced into the hole it dragged it's best friend along!domokun no.2!:D WE GOT 2 DOMOKUNS!!! $1! ONE TRY!woooooo~ cause i'm Nat's lucky star.

Nat then tried to chiong to take photo thats why so blurry ):

we went to botak Jones for dinner and the domokuns were really hungry and nat had to lock them up in his bag!just look at the picture!it wanted to grab a fry!!!

RAWRRR!

RAWRRRR! nat being the lazy pig wore his ah beng topman basic tee with his cj shorts again!it's fine!!!!it's fine!!!

botak jones was really filling!:D

<3 you very very much (: cant wait till next week!

2009-10-29T21:58:00.005+08:00

Wheww I've been in school for 3 days already since coming back from SuZhou and so much stuff have happened!

Firstly was dealing with promo results! Was quite fine with everything except econs and bio.
Overall results are not satisfactory though i managed to scrape H3 criteria D: but now im not so sure about it, i dont know whether I'll be able to cope with so much stuff going on next year...

Then was fac outing prep rush!
Haha Im so excited about Zhu-on its going to be so good:D Comon the banner already says so much already!

I was so proud of us when i saw it on tuesday! :D :D :D :D :D

Had a dry run on wednesday, spent practically the whole day carrying tables and benches all around, setting up stage, hanging up and fixing our centerpiece, and hanging banner. Hahah it was fun really, though so much physical work.
Today was random stuff

At the same time there was class bonding!

Class breakfast yesterday! because school ended at 10, we ordered in Macs

De Wei and YiFei are totally disgusting, they were eating mixes of the most disgusting stuff = butter + jam + chilli + chocolate sauce + maple syrup + milk tea.
disgusting..........
they are so going to represent us for fear factor during fac outing okay!:)

And then went to udders today with ppl! :D yay! bonding<4

2009-10-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

im backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

2009-10-20T05:20:00.002+08:00

IM FLYINGGGGGG!!!

to China :)
today!
Everybody have fun in school! :D

I'll be missing out on faculty breakfast, fac outing annoucement and scream (and collection of papers). D: D: D:
oh mannnn :( quite sad to miss out, breakfast will be a success and it'll be fun :) And i cant wait to see the completed fac outing banner. We spent almost the whole saturday painting it but its not done yet, but from what was finish on saturday it sure looks nice :D

excited!

2009-10-20T05:10:00.003+08:00

The days rid of promos are good.... :) :)
Last Thursday was preparing to go out with nat, and he suddenly appeared at my door with this!
opened it and was like :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
"The cookie is freaking big!"
Its as big as a pizza (It expanded out of the pizza pan actually)
I've never seen such a huge cookie before! Omg hahahaha! And coming alot in the surprise was pumpkin bear! Its so cuteeeee! :D
I love my pumpkin bear! It has an identity crisis and thinks its a pumpkin when its actually a big bear. So cute!

Yayee nat is retarded!:D hahahaha
I was so sad when i had to break it (it was really too big to eat. really.)
But butbutbutbut! It tasted really good :DD
haha so happy :) :) Thank you pigggg!

2009-10-16T21:06:00.004+08:00

Sabbaticals! 12th and 13th

Sabbaticals were really fun i would say :D (So much better than Nanyang's really) Its cool to be able to learn something new!
For the first day I had Fashion Design which wasnt much of Fashion Design actually, but but but I sewed a skirt myself from a piece of fabric!! :D complete with the darts and zip and hems :D
It was supposed to be a sexy pencil skirt but there was no more time to sew the tapered bottom so it ended up as an A line skirt. Its okay i still love it the same :D

hahaha ours is second from the right :D And it looks nothing like the design we came up with which Jin-Faye drew haha! Thus realising that designing and executing are two totally different matters.
And I made new friends :D

Second day was Street Jazz!
Alot of funnnnnnnnnnnnnn! :D :D love dancing
and it was the day that i realised easy dances do still exist in the world, and how I miss that!
The choreo was very cute but easy to do at the same time. woww :O
And we have free 1 day pass to open classes whooo!

Yep thats all for Sabbs it was good fun(: though i didnt end up in the courses i wanted but yes it was still enriching! and I learnt new stuff instead of just sticking to what I liked to do.

2009-10-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

Promos are over!!!
Though it was such a super terrible ending (stupid bio &@^$8@#!)
but the freedom is awesome :D
The feeling didnt sink in until today when i went for band prac in the morning, I could just rot in the bus for one and a half hour without feeling pressured or guilty. Oh gosh its a nice feeling =]

Yesterday was fun fun fun! Went out to town after the paper and realised that i havent been there for so long! :O Orchard changed so much! New artsy stuff outside ion, paragon progressed in its facelift.
We went to eat at Manhattan's fish market!
(1) Nobody finished their food hahahah!
(2) Wah first time i saw jinfaye eat so much! :O though she probably ate the least out of all of us!

Then we watched Shorts! Totally loved it!! Its a cheap thrill kinda movie =] just to make you laugh and be happy =] hahah and so many cute little angmoh boys :D they are dumb blondes in male, little kid versions. soooooo cute! especially Loogie! :D :D :D (Haha oh crap i sound like some pedophile. Im not!)

Loogie is the second from right! So super cute right! His brothers are really cute too(:

2009-10-07T20:03:00.004+08:00

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2 more days!

Econs was crapppyyyy D: Couldn't figure out what the question required =[

And i just want to chuck all my chem aside and not touch it anymore till i really really have to! I hate chemistry.......
Haha i have no idea why im so slow at chemistry, it doesnt make sense to me haha! Ah well I hope i do alright... because i know it wont be too good

Math tomorrow! I want to just sleep now haha but i better study in case i mess math up too D:
Let it be an easy paper! :)

2009-10-05T18:00:00.004+08:00

4 more days!

cant wait! Today's GP paper was... alright. I probably wrote out of point again because the question was so oddly long. Hm alright i hope it'll do fine, and didnt get to finish my AQ.
Ah well!

Ive been slacking since i came home haha I dont even know why im so relaxed and unanxious about econs tomorrow. I probably should stay in school to do work tomorrow if not i'll waste my afternoon away again.

This exams have been weird i think it hasnt sunk in to me yet that I really really really have to do well. Maybe i already gave up even before i started.

Hm odd...

2009-10-04T17:32:00.004+08:00

DAY 0

uh oh uh oh! what would my mama do~
haha oh noes im going crazy!

Promo starts TMR! which means it ends in exactly 5 days! WHOO count down!
Oh noooo i hope i survive. i need 3 As. Which may be possible with a miracle.
okay chem math bio! gogo!

Haha. I cant wait for promos to end!

Something to make things better :) Found this photo from a few months ago in my computer =]]
Some day very long time ago i was studying in my room, and i suddenly heard a loud BAM! then a huge SQAWK! and I turned around to see a bird flying away.

So yes, the joker of a crow slammed into my window headon. Ouch.....

But the funniest thing is that it left a mark on my window HAHAAAHA.

I have bird oil on my window!

Hahahaha poor bird..... must have been really painful. It probably suffered a head concussion and had to go to avianhospital.
Havent wiped the window since. Theres still a little trace there... :)

Haha i kinda feel bad for being happy about the bird's misfortune.

Okay I'll repent.......

2009-10-01T00:23:00.005+08:00

4 more days to promooooos! Oh gosh promos are really driving me crazy!
So stressed outtt.. I need to do well, but the more i study, the more stuff i realise that i dont know, and cant remember. Siannn Im so dumb, I need some smart brain!
Should have stuarted mugging earlier, but i would have probably forgotten what ive learnt by now cos my brain is lousy. Haiyah.

On a brighter note,
Nat) D: is there anything i can do to make you feel better
Me) Sing me a song. Haa no im just kidding. Nope nothing just be happy yourself okay
Nat) ok what song you want me to sing :D
Me) Haha dont wantt im just kidding
Nat) I'll do anything to make you happy laaa D: hurry what song!:D

:) He usually refusesssssssss to sing for me no matter how much i bug him.
hahaha so sweeeeet:) Thank youuuuu pigg!!

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And, photos that brightens my day anytime!: my fav church kids :D

little hannah

jonjon!!!

Aren't those the most angelic faces you've ever seen!
Their innocent faces are so comforting :) reminds me to be a child once in a while, letting go of the multitude of trivia we deem all too important.
everything's not that bad afterall.

(:

And and and most importantly photo credits to Tiffany! Go see her facebook album of our church kids(: the delightfullest thing really!
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(aiyooooooooh hannah and jonjon are the cutest thingssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )

2009-09-15T20:14:00.003+08:00

WOW.
blogger finally allows me to upload photos!

haha promos in 2 1/2 weeks! im deadddddddddd! i need to start mugging =[ stupid homework go away =[

and i finally get to upload this =]

born out of boredom while studying with nattycrappy during june holidays :)))
yay! <3

2009-09-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

sighhhhhhhh
stressed out
with my current results i gotta A everything to get a H3. excluding gp i seriously hope its not counted.
i need to mug. sigh stress
want to cry, no comfort

2009-08-27T20:16:00.004+08:00

Hahah i feel guilty for not uploading. hahahaha why is it becoming a guilt issue!
anyway its not my fault! blogger cant upload photos DDD: siannn!

So it shall just be full of rantings.
(1) Im dead for promos! Like seriously in trouble because my results have been crappy so far, I cant catch up with most of the subjects, the syllabus are going to finish only in t4w1 which means there is not really alot of time to study. Arghh -.- alot of mugging to do but....
(2) PW is irritating. I was so happy we finished WR last week but mr cheong dropped a bomb on us on tuesday that our past conservation is too close to our field of topic, so..... rethink and redo. Wahhhh massive sianness.... and after alot of thinking, we stayed back in school after lessons and chionged WR until 8pm. Haha it was so agonisizing because all our brains werent exactly working already but we just had to complete. So today we happily brought our new chapters 1 and 2 to school to get comments andddd mr cheong told us that we could just tweak our field of topic actually. Sigh i dont know whats happening, aiya, shall just wait for reply and wait for our dearest leader to sort out his thoughts too. Haha actually i feel super bad because yunhao is doing so much for PW hahaha, but the rest of us agreed that we dont understand his train of thoughts so we should leave him to his own intellectual wars then come in after that to supplement. hahaha!
(3) Im turning into a fat lazy pig. No exercise + alot of comfort food eating cos too much stress = weight gain + fats accumulation = fat lazy pig.
(4) I have come to realise that 7J is such a super nice class. Though we are nerdy and uncool (aiyah cos of the guys!) but everybody is just so super nice and lovely to hang around with. =]]] Jinfaye even made it a point that we must defend our class guys! we cannot let other people bully them or laugh at them, only we can make fun of them! Ahhaha!
7J is the coolest class, and for the right reasons =]
(5) I need to refocus and sort out my priorities! D:

Alrighty stay safe, love school, and have fun! :)

side note: Dan Chong is going mad in joburg! go talk to him if you see him online! hahahahaah!!
-#4 Dan Chong- says:
DID YOU KNOW
LEINAD
is daniel spelt backwards?
HAHAHAHA
jiaqi says:
LOL
what does leinad even mean!
-#4 Dan Chong- says:
and that swapping a and e
you get denial
hahaha
O.O
ahaha
i was just being random!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
jiaqi says:
HAHAHAHA
omg you lameass!

but dont worry its not that bad yet hes still his fat ego self

-#4 Dan Chong- says:
but i was quite pissed off with myself
ahaha
phone
died
in the airport
hahah
lol
jiaqi says:
hahahaha!
yah laaa!
so farniee man
-#4 Dan Chong- says:
then all my fans couldn't contact me
-#4 Dan Chong- says:
did i say fans?
jiaqi says:
retard!
-#4 Dan Chong- says:
i meant friends! :D

2009-08-15T08:04:00.001+08:00

Oh nooooo
haha i fell sick on wednesday, woke up on Thursday with a high fever which didnt feel hot to the touch until i went to the doctor in the afternoon and his thermometer measured 38.9 C haha i didnt know it was that high.
Never been so sick before! The walk to and back from the doctor's is just scary because i felt like i could faint anytime. All I've been doing the past two days is sleep, wake up go to my sofa and fall asleep again, go to my brothers bed and fall asleep, and it goes on. All i've eaten the past 48 hours is a bowl of porridge, alot of cooling tea and lots of pills haha. Thank you natty fatty for bringing me porridge and apple juice(yay) and healthy food though you couldnt walk with your huge blister haha =[
Yuck scary illness, thankful im getting better, though the fever isnt gone, but at least i have the energy to watch tv and come online now. haha i cant believe i was so tired that i couldnt turn on my computer and come online. Now my big problem is this huge muscle ache i have in my back, I dont even know where it came from. Aiyoo so this is what it feels like being old. Not good not good =[

2009-08-07T21:15:00.004+08:00

Break.
finally! it came at the right time. school is a crazy mad rush and constant guilt haha
Had a dayful of PW yesterday. I stayed up till 3am doing my Eom, but it was worth it because im so proud of it now. Stayed back after school to rush chapters. was productive. I finally finished my work due 2 months ago haha im really really sorry yunhao. and the weirdest thing happened. Yunhao the cheapo treated us to swensons! :O haha yes as you guessed it because he had swensons vouchers, but still, its money and we appreciate it ! (: thank you cheapo!(: Jinfaye and i shared a banana crumble which was so niceeeee!
Haha it was fun hanging out with the two guys though outsiders probably secretly labelled them hwachong nerds, and we were seen with them!DD: haha okay shant be so bad,
Everybody! though hwachong guys all look like geeks, they are all actually very nice people(: and thats all that matters.
Im still really thankful that the environment im in is so protected, where everybody is so nice and non-bitchy, non-backstabbing. Love 7J!

Today was national day celebrations which was horrible cause of reasons. The program was kinda bad.
'uh their marching is terrible. huh? whats happening? this talk has nothing to do with national day! uh okay malay dance with vivian cross-dressed as a guy! patrotic songs awwww! -END- huhhh it ended??? what???"
yep thats basically it. hah so super lousyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Then erwin and i went to eat Macs first to let the crowds clear so that we can get on the bus to orchard. but in the end it was an epic failure we waited for two 174s, for like 30 mins at the bus stop, but we still couldnt get up the bus because it was just too packed. In the end we had to cab -.- Walked around looking for bags, from wheelock to fareast to taka heeren wisma and ion. Finally made it to ion! and i love the place already except that it is too super crowded that it is such a put off. It was opening day for Uniqlo and the place was just flooded with aunties and schoolkids! The good side is that practically all the brands are there so its a one stop mall with interesting food i want to try!
After Erwin bought his too huge bag, we decided to go over to amanda's house cos she and Rina were skateboarding! And i learnt how to skateboard today yay, though its not the conventional kind but the new kind that can twist in the middle. Took so long to learn how to mount it, then took so long to learn how to balance, and move straight forward, and turn right. haha it was fun amidst the sweat and mozzie bites. never thought i would learn how to skateboard. Then went upstairs and found her sisters watching kungfu hustle so we watched and commented on how dramatic it is. Played with charcoal my favourite little doggie! Then played cards to while away time. Had dinner with them before coming home to rest because theres dance at 8am tomorrow D:
I love having dinner at amanda's. I think its very sweet that they wait for their mummy to come home from work, have their cousins come over, turn off the tv, and everybody sits at the dining table to have a home-cooked meal together while chatting. It just feels nice.

It was good having things to occupy my mind, keep myself off constantly thinking about sad stuff. Yep my relationship hit rocks again. I dont know why it keeps doing so. Im so tired of caring so much i just dont have energy anymore and im taking a break this time. Pray for me.

EVA IS HERE TO ANNOUNCE

2009-08-02T20:40:00.004+08:00

THAT SHE IS THE FIRST PERSON LIU JIAQI THE RETARD KNOWS TO BE MORE SCREWED UP THAN HERSELF. WELL DONE :D

ah retard, jiu ming! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-07-31T23:13:00.005+08:00

haha i totally forgot about my blog and updating! ah well in short school has been boring/ tiring/ fun :) soooo much work to do! i'll make it!

7J had GEMS today which was really surprisingly fun cos of all the camwhoring hhaahah!
basically... we went to high school canteen and learnt how to cook chicken chop from the auntie hahahaha! so super funny all we did was to put the chicken on the stove! and see how she made mash potato (she just added heaps of some powder into warm water and stirred and it turned into mash potato. oh gosh disgusting now we know whats our mash potato made of eeee.) and then serve the food by adding sauce and the greens. hahahaha so funny. had a good time with the class though =]]]] some really funny moments haha like lai yit khai suddenly prancing all around shrieking in some gay voice, attempting to imitate the girls in camwhoring. hahahaha epic seriously!

alright anyway i love love love this routine! though the judges didnt but i loved it! so twisted and funny hahaa

2009-07-26T00:15:00.002+08:00

Alright!
Back in school on Friday! was a terribly long day. dreadful school even though when i was at home i was complaining how boring it was. just cant decide which is better haha.
and the homework just keep piling there so much to catch up! when especially my grades suck so badly. Boo :( i need to study hard and do well.

Had first dance practice after ayg today and it was so super tiring. Did so much technical stuff, went through all the basic plies and positions and tondu etc etc and did pirouettes and so much jumps and learnt a turn jump, andddd still had choreography. Haha at least it feels good that im exercising again.

2009-07-21T17:07:00.005+08:00

Im massively bored at home with nothing to eat. Refusal to do homework, and blogger is messed up so i cant upload photos. Irritating! Im bored and im still not sick
I got stood up again

2009-07-20T21:14:00.005+08:00

Today marked the most interesting day of school ever haha!

We were due for class phototaking today, but...
this would have been what it looked like

if we did

Haha yep! grand total of 11 people turned up for school today :) 11/26 haha!
we are SURVIVORS!

It was kinda fun having such a small class though, we only filled up one row of the normal classroom hahaha.
For PT, we just had a 15 minute briefing/update/random sharing about a 3m python. haha then we spent the rest of the hour at the class bench eating cake!:D and slacking around. The cake was from last Friday for celebrating yiffy's birthday, but since we all got sent home nobody had the mood to eat cake haha! So we had to eat it today lest it spoils :) fun fun.
Then after that boonhui got a call from the office and got a leave of absence. D:
one more down! even before school barely started for an hour.

Alright then was bio tutorial, which was the funnest funniest bio tutorial ever. We all sat in a row at the last row of class, and spent the hour trying to scare Ms Yang. Was so super hilarious :)

"You know the rest of the class are all sick! and Mrs Lim, Mrs Tan, Mr Cheong fell sick too! oh no miss yang you're in high risk!"

Us: *randomly start coughing and sniffing*
Miss Yang:"Eh you all don't anyhow cough leh! I'm very stressed you know!"

Ms Yang: "Okay so i still have to continue with lesson, so take back your tutorials."
Us:"But you cannot come near us! Okay you can tie it and throw it over to us!"

Miss Yang:"Alright lets start with lesson."
Joleen:"No cannot! Later we start coughing how!" *starts coughing*
Miss Yang:"No, dont anyhow start coughing ah!
Wah Joleen you threatening me! Threatening teachers 4 demerit points okay!"

Hahaha! Funny to the max. And halfway through Ryan got a call from Dewei saying hes a another confirmed case. So the whole lesson we were holding on to our phones waiting for admin to call to tell us we all have LOA. Haha!

However due to some reasons they didnt call us, so we decided to go for class lunch together, where we were shunned like mad and everybody asking why we were in school haha!
New 7J identity: H1N1 class!
We went for chem lecture and had all our phones on the tables waiting for calls from the office because they still havent called. It was only after lecture that we called the office and went to turn ourselves in haha! Anyway i was in close contact with Dewei and went to buy presents for yifei with jinfaye and nicole on Thursday. In the end so many of us got LOA so they just thought they'd just give it to the whole class if not theres no point if 3 people come for class.

And the happenings after that are not to be disclosed :))

Anyway it was such an interesting day :) scheming and scaring people together :)
7J will be MIA till friday. Miss us!

2009-07-17T14:50:00.004+08:00

ohmaaagaaaawd.
im home so early for a first! though not for a good reason
chengyan, my classmate, has been confirmed to have contracted h1n1!
so my whole class just got sent home in the middle of GP lesson.
oh goodness! hahahaha oh man dont know whether to be happy or sad!
All started yesterday when everybody started falling ill by the end of school, and today 9 people were absent for school!!!(!!!) including birthday boy yiffy! oh man so super sad.
Now i dont know whether i can make it for all my weekend plans. I want to go for amanda's birthday barbeque tonight!

I feel alright but I was so close to so many sick people yesterday, joleen, nicole, dewei, vanessa. oh man! i wanna go out but i feel the need to protect others health!D:

11th july 09

2009-07-13T23:42:00.015+08:00

Handmade, food, love, campcomm!

made brownies, vanilla cupcakes, onion rosemary rolls, and pizza!
Bonding over food yum yum yum! :DD

Yep as Siling said, we wont have a chance to plop down on a kitchen floor together just enjoying time together hanging around, cos in 48 hours we are back to the grind.
which will not cease anymore till november!
Had so much fun on saturday! missing it already! =]

2009-07-07T17:58:00.003+08:00

HELLO ONCE AGAIN.

LIU JIAQI IS AT EVA SEAH'S HOUSE. HAVING THE TIME OF HER LIFE :D
AND NO YOU STUPID NAT LEONG, SHE DIDNT DRINK A DROP.
OH MAYBE NOT. WINGYAU SAYS SHE TOOK A SIP!
ITS NOT MY FAULT. YOU GO SCOLD HER YOURSELF. NOT ME.

EVERYONE. GO WATCH LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE.
ITS A RETARDED SHOW. HAHAHA.

Haha stoopid eva, eva is lousyyyyy!

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ID photo booths are the new neoprint machines!

PEACE OUT.

2009-07-06T21:21:00.007+08:00

I feel so free and thankful! Wow!
I was so happy on saturday that i decided to iron all my clothes and arrange them according to colour in my closet. HAHA WHOO! :D and its all because EXAMS ARE OVER! and currently, for sat sun mon there will be no commitment to dance, training nor mugging. The smell of freedom is the best in the world! but it ends tomorrow sadly D: i shall just enjoy the little i have left.

This block test has been the most ______ test i've taken. Can't find an apt word for it. Just doesnt feel like BLOCK tests which is essentially 15% my grades; felt more like a fill in the blanks form which does not hurt me one bit. hahah but truth still remains! and truth sure hurts! I think i just threw away my already minute chance of getting my H3. Haha ouchhh!
Then again, I never enjoyed myself so much for exams ever before. It just felt like one dream after the other. And i wasn't very sad though i knew that i just flunked my paper when the teacher collected it. And after every paper i could just nonchalantly go home to sleep and rest properly before studying.

Haha I think everybody needs experiences like this. 1) for the fun and joy 2) for a wake up call. and mine came timely =] realised i really need to mug my life away for promos hhahaha especially for chem seriously i have noooo idea how to do chem. need to buck up buck up! $^$^!

On another note, I really miss AYG opening! all the long practices over and over again, the holding room nonsense, srjc friends, etc etc! Though it was such a long and tedious process, i wouldnt trade it for anything else.

I think Mr Dan is just awesome. and we've worked hard. This youtube video does so much more justice to us than the lousy tv version -.-

Haha it was such a fun fun fun experience really. The feeling you get during the actual performance is so priceless :D
exhilaration, sweating palms, one uniform thumping heart :)

2009-06-25T06:19:00.001+08:00

Mug for your life! :)

and watch AYG on 29th 73o channel 5 though u probably have a test on the next day!

2009-06-20T09:29:00.017+08:00

I WATCHED A HORROR MOVIE!!
gah its the second horror movie i ever watched and the first in a cinema with the screen in your face and full blast sound effects. Its such a horrible experience im neverrrrrrr watching another horror movie again! OKAY NAT?
...
....
....
hahaha yayyyy silence means consent :DD

Anyway I had so much fun on Thursday and Friday :D

Buffet @ seoul garden! Where i ate till i almost burst cos some pig kept stuffing me with food!

aw so cuteeee! :D

DIY ice kachang!
mine!:

nat's!:

mine's nicer right right right haha!!

Buffet was fun =] messing up the place etc
then we went to the flyer! because theres student price now. $10 per weekday ride! :D go or you'll have to pay 29.50 next time

The flyer seriously makes for super good object for photography.

Haha we bought tickets and hung around till sunset before going up! :D
Lucky the cabins are so super safe if not i would have freaked out and sat down and refuse to get up haha!

View from the top!

Love how the roads are constructed

The people we had a short brush of fate with.

On friday!
I was brought to pasir ris without knowing where im headed for. Then after taking bus from the mrt station, we took a left turn then saw this huge signboard screaming FISHFARM!
HAhahahaha yesssss we went to the fish farm :D with a super cute fat duck, now i want a pet duck, and a super cute little goatttt! so super cute!
We went longkang fishing! hahah supposed to relive my childhood since i didnt have one, but some pig was so caught up with catching the fishes, acting like a big little boy hahaha!!:D awww so cute haha!
Then we went to the fish spaaa where nat was laughing like maaaad and i was squealing hahahah!! fun fun!
thennn we watched drag me to helllllllllll

Yay thank you natty for planning and spending the two days with me!

<3

HELLO ALL

2009-06-16T22:00:00.003+08:00

THIS IS EVA SEAH HERE :D
( see retard, i left my name as told! dont you just love me more now! )

HAHAS. OKAY. SO TODAY, JIAQI HAD A WONDERFUL DAY WELL SPENT MUGGING (zzzz) WITH GUENYIK AND EVA SEAH. AND SHE TOTALLY LOVES THE BOTH OF THEM. ( though not as much as she does her hotstuff i assume! *coughs* ) 重色轻友 :((((((((((((((

i woke retard up at 6am in the morning! hahahas. way to go. ended up she was earlier than myself -.- stupid. HAHAS. GUENYIK FORGOT TO WAKE UP! doesnt matter. bussed down and got lucky with the cabs. whoo!

seletar country club's reading room owns hwachong's one hands down man! see! WE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE! yeah. got comfy around. nearly fell asleep but did our work productively still.

LUNCH WAS RETARDED. seriously. we broke lotsa club rules today -.- & literally broke stuffs. i think i might have been blacklisted already. hahas. first we wore flipflops and stuffs intot he reading room (its the main clubhouse, no slippers were allowed technically), then we messed it up, moved the furniture and ate inside! HAHAS. lunch was the best. everyone at the clubhouse cafe was looking at guen's and jiaqi's slippers and giving disapproving looks. muahahaas. okay. my bad la. i forgot to tell them not to wear flops (not that i remember that flops were not allowed). well done.
and then, not like our footwear werent attracting enough attention, smart me had to knock over my glass of water. PIANGZ. glass all over. well done. hahahas.

DOESNT MATTER. I CHARGED EVERYTHING TO MY DAD. MUHAHAHAHS. sign card sign card. damn fun :D hahahas. TEEEVEEEEE ROOOOOM. jiaqi totally loves that place. it was the first thing that got her excited when she stepped into the club. stupid coin changer in the arcade wasnt working so we couldnt play. hahaas. flopped down on the safas in the tv room and watched archar! some retarded super old show. hahas. i concluded that jiaqi is nice to lie on/squish yay! GUEN WILL AGREE WITH MEEEEEEEEE.

caffeine + lunch + nice comfy sofas + aircon + overdose of math = sleeeeeeeeeeep :D

hahas. whatever la. we were still productive. yay. and jiaqi's a major retard.

prata for dinner at jalan kayu. lousy jiaqi hasnt been to jalan kayu before! tsk! nvm. i brought you out to explore a part singapore today. we all learnt something new :D
guen learnt how to get to seletar. hahahas. i forgot what was it that i learnt and what was it that the retard learnt too -.-

WE SHALL GO STUDY AGAIN SOME DAY KAY RETARD. ON ARH! AHAHAHAS. AIRPORT! WITH GUENYIK! ^^

YAY! JIAQI LOVES EVA SEAH x 10000million oh no. is x 10000million PLUS 1! hahas (the extra bit of love cos i posted and revived her dead blog for her) yay. i win(:
AND JIAQI LOVES GUENYIK x 10000million too!

OH I FORGOT TO ADD. the three of us cant camwhore for nuts -.- hahhaas.

the bus ride back to serangoon was pretty gross. it stank please. all the foreign workers in it. we looked like retards holding our sweaters up to cover our face at the back row. then got some gl person kept turning back to look at us. or rather GUEN! AHAHHAS.

ps. ONE POST ONE HUG ARH! HAHAHAS. ( and yes jiaqi's hotstuff, i deliberately posted this up here for you to see! hahahahas.) but aiya, no worries la. joking only :p

2009-06-15T10:17:00.006+08:00

Ellen's Tulane Commencement Speech

"Just remember: You're gonna be okay.
Dum Dee Doo-doo-doomm.
Just Dance."

Yep agreed, in all things, just dance :)
it'll be okay :)

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Haha i realised some harsh truth today. That i should get a life and get myself going because the world does not only revolve around one person. :)

2009-06-14T22:59:00.005+08:00

wear out wear out.

Im feeling a sense of nostalgia(?) today. Can't quite pinpoint the exact word but yea something like that, im just messed up.

Been busy trying to fulfill my various roles as usual - as a friend, student, gymmer/dancer/teammate, dance ic, youth comm, WL, child of God, girlfriend.
Freak its so tiring!!
Realised that i lost my joy meanwhile, it just gets sucked away bit by bit. Almost everything just becomes a chore/responsibility. I think I really need to refocus and seriously think out what I am doing.

Especially miss church, alot. The days when i used to look forward to every Sunday-the highlight of my weeks. And I miss the days leading to Radicals youth camp; when even though we knew the weeks ahead were hardwork, we knew that it was pleasing to God and eventually it won't be in vain because it brings smiles and changes lives.

I just love this photo :) Don't know why, it just has such a sense of joy.

Am i trying to do too much? I dont know =[ but i cant bear to drop anything. Pray for me please.

2009-06-09T17:14:00.004+08:00

I went out with Ling yesterday to watch Dance, Subaru!
Its an awesome movie!
One of the best movies i've watched recently.Really touched me.
(Bonus for guys, the female lead is very hot! face, bod and character =]])

2009-06-07T01:02:00.011+08:00

Dead blog alert!!!

Haha okay okay im gonna break off my lazy streak and finally blog.
Been a month since i actually blogged something proper! been a month since ive had the time to slow down and take a check on my life! haha

So much has been happening

1. Fac Comm & all its anxiety -
First fac comm meeting at 8pm,
CSM
Preparation for fac comm intro,
Fac comm intro which means dancing in front of the whole faculty (zomg),
First formal meeting,
Fac comm camp on 2nd,3rd June
2. Dance night! - Back again. All the makeup hassle, backstage frenzy, blinding stage lights, dance night withdrawal symptom.
3. Unhappiness, jealousy and dumb quarrels
4. Getting back on track, reorganizing my life, catching up in school.
5. GDOP!
6. AYG practice 11-6, tuesday-friday! costumes, dance, being part of an awesome performance, fun! :D
7. And through it all, theres always somebody with me! :D

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1. Fac comm has been fun! We're just starting to get to know each other better and bond better.
Its really cool that everybody in fac comm though chosen not by chance, each have something we are really good at to contribute to the faculty, (plus alot of bonus talents like yehan's beatboxing, chengxin's magic tricks, daryll and girvan's popping locking, etc etc.)

Our first appearance as fac comm was Combined Sports Meet, where we had to fake enthu and cheer our hearts out. As usual i hate cheering and acting all enthu like a retard but well i guess it made me find a new love for the faculty even though there were really just 20 odd people left at the stands excluding fac comm. It also helped to dawn on me my place and duty in the fac comm, that since we've taken up this role its expected of us to be role models, or rather trendsetters as i would prefer to look at it as. Trend setters of good attitude and just sensible, responsible actions.

On a side note, i miss my teammates like mad =[[[[[[[ sigh. too preoccupied with dance, ive been so detached from them argh DD:

Our first task as fac comm was EC meet fac where we had to organise handing over from senior fac comm, photo montage and introduction of ourselves. The night before that we had to stay in school till 9 plus just to do the shoes haha.

Fac intro was a semi-disaster cos i totally forgot the hiphop choreoooo -.- and was doing modern to a bboy song hahaha! best! haha so fail. nevermind the rest were okay, we did what we could.
I missed the fac comm camp as did all the other dancers! D: we rushed to kallang after AYG practice and got lost before finally finding the camp and joining the rest of our committee. Gala night was quite alright haha the game was the best, huiying and i had to tie chengxin's hair up into many many little tufts hahaha! fun fun wait for photos to be uploaded =] Then that night we pigged out in the bunk, had girls talk, tried to sleep but failed. We had to leave the next morning for AYG prac even before any activities started. Pretty sad we missed all the bonding with our fac comm. Hoping i get more chances to bond with them! :D
And i must say this, Wen Shan is super duper sweet! He couldnt make it for camp so he wrote little motivational, encouragement speeches for HuiYing to read out before/after each activity. and he wrote everybody a letter. Aw man how super sweet!!!

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2. BACK AGAIN!
My first ever official performance as a dancer. Haha dont know what to say... uhhhh it was just good? hahahaha good experience? good bonding with the other dancers? felt a sense of belonging for once =]
Ultimately its another of those experience i wont regret going through though i was dancing such a calefare role, un-noticable and all, but i guess it let me put myself in perspective, that ive got so much to learn so much to improve =]] The world of dance is so huge and so daunting (esp after watching Dance,Subaru)! Not like I would ever go professional but just as a hobby i want to dance well:D now I just want to take up classes to learn technique because it is so freaking important!!! I feel like an ugly clumsy toad!
Yep so much more to work on! Go go!

Anyway super proud of dance night:D It was a good show! Though we only got to watch half of it once, but it looked good! Something that i would ask all my friends to come and watch! just that by that time all the tickets sold out!
haha my Daddy said it was a good job for student effort:D and, "Your Chinese Dance society is very good ah!"
My mummy said, "Eh why dont you go join hiphop!"
haha uh.... no comments.... -.-

Modern did well too okay! Jia Ming, my 7J classmate, teared watching Forbbiden Love! saturday matinee somemore, when the audience is the most dead and unfeeling! hahaha!:D
The MAD seniors really did a great job in making everything such a success! and Aileen our item IC cos she put in so much effort and was so super patient with us!
We've got huge shoes to fill! Hope next year's committee will be as zai as the seniors!

Yaye:D

7J dancers!

Athena dance ICs!

202!!!!!!!!! Never realised 202 was such a dance-y class.
And 3 out of the 4 female dance ICs are from 202! haha so cool! :D

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4. The week after dance night was wasted trying to get back into the studying mode but failed terribly! Felt empty and that i was too free hahahaha! Three tests in that week somemore haha horrible ttm!! Well I survived! =]

Watched 'Whose life is it anyway' on friday night with teammies, to support aki who was acting as a perverted male nurse hahaha! Not bad aki not bad! :DDD
Good play :D though wasnt the ideal start to Holidays! bad timing yea! hahaha :D but all in all good play! The amount of script the main actor had to memorise is impressive =]]

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5. Global Day Of Prayer!
Well as you grow older, it just stops getting exciting :)
Its a good thing though. To look past the heart pumping music, jumping youths, euphoria excitement and all, to grasp the meaning behind the event.
It was a disappointment though, that GDoPRAYER was at most 10 minutes prayer, with the other 1hour50minutes music and fun.
Maybe because I attended the youth one this year, hope the adult service was more prayer.

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6. Asian Youth Games opening ceremony performance!
The 4 days of practice has been so much fun amidst all the tiredness and sore from squatting and standing and squatting and standing and running! hahahah! I think the costume is awesome! Our dance is awesome! Our effort is the awesomest! :D Should be a spectacular show esp for the live audience on 29th June =] Yay cant wait! It wont be as amazingly neat and magical as BeiJing Olympics (they let soldiers MUG the routine of the performance everyday for 6 months comon!), but it would be our best effort from all 14000 of us students! :D
Again, its something I would ask everybody to come and watch! but tickets are not for sale and preview tickets sold out already! hahaha do catch it on TV though! :D

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7. Okay dont need to elaborate! :D

<3

2009-05-23T00:52:00.001+08:00

Mad by NeYo
I heart this song. though its sad

2009-05-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

Quick post cos im gonng fall asleep in 3 minutes, TT so tireddd!
the past two weeks have been good and crappy at the same time
stressed like mad i havent had enough sleep at all, everyday just chionging work for tmr, and going for dance dance more dance.
Today was happy though, really really glad =] dance night looks awesome seriously. It was the first time we got to see each other's items. The hiphop choreography this year is very impressive! good stuff good stuff everybody come watchhhh!!!!! though tickets sold out like very long ago hahahah. Dance night is gonna rock! though not really our item but still :D so excited for dance night!! :DD
And happy because a got a boulder lifted off my chest =] yayyeeeeee glad
I want to take hiphop classes! I need time and i want to take hiphop classes because all the rest of the dance I/Cs are too zai already i feel demoralised/depressed. Need to take hiphop classes!!!!! Want to take hiphop classess!!:DD

Alright thats all i wanted to say=] oh yea Hello EVA i updated! :D

2009-05-05T00:56:00.014+08:00

OKAY IM HERE TO UPDATE!
Though i really forgot what happened since the last time i blogged.

A few major things i guess:

1) HUIYING = DEPT FAC HEAD!!!!! hahahah omg super duper happy/elated/love for her!!! :DDD yayyy!!

2)GREENWORKS! Man i really love Athena Fac Comm like mad because they rock!! We just had the most happening Fac outing! It was so much fun seriously :D haha huiying has huge shoes to fill!!!

K i just koped the pictures i uploaded on class blog and added somemore cos i cant be bothered to load onto my own blogger when i just spent so much time loading them already hahaha.

GREENWORKS. Athena Fac Outing 2009.

Our beloved 7J Fac princess and fac prince! :D

Uhhh nice pose!! hahaha!!!

*Fan fan fan fan fan!*

[ Oh yes i want to complain, the guys in 7J are sooooo disgusting. The girls cook and they eat and scoot off to play chess. like omg?!?!?!??! See at least senior class cooks too! ]

Ryan in exclusive Bboy item! Smiling his wide milky princely grin hahahah :D

Food and purple fire!
cute satays!

Athena fac princess and fac prince! hahahah uhhhh no comment
Sparklers! We all love sparklers! :DD
Fun with sparklers:D

09s7J! ^3
09s7J & 08s6G! :D

HAha i think this picture is too cute!! Three veryhappy people! :D :D :D
Fun at KAP! Ppc's face is so funny!

Evaaaaaaaa! Wah eva we finally have a photo together hahaha! :D

Under the moonlight! :DD

Gymmerrrrs! notice lau pinned a piece of tramp on herself hahahaha omg retard hahahah!

besties in class! :DDD

love H9G!

3) Labour day was spent with Kerri and H9G!!!! Oh mannn i miss Kerri so much!! Glad shes still the same old super cute Kerri she is haha :DD

YAYE love H9G to the max miss everybody so much! love hanging out with them =]]]

4) Next day Kerri had to take her SATS in hwachong haha! So we met at KAP for much missed Macs breakfast then headed back to school. Kerri sat for SATS and the rest of us had bio lecture, where we sat together haha :D Thenn was dance. Haiyo dont really want to talk about it its quite a massive wastage of time because we are waiting 3/4 the time. Dance night is coming! Let it go soon as well! =]

5) Met up with my favourite guy!! :)))

And discovered i really love this guy so much..:DD
Thank you for always accommodating all my nonsense/pmses and always giving in to me.
<333!

2009-04-20T20:18:00.011+08:00

Wow I really havent been updating in the longest time =] Time to rescue my dying blog!

So much has happened after comps! =] everything except training. I miss training like mad, haha it was the only happy thing that happened in school, there was something to work towards! but now school is just becoming another routine. Nothing much to look forward to now =/ while dance is getting too painful. arghhhh.

The week after comps was floor comps! :) HwaChong did really well! The high school kids got both div team champions and A div swiped all overall indivs! So proud of them!! =] Nanyang did well too they've really come a long way through the trying situation!
Floor comps day was Aly's birthday too!:D So we all went to swensons to celebrate! =]

Swenson's is awesome!! They gave us free icecream cos it was aly's birthday, and its not just one scoop its 3 scoops complete with whipped cream cherries and candle!:DD Haha we were so happy with free icecream! cos its really free! haha :D SO NOTE: Go get free icecream from Swenson's if its your birthday! :D yay for free icecream! which reminds me, tomorrow is B&J day! :D Go get your free cones! hahahaha imma singaporean! but i think the queueing is the best part not the free cone =]

Gym dinner was at the hawker centre round the corner haha =] Had alot of fun at the playground after that - scaling climbing jumping spinning =]]]

haha daryl!

All the photos are with Jeanne and Aki who refuse to upload photos yet! haha

Then we went back to HC gym and saw how crazy guys can get! Haha all the little high school kids were doing all sorts of rubbish like wrestling on the floor, playing gladiator on the beam, soccer etc etc all kinds of violent stuff! Hahaha it was very funny but weird to watch all the little kids go mad hahaha!:D Then on the trampoline, the guys + laoda were doing all sorts of crazy flips i would never have the courage to do haha!!:D
The maddest thing i did was to climb up to the highest railings where the lights are and jump down into the sponge pit! It is freakingggg highhhh!!!! And im super scared of height, but i did it! Haha it was so fun!!!:DD Sank right through to the bottom of the sponge pit and got buried in sponge haha! When you get out of the sponge pit you're totally covered with disgusting rotten sponge bits, but nevermind because it was worth it!

That Sunday, Easter Day, was my baptism :)))))
It was the most joyous experience really! The actual baptism was cold and nervous; but once i got out of the water, changed and calmed down, the joy just started to flood in and everybody was so super happy for us. Especially Aunty Lay Keng, she was so duper happy she hugged val and waiian and me so tightly and started camwhoring with us :D hahahaha! Aw man its the most memorable event, I could never forget it :))) Im so glad I got baptised.

Because he lives, I could face tomorrow
Because he lives, all fear is gone
Because I know, I know he holds the future
And life is worth the living just because he lives

Colossians 3:16-17
"Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God.
And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."
photos

Yay senior 1 girls:D and Aunty Lay Keng :D

Us!

Daniel chong!! The little boy i watched grow up hahahahah kinda:DD

All the baptism people!:D

Monday!
I missed half of school to see my brother off to NS! The whole trip at Tekong was so boring. We were brought around the BMT site to look at their training facilities etc. The camp is like a chalet hahahah so clean and pretty! Even their bed mattress is thicker than mind! I throught that they would have to crawl in mud and swim in the river but nooo apparently not, cos theres no mud to roll in and there is a swimming pool so swim in! Hahahha
Its been one week since my brother entered camp! Oh noo i miss him!! He said hes surviving/ training is tough/ and he wants a cap&beanie before he comes out. Hahahah woah i cant wait to see him bald, his hair was half his life haha! He must have been so super sad when his hair got shaved off hahahahaha!
Yay hes coming back next week =]]

Tuesday Wed Thurs Fri -SCHOOOOOOOOL
Crashed Ares Fac Outing on friday night. Im sorryyy it was really boringgg.. but yay Mabel won Fac babe!:D

Saturday. Went for band prac in the afternoon, which was really fun. Love love love playing bass because it is so fun. Jammed to one way and decided that we shall play it anyway for service=] Joy of serving:DD
Then went to watch handsome suit with chuaaa! Hahahaha it was quite a good comedy with pretty babes but the plot was abit errrr. hahaha people with retarded sense of humour should go watch it!:D

TODAY!
BIO LECTURE TEST. okay so depressing it was another -.- Mugged so hard for it and in the end came out stupid questions like transport across membrane. Zzzz!

And after econs lecture today, the lecturer let us watch this video on the recently famous Susan Boyle. I was really really touched by it. Go watch! :)
Pretty inspiring :)

2009-04-07T20:05:00.016+08:00

random shots with vivitar uw&s.

2009-04-04T19:07:00.027+08:00

Time of my life.

Its overrrr. Its all over. Its been over for like 3 days actually haha finally found the motivation to talk about it. Im still sad and angry but more angry than sad.
Not like I expected to win but i just wanted to connect my routine. People keep telling me not to be too hard on myself since i practically only jied during shichangdi butttt thennnn :( shibai is shibai laaaaa. The more Wang lao shi kept telling me 'Hen hao hen hao" the more i was sad.
Oh well theres still next year but then again its gonna be the last year everything depends on it and if i screw up again i dont know what I will do. sigh.

On the brighter side, Im really glad for comps though i still hate it. Its dumb we train the whole year, sometimes wait 2 years just for that 20 seconds which is so so so easy to mess up.
But im glad we did well as a whole this year though everybody like everybody including the guys screwed up/didnt perform our best. Haha the Adiv guys for team silver. Laoda got indiv gold, Jeanne indiv silver, Amanda indiv bronze.
High school kids did really well too both C div, B div team gold i think =]. Nanyang C div team silver, B div team gold:D Cherie was so amazing she was so freaked out before comps she started crying then she went up and performed her best tao and got Indiv Gold! haha omg my cute cute junior.
Good conclusion for tramp comps 09.

Bad one for me but im just very thankful for having been through the whole process, training, having fun, failing. whats left is to pick myself up and aim for indiv next year.

And im so thankful to have awesome seniors who give so much support and just being there to cheer us on and give us advice and be our pillar. I miss them so much!!! Haha i miss being the youngest in nanyang gym having seniors to look up to listen to.

Jiayee, Meiying, Peirong, Lingying.

And so thankful for J2 seniorsssss!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOO I am going to miss them so much!!!! No more seniors :((( noooooooo argh i want the seniors.
They've really made gym what it is, so fun so carefree. nooo shittt im going to really miss them.
Erwin always there to provide food :DD and treat us to stuff haha and always having the time to hang out with us
Darrell talking random rubbish and making everything less stressful
Jevon for being the nicest!!!
Chun Yan for being there? haha appreciate it still
and JEANNE. oh no im going to miss Jeanne so much, our most loved captain.

AkilanShanmugaratnam, Darrell, JevonChandra, Erwin, ChunYan
(haha 2 interesting surnames!)

Natty:D hahahah omg minus 0.3 hahahaha!

Nanyang B Div all my pretty juniors

华中闪电霹雳女侠队！！！
haha to the ugliest leotard i ever had!

OllyWolly^33

Marrell!

Seniorsss^333 miss Yining and Yuhan!
Yay Jiayi came back! Havent seen her in so so so so long!

TEAMMIES! The best in the world!

And this was supposed to be one photo hahahah

"Take Photo!"
*Pose*
"?????????" "because after very long Laoda still havent count down*
"OKAY DONE!" (cos she took 7 already without us knowing)
"!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
hahaha shes the best man!
(ohman somebody teach me how to embed flash showssss

Haha i love this photo!

Thank you everybody for the gifts and well wishes!

Haha im gonna boast about my mega bouquet from Nat wahahahah! :D dont be jealous cos i have an awesome bf hahahaha! :DD kidding kidding(as in the jealous part, the awesome part is universal truth:)))
He arranged it himself!! Super pretty!!! Yaye next time he can go work part time at a florist then i get pretty flowers free yayyy hahaha:D Lol i remember two years ago we all got bouquets from SJI for comps present as well. I was so shocked when i heard they arranged the bouquets themselves and I remember thinking, "Wah this guy! Is secretly a girl inside man!" haha so shocking!:D And coincidentally i got a bouquet of roses that year too, ya the year that poor amanda got chrysanthemums hahahah!

Haha my bouquet is so huge, poor thing gotta go into a plastic container cos i have no idea how else to keep it alive. And its super heavy haha :D
And I got two balloons from Nat too :DD yayee! haha lucky its not barbie. You you you dont ever get me a barbie balloon! no where to hide my face hahaah!
Thank you so muchh I love my balloons and flowers but most of all thank you for being there for me the whole dayyyy. from when i was stressing out till after when i was sad, thank you for trying so hard to cheer me up! You're the best!!

YAY!

Yay gebera its so pretty! And sunflower from Livia! :D

Oh yea after comps we went to NYDC at Holland V. Haha mad everybody was so high and drunk on air haha esp the two amandas! Hahah had a great time:)

And want to thank Wang for believing in me. I think no other coach would have been so encouraging toward someone whom he knows isnt gonna bring home the medal. He didnt give up on me when time and again i couldnt psycho myself to jie tao, he didnt give up on me when i injured myself again so close to comps. Haha I wish i could tell him that i appreciate him but ew ew ew so cheesy hahahahah!! and i cant speak chinese laaa! hahahha!

Looking back at the past 4 months im really glad i joined gym again. It really gave me a new love for it and allowed me to find back the joy of jumping which i had somehow lost along the way in nanyang. Im so thankful :)
And after it all i realised that the gym is really where i want to be and i love the people there so so so much.

2009-03-31T21:13:00.006+08:00

COMPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
ARGHHH the horror!!!

I hope I jie my tao successfully. =[

Shi Chang Di today. We were the first school so we went there at 9 haha so darn early. Got to miss school the whole day!
It was okay, jied a few taos. I still hate the girls trampoline like mad because i cant sink in zzzzz! I hope it'll be okay tomorrow im just scared I wont have enough height because of the stupid tramp=[
Pray pray pray.

Hallelujah (Your love is amazing)

Your love is amazing, steady and unchanging
Your love is a mountain, firm beneath my feet
Your love is a mystery, how You gently lift me
When I am surrounded, Your love carries me

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing

Your love is surprising, I can feel it rising
All the joy that's growing deep inside of me
Every time I see You, all Your goodness shines through
And I can feel this God song, rising up in me

2009-03-26T22:50:00.027+08:00

HELLO!!! :D

hahahah i havent blogged in soooooooo longgg!!! D:
too much stuff happening and i cant be bothered to record it down.
So shall just give a summary =]

School wise, all has been good im really quite enjoying school:D Love going to school to hang out with people for yet another day, though we are essentially suffering together through lessons and lectures but it all is still fun :D Rejoicing during breaks, watching Hannah suan Chester, uhhh discussing about people... hahaha!
Kinda missed school during holidays hahahaha!

Training wise, I injured my stupid back again on Friday doing qitiao! Thats dam retarded and thats the worst way to get injured TWO weeks BEFORE comps. TT was really sad that period. missed dance that saturday to go see the sinseh who is so violent!! like really man -.- sinsehs are violent people who give super painful treatments that actually work really well hahahah!
He told me I gotta stop sports for 2 weeks. lol such a dejavu of last year except that last year was a western doctor. nightmareee

was quite trying then. Down with bad sorethroat those who heard me would know hahaha, flowing nose, fever, cough, injured back (@*&$%*# which pissed myself off to the max), then the next day had to lead band. win! loll!
Aiyo im so so so glad i pulled through that weekend, it was a tough one.

Psalm 121:3-7
He will not let your foot slip -
he who watched over you will not slumber
Indeed, He who watched over Israel
will neither slumber not sleep.
The Lord watched over you -
the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
The sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
The Lord will keep you from all harm -
he will watch over your life.

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful Saviour =]]]]

Im so thankful Im almost fully healed except for the sore. Need to take care of my back like mad for the next 5 days! Gosh gosh gosh im really really scared. Jie-ing tao 5 days before comps is not a good idea. Sheesh i better do good and not embarrass the team! And for comps im after Laoda!! great... now im gonna look dam noob!!! but no! i will train hard the next 4 days so i dont look that bad hahahaha!
I havent felt the adrenaline of comps in quite long, since Sec 3, but yesterday Wang made me do jiancha with my lousy tao and i could feel my legs shaking. Wth its the lousiest lousiest feeling ever on earth hate it. ew ew ew ew! Gotta go through it all again now im very scared but i know i gotta calm my nerves and do it! Haha if i could i wouldnt go through this feeling because its really the worst in the world, but now its in my face, gotta be strong, like jiayi and jeanne and olly and so many seniors i wonder how they psychoed themselves.

Holidays was sad/fun. Sad because i had to miss gym for dance. Fun because dance was fun though my back was troubling me then. Dance was 8 to 3 wed thurs friday. haha was so tiring. We went to SRJC! so i met Leon there hahah :DDD and he bought me the most ridiculous thing for my belated bday present. A minnie mouse hairband!!! just because he went to disneyland and i was suanning him about it hhahahaha. sheesh but still thank you so much leon tan kian onn!!! =]
And although i was out all five days with no time left to catch up on schoolwork, i had a good time =] because i got to catch up with people! =]] like LINGG, really havent met up with her in so long. Had a good catchup over dinner and mini shopping :DDD

Etc etc

started school again this week and already did mad stuff like doing a WE LOVE JIALE banner for her birthday and hanging it up in school for 3 whole days hahahahaha!!:D best man!
And there was Fac CIP on Wednesday which was quite fufilling, had good time of classbonding too after that =]
Training has been really fun. its the only period of time i get to do so much retarded stuff in a short span of a few hours hahaha. Telling jokes, drawing on each other, drawing gym tee, eating sharing food(!! favourite activity), playing bridge, then deciding to learn how to flick cards to make them fly far. haha gym dinner is always massive laughing sessions i really dont know why!! Especially today! I think its Rina+ Jevon=ultimate randomly laughing people who really laugh too much at random stuff. so i always start laughing at Rina and cant stop. hahahaah! A grand senior came back today, went for gym dinner with us, and he was the only person not laughing, because he hasnt hung out with us before. So he=the normal person was a striking contrast to us mad gymmers.

Oh man after comps the seniors will be gone. i just realised it yesterday. arghhhh damm saddd =[[[
i think i will miss jeanne jevon erwin darrell alot!! sigheeee!

Okay see yall! enjoy school

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Photos for Fac CIP! (25th March)

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BAND!!! ^3333333
(14March)

2009-03-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

sadd
sigh

cca is eating up my time. like massive chunks. like CHOMP CHOMP!

wthafdknanjweruwcenkrjnkaewbrj

2009-03-15T19:20:00.018+08:00

March 12 babies! :D

My big fat cookie monster!!! :D Thank you Natty ***** :D ! haha its so huge and happy! its the first thing everybody notices when they walk past my room!

Kitchen torch!!! and superdupernice tiramisu from Gobi!
Thank you eva! wingyau! rachel! jasmine! jiale!
Eva went all the way to China town and Central to get these for me! Thank you Evaaaaa!

From my teammatessssssss^3333

sidetrack: ATHENAAA! ^33

HAHAAHAA laoda: I want to wear pink and dance ballet in central plaza! :D Come watch me!

Inside!!!! ^33333

Oh man its so so so pretty!!!! Ahhh love it so much!!!! Thank you teammies!!!!

EVA im so sorry the photo doesnt do justice to the colour!

Hand sewed plankton!!!!! (and cause of eva failing her math paper)
hahaha oh mannn! Its so so so cute thank you evaaaa! I will be nicer to you i promise!!! hahahaha!! no la really thank you so muchhhh! so touched lahhh! =]]

Fridayy! The super super nice cheesecake from sweetsecret!:D

yayyy LOVE H9G!!!! ^3333

2009-03-13T00:31:00.005+08:00

AW MANNN!

I just had the most wonderful 17th birthday. Just really really want to thank so many people for making it so special!!! First time celebrating my birthday in school! because it usually falls during March Hols, and this first time was so memorable. so so so touched today overwhelmed by sweetness! really cant thank everybody enough. And today is the day of guilt! when i see you all doing so much for me, yet sometimes im reluctant to put in more effort for you guys! im such a sucky friend laaa, im sorry!! Dx and thank you for all the effort! Love you all so much!!!

And firstly I want to say IM SO SORRY!!!!! sincerely to huiying huiqing yiyan guen zee zhee eva wingyau rachel jasmine!!!! IM SO SORRRYYYY! i suck i suck i suck!!!! I wont be late again!!! sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!!!!!!!!! i deserve to dieee TT

Shoutouts!

NICOLEEEEE!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! March babies rock! (esp 12 march babies hahahah!) :DDD

Hannah!
LOVE! haha hannah! we've actually barely known each other for 1 month only! Thank you for the famous amos and well wishes! You are really so sweet until can die lah :DDD

Joleen! Yingyan! (TALENTED TOUCH RUGGERS!!!!)
hahahaha Thank you for the whale omgosh ITS SO CUTEEEEE!!!!!!! Like Hannah said its dam cute until can die lah!! :DD And the same, we have barely known each other for 1 month! But really having alot of fun in class with you guys! Comon we must ace our next maths test and be the top 6 in class!!!! HAHAHAHAH

Jin Fayeee! our beloved critic queen
Hahaha Fa-Ye/drug addict/ dao person! :D Fellow classmate, CCAmate and CPF (Chem Partner Forever!)! Hahaha you really make school so much more fun! Cant imagine school without you, then wont have anybody to laugh at anymoreeee hahahah!! You make school so fun seriously! Loveee!!

Han Wen! haha i have no idea if you'll ever read this!
Beloved mortal! Thank you for remembering my birthday! And taking time to draw me so many cute planktons and a pretty card although its in the middle of Block Tests!!!! Thank you for the Ferrero Rocher!, and for being a great senior!:DD

Huiying! Huiqing! Yi Yan! Jia Le! Zee! Zhee! Guen! KERRI!!!
H9G! Sighhh! love you all so much lor!!! And you all know it!! so i dont need to explain why already hahahaha!! Been 4 years together already:D Thank you all for being the best and being the wackiest and the happiest and the sweetest! LURBZZ XOXO! HAHAHHA :DD

Eva! WingYau! Rachel! Jasmine! Jia Le!
AHHHHHH miss you guys so much!!! WE MUST HAVE LUNCH OR OUTING TOGETHER SOON!!!!!! Thank you all for getting me the blowtorch!!! I wanted it so much! THANK YOU! I owe all of you creme brulee!!!!!! and tiramisu from very long ago hahahahah!
and EVAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You get a paragraph to yourself because i dont know why you are so nice to me. HAHAHA!! I know you really put in so much effort into my birthday!! From running to extreme corners in Singapore, getting pissed off by closed shops to failing your maths test for me. Aiyo i really dont know what to say! I shall write to you! Wait for it! :D Love you laaaaaa!!!!!! retard:D

MY MOST LOVED TEAMMATES!!! Amanda! SiangLin! Rina! Laoda! Aly! Jieqi! Aki the blackie! and Shihui!!! and Jeanne! Jevon! Erwin!
The best teammates I could ever ask for! Never ever bonded so much as a team before, you all really redefined the definition of being a TEAM!! (Laoda even respelled it hahahah! T-E-M-A!)
So grateful and thankful for you all more than words could ever describe! Aiyoooo i really love you all so much!!!....
and THANK YOU FOR TODAY! Getting drunk on best homemade Tiramisu in the world! Prettiest personalised hand painted shoes for me! Alot of tiramisu-smashing in the face, playing in the rain in FULL SCHOOL U, eating GRASS (YES GRASS), seeing a pretty rainbow in the sky ...=]]]
So so blessed to be part of this group of awesome people! Gymmers FTW!=]]]]

MR CHUA!
HAHAH you you you you youuu!! Always insulting me and suanning me!!! but but but nevermind i forgive you on the account that you are always there to listen to me when I have problems and telling me all your secrets too HAHAHA:D And thank you for always offering to stay up with me when you see me dying from chionging homework past midnight, haha dont even know whether you realise it but its very comforting for me la =]] Thank you for always putting in effort for my bday!! Love your poem(except the first two stanzas hahahahah!)!! So sweet!! Thank you, you!

LINGGG!!
Dearest LINGHONG!! Aiyo another of my ancient friend!!:DDD Thank you for always cheering me up and always remembering me!! like even for Christmas! And your professional pretty card so honoured to be one of the receivers man!!! Thank you for loving me and I love you so much!!!!!

People who remembered!
Yayyye really thank you for all the wishes! All your smses really mean alot to me!!!

LIUUU Wenqiang!
Who bought slippers from Charles and Keith for me!!! Hahahah woahhhhhh i was so super shocked when he gave it to me! and I asked him like 10 times to reconfirm that he bought it himself hahahaha! Haha wah having a gf really changes a person! :D

Andd dearest Natty Fatty!:DD
Hahahahah i shall not say anything here! Alot of kaypoh people waiting to see what im gonna say hahahahha! *COUGHHUIYINGCOUGH*:D
Thank you so much for everything! From all the planning for Valentine's to the special deliveries of food to fight my illness! Youre the best!!!^333

_______________ k photos tmr

Poem by Chua Yun Cheng

I have a friend called liu jiaqi
she's nothing but a big fatty
her weight is _ kg
Hint: She's heavier than everyone la. Even you + me!

I hope the candles on her cake tally
to her age, not the hair on her body
y'know, just look at her arms and legs
The blackforest is pretty scary.

Okeh on a more serious note,
another year has come and gone.
Though different ways we have parted,
we kinda still sing the same song.

* years of friendship and counting
probably forever till eternity.
Even if the sands of time trickle away,
Best friends we still will be.

So, to this very dear friend i wanna say
Happy birthday!
Enjoy your day till you're exhausted
and and and, WATCH YOUR DIET!

And.
HOW CAN YOU BE IN A RELATIONSHIP EARLIER THAN ME!!!! WHY WHAT WHEN WHERE WHO HOW! *CRIES* :(

hahahah retardeddd! :DD Thank you again!!!! Appreciate it so much lah!!! :DDD

2009-03-11T21:28:00.005+08:00

Yay im feeling better!
My doctor is woah! He looked at my throat and deduced that i caught an infection from somebody because the back of my throat was 'colourful'. hahahaha i was like 'huh?!?!?!' hahahah i wonder how colourful the back of my throat can be hahahahah! okay maybe i heard the wrong word!
And he said it was also because i wasn't sleeping enough. Okay hes good. I really need more sleep.

I slept and slacked so much i havent finished my homework. darnnn so less sleep tonight =[

And i happily helped my brother bake and decorate a cake with him in the afternoon. for his gf's birthday tomorrow! :D yep so coincidental its the same as mine!:D but my ass brother is not doing anything for me thats the difference hahaha!
Took pictures of the transformation! =]]

WAhh my bro, not bad not bad =]]

2009-03-10T13:11:00.003+08:00

Sick!
Sigh the red-eyes/fever/flu/sorethroat bugs are spreading all around school
everybody taking turns to fall sick in class
on the bright side,
Im home =]
woahhhh i havent seen my room in the daytime on a weekday since school started.
going to make best use of this opportunity to catch up on sleep

I must get well by tomorrow! so i can go for training and so i can eat cakes on thursday!

2009-03-09T22:33:00.010+08:00

Team bonding! :D

2009-03-06T01:32:00.002+08:00

EVA PRAWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA RETARD!!!
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOUU!!:D

2009-03-04T20:23:00.005+08:00

School has been good! =] though mentally and physically draining!
Love my class! Love senior class! Love Athena!! =]] yaye!
Feel really blessed with my current life =]

Dance on Monday was crazy! Mr Dan came in and did this super super super nice choreography! I love the dance BUT its so technically difficult! We were all struggling with the kicks and jumps, but in the end every one of us loves the dance =]] I love love love the choreo i hope we get to do it for dance night!=] Mr Dan is the best! :DD idol!!!!
Training this past 3 days have been so unproductive. Gah i need to stop slacking and get my act together! I know i can jie my tao!!! i just dont dare to! GRRRR I AM GOING TO JIE MY TAO!!!!!!

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Athena Fac Dance@POP 2009

2009-02-28T23:23:00.011+08:00

POP! STJ! love!

There was post orientation party after school yesterday! :D Love dancing as a whole faculty though we really kinda suck hahahah! nobody goes for fac dance sessions, one third the people pia fac dance only on the last day, like me! haha! nevermind because we really had alot of fun! haha me and dewei are the black sheep, the pair who doesnt know the dance anyhow follow haha!! but it was super fun :D
Apollo won! as deserved i guess, but i still like Ares fac dance most! the choreography is really nice esp love the starting! haha chityin and chongtee are uber cool! :D

Apollo: Move move shake shake! A-po-llo!
Ares: Boom shakalaka boom shakalaka boom!
Artemis: Get ready to inhale THIS!
Athena: PUT YOUR HOOD ON! :DDD

Yaye:D really very fun, and very nice to see all the other faculties showcasing their dance too!
After that we had MASS DANCE! my favourite part of sodache haha super fun!
Then were songs! trained around jumped around like mad people :D
Then were cheers!

Lastly was dancing of all faculties dances again =] with the rest of the level trying to follow along! :D whee super messy fun but ended up really all sticky and stinky.

Had a last athena debrief =] Love the fac comm, they are really all awesome people.
Went to serene centre for island creamery with og30!
and met 7j there too!! =]]
Love seven-jay!!!!!!

Then this morning woke up so early for dance! Practice is getting insane! Today was super hiong!!!
Did alot of technical training first before stretching and starting on AYG! Today was the clean-up of the dance, it was so tiring! Mr dan's choreo is so energetic and so full of ups&downs! was so tiring on the legs and knees!! But i think if everybody does it as supposed to its gonna be so impressive and majestic :DD looking forward to AYG so much!
Rushed home to bathe and change then met hannah at lot 1 to buy presents. It is so difficult to find pikachu stuff because pokemon is ancient! Had a really mad rush trying to get everything
Then went down to Jurong Point to meet the rest! =] Had buffet at Zhou's Kitchen. Then exchanging of presentsss!
I got a huge pooh from hanwen, my mortal! :DD so touchedd! =]]] Its so nice to hug!:D
and finally discovered who was my angel today! :D Yayy i got a soft toy bottle of strawberry milk from him Its soooo cute it looks like an atomic bomb! darn cute!!!! :DD
Yay so happy! im so glad i have my cool angel and mortal !!!! They are super nice seniors ^3333
But then its so sad we wont be writing letters anymore! I really look forward to going to school everyday just to get my letters but now no more letters!! so sad! =[[[ less excitement in going to school =[ I hope i can talk to my angel and mortal in school though its kinda awkward haha.

08S6G + 09S7J! =]]]]]

Alot of people left after that, a few of us stayed back till 9 =]
Great STJ session today, got to know so many more seniors and get to talk to them at last! =]
Discovered that senior class has 14 fakeprcs+prcs, which means only 9 normal singaporeans! so amazing la! Sheng Kun, Meng Xiang, Yu Yu my angel, Li Xiang are fake prcs!!!!! super shocking!!
hahahaha!

me, hanwen, pooh and pikachuuu!

The non-guai girls! :D whoo!

I forgot to take a photo with my angel! So sad DD:

Haiyooo im really quite sad no more letter writing! sighhh!D:

Lastly i shall just put this photo because they look so cute and are so cuteee! aiyoooo so sweet!! :D

maverick and jin-faye! :D

2009-02-26T21:34:00.003+08:00

TIRED!
another week just flew by! School is passing really quickly! and i still love school except all the homework! So much homework to do im sleeping average 4 hours a day!
lessons have been fairly interesting, except that bio lecture is still at lightning speed nobody catches anything!
haha training has been fun! love love love teammates! we've been doing crazy stuff for training haha!

Firstly last thurdays was CHOCOLATE DAY! omg the love! hahaha the previous day after training while we were walking out of school amanda saw a hole in a tree so she dared Rina to stick her hand into the hole! Haha it was gross because it was pitch black inside and you never know whats gonna be inside! mass of ants or sth! but rina bravely stuck her hand in and touched the back of the trunk sooooooo.... AMANDA OWED ALL OF US CHOCOLATE!! hahahaha thursday she brought such massive amounts of chocolate it was such a blissful day! :D i ate so much kisses and nicole & yunhao were playing fivestones and juggling with my kisses! hahahahah!
chocolate day is bliss day! :D and amanda still had so much chocolate left after school we went to training and gave out chocolates yay! hahahah we gave wang a whole bar of orange chocolate and he was so happy loll!
There was no night training, so at 6 all the coaches left, but we still wanted to stay on so wang lao shi locked us in the gym and asked us to climb out by ourselves when we wanted to leave! hahahah we thought he was seriously joking but he really locked the door!! hahahah!
so we found fun stuff to do! amanda amanda rina sianglin jieqi aki and i! we discovered that there was a massive stash of Pepsi, Root beer and china apple drink in the fridge that was chained up! soooooo......... yep we decided to steal a can hahaahah! we stole the china apple drink and omg its super niceee!!! its really very very nice everyone should try. we stole 2 more cans after that hahahah!:D
next we climbed up to the second level of the gym and jumped down into the sponge pit. jieqi is so funny shes so pro in jumping but she took so long to jump down into the sponge pit cos she was scared hahaha. but she still did anyway :DD yay!!
then after that we decided to play with the rings which nobody trained on in ages! the rings were hung in the middle of the sponge pit so couldnt reach. we had to keep throwing sponge at it to swing it to the side then jump and grab it. hahahah so all of us took turns swinging like tarzan on the rings! hahahahha its really fun:D then we tried two people at one go and we crashed hahahaha super funny!
aki:"Omg all of you are bimbos!! Finding cheap thrills la!"
Haha nvrmind what he says as long as we have fun wahahah! :DD
Then at 730 we all climbed onto the metal cupboard onto the second floor out of the gym haha!

And another day we all decided to go eat Athena icecream before training! :D but when we went there we discovered that there was only vanilla left! D: so the councillor declared free icecream for all Athenians! hahahah! amanda and rina bought theirs at 50cents a scoop!=]]] we just sat ourselves down smack in front of the booth eating icecream and talking to the councillors hahah! Athena icecream rocksss its so yummy and we're all greedy so we got a second scoop hahahah! in the end icecream ran out and the councillors gave us plain cones for free hahahaha!
and we took a photo! :D

hahahahah we all agreed that this picture is freaking funny. because its not just that one person is unglam, its like EVERYBODY unglam together!!!! hahah go gymmers!

I cant remember other crazy stuff we did, too many!
OH OH! hahahaha we shot a video advertising this candy! amanda brought this candy in for training, forgot the name but its tagline is, 'can you roll?'
SOOO..... hahahahah we took a shot of the sweet, then all of us started rolling into the spongepit one after another hahahaha! then we opened the sweet and ate it in the spongepit hahahaha! omg i wished i wouldnt have to say this but part of the sweet accidentally touched the sponge, yes the gross filthy mouldy thing, hahaha dam gross!!!!!! but we still ate it all in the midst of the mess i think i got part of the spongeflavoured one. hahahahah! freaking fun!

i cant remember when we all got hooked on spongebob song! one day amanda lau just started singing it during training then we all fell in love hahahahaha its the cutest song everr!:D the way amanda sings it is just totally hilarious anyway!

spongebob:
F is for friends who do stuff together!:D
U is for you and me!
N is for anywhere and anytime at all!
down here in the deep blue sea!

plankton:
F is for FIRE! which BURNS DOWN THE WHOLE TOWN!
U is for Uranium! (pause) BOMB!
N is for NO SURRRVIIIIVORSSS!!~~

.
.etc
.

plankton: Wait i dont understand this, i feel tingly inside!:O Should we stop?
spongebob: No! thats how you're supposed to feel!

hahahah so sweet!!:D
I love plankton like mad hahahaha hes so cuteee aiyoooo :D

Kay wow long post! stopping here! :D No homework to hand in tomorrow hurray!!! :D now i gotta MUG FAC DANCE cos i never went for any fac dance sessions cos of trainings! hahaha looking forward to POP tomorrow!
and im excited about Senior Treat Junior on saturday! though quite sad i think after STJ its gonna be quite awkward. I have no idea who is my angel aiyo so loser only three people but still cant guess hahaha! nvrmind i love my angel and mortal! :D look forward to getting letters from the box every morning it makes my day!
oh no no more letters to look forward to next week already! D: i hope i still love school as much! :)

2009-02-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

I love the weekends! but sadly its over though im really looking forward to school :D

The week has been awesome I love school! Meeting new interesting teachers, getting to know senior class, writing to my angel and mortal, having fun trainings after school! :D
I've been reaching home very late everyday the past week i want to see my home before night falls! Shall be an aim for this week!=]

Still not much time to do other stuff, spending my whole days in school and nights with homework! will update with photos soon! =]

2009-02-16T22:16:00.002+08:00

IM SORRY!!!
My blog has been so stagnant the mozzies are starting to breed. Just havent had much time at home, not to mention blog!

Just a quick update this time, orientation has been so fun and im missing orientation already! Wont get another time to play so much anymore :(
Campfire night was really mad, saturday was so sweet=]]]], and then sunday was the only time i got to breathe and relax haha =]
Today was the first day of school but it still feels like hols because i just cant seem to get myself together during lectures! Its just a very odd form of learning i need to get used to fast, i hope i do! =] But anyway today was good though there were 2 lectures and 2 tutorials and an hour of class time. Tutorials were fun because we got to know our new Bio and GP teacher and they both seem really nice =] GP was very interesting cos we did some lame activities which were so full of laughs. And our GP tutor is very open and quite cool, comon she says like 'okay GP is 30 percent bull-shitting." hahaha self-explanatory! =]
So yep first day of school was not bad, i just hope our class stops clique-ing, and that we get to know our senior class better! :D

Had training after school! Lesson learnt not to go to the gym so early next time cos theres tons of people using the trampoline, the high school little boys (hahahah) and sc girls. So after that jeanne and jevon and aki came! =]
Jeanne is a pedophile!! She turned me to and said 'Eh that kid is so cute!!' referring to some new Sec 1 little guy who came for training =],
then the next thing she did, she turned to the little boy and went 'Eh i think you're very cute!!'
hahahahaha! Who does stuff like that! I think the little boy was like, 'Weird auntie, better walk away!' hahahah!:D
Went for dance at 5, Mr Dan couldn't come so we just did usual practices and learnt the AYG dance! =] And I am the most unflex person among all the dancers, okay drop into depression, i shall try to stretch everyday.
Then went back to the gym cos amanda was still training, hung around for a while then came home!

Now i have a ton of maths to do but im so physically tired i shall sleep and wake up later to do. yes yay i hope i wake up, if i dont im so dead.

OH YA i havent mentioned i did houzhi (back layout) during saturday training!!!! Though i keep landing very very horribly, but i ultimately did houzhi! so im very proud of myself just that im traumatised by all my landings haha!
Yay so happy, i wouldn't have done it if Laoda wasnt there hahaha she just kept disturbing me and pulling me onto the trampoline. but then i kept tucking in, so ultimately she taught me "Think FISHCAKE! Don't think fishball! and DO!" hahahah shes the best man only she comes up with funny analogies like this which actually do kinda work hahahahah! :D yay!

Alrigh i shall upload photos soon!

2009-02-11T00:32:00.006+08:00

ATHENAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

2009-02-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today was the first day meeting my class im sticking with for the next two years, and the day i came to the fact that I was in Athena.

But today is also the day I experienced the real emotion of disbelief,reluctance to believe, and came face to face with something i thought only happened in dramas.
Someone i loved enough met with an accident.
Arghhh and i can do nothing. I dont know how to respond and i dont know what to do. All im feeling is now 'what the shit?!' sorry crude but nothing more apt.
our hearts are all crying

i pray and pray and pray.

2009-02-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

Camp comm dinner yesterday! Only 5 people could make it but it was still a great gathering =]
got to catch up and hear how the rest were doing =]
we sat on the open roof balcony on the floor and ate and ate and ate haha=] otah!!!!
then started playing saboteur:D haha daniel keeps attacking random people for fun! aiyo! haha=]
Then we decided to turn off all the lights so that we could watch the stars!
Everybody laughed when i said i recently just realised that astronomy club in school could only have cca at night. hahahaha what!! True right i bet alot of people never thought of that before hahaha! Quite cool =]

Today's bible study was so mind boggling again, but as usual alot of cool sharings.
One of which from Aunt Rita:

Once two artists were asked to paint the theme of 'peace'.

So the first artist painted a tranquil picture of mountains and trees.
and then there was a dove in its nest on the tree asleep.

The second artist painted the same scene,
but instead it was stormy.
The trees were all bent over because of the strong winds, etc etc.
But still,
in the nest on the tree,
a dove was sleeping.

Now this is peace.

Yep i thought it was a nice illustration. When we ask God for peace, He may not calm the situations, but rather in the midst of the chaos he would give us inner serenity to face the situation. =]

2009-02-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

My blog is dead! hahahaha too lazy to blog

The weekends were crazy because i had bandprac and on sunday had to lead. super super super super super super scary!!!! not because of stage fright but the fact that i cant sing D: ahhh
but really thank all the people who gave me so much support! esp hil waiian rachel michelle etc etc people. thank youuu!!
okay i have one more month to calm my nerves before i have to freak out again haha

then Monday was school! First day of JC!! :DD but it was really boring actually. We had talks the whole morning on random stuff. and the whole morning i sat on the steps because the audi couldnt take everybody. 890 seats for 1142 people. hahaha the teachers keep repeating the statistics. afternoon was orientation but it was really..... errrrrrrr......... ?????? we just got into our orientation groups, then started icebreakers. we were actually stoning half the time trying to figure out peoples names. then double whacko was super slow.... dog and bone was super violent. haha in short it was rather boring and disappointing.

Second day!! had the usual boring talks, though the teachers all claim they are important information we have to know and they are not there to waste our time. quite true la but they could make the lectures more interesting really. the only interesting lecture was on hwachong history! hahahaha it was very fun listening to what the hwachong people from long long ago did. haha the people from long ago had so much fun in school!
after that was orientation! first was mass dance!!!!!!!! haha i love mass dance :D super fun :D
then was OG games! :D the games were crappy (sorry councillors!) but OG 30 made it fun :D hahaha really :D got to love my OG alot more this day haha.
first game we played was frisbee. got a tie
then we went to three-legged soccer! which was painful hahahaha but still fun. lost it.
thennn wasss eagle chicken egg! the most most intense game you would ever see! so in short its sissors paper stone, the winners had to catch the losers while the losing team had to run back to base and avoid being caught. those caught had to be eliminated. at first our OG was winning, then after that the gamemasters declared a death round 5v5. and because our guys kept losing, in the end it was left with Nelson to 5 guys from the opposing group! BUT in the end Nelson won!!!! after many revivals and loses. hahahah!! it was a really good game! very very scary but we won woohoo! Nelson is pro he is super clear-minded hahaha! because the rest of us would do the action and stone for very long before realising who won, and by that time we would have gotten caught or failed to catch the other team running away. hahaha coolio!
fourth game was capture. oh no retarded game shant talk about it.
last game was retarded also. so much so that the game master was like 'I hate this game i don't even know why i am here. So when you win the softball game you win one point, but when you cheer loudly you get one million six hundred and ninety four points, so the only way you can win is to cheer!' hahaha then he went on to bullshit alot hahahahaha! very rubbish but good la cos we all werent concentrated on the games got to slack and cheer. hahahaha in the end before we left the gamemaster made all of us shout 'sucks!' hahaha!
gathered back at hall where we sat down in a circle and started playing funny games :D yayyy im glad our OG is talking :D then we got our orientation packages then home!

Third day! Today!
talks as usual and alot of scoldings. then afternoon we learnt two more new songs, two more new dances and cheered more. i love the new dances super fun ahha :D called 'wild wild west' the video is on youtube haha =] thennn cca exhibition. one whole mess so i didnt stay long and went for training! :D which was fun. i miss training! i tried to do back layout but fail fail FAILL! it is really scary. GRAH dont know how the others do it. hahaha training is so fun it is always full of crappy stuff yay! like how amanda rina and shihui tried to scam us about their vampires bites on their necks. then we spent so long trying to figure out what happened to them. it took me the whole training to realise they were bluffing us!!! haha fine okay im slow because their story is SO NOT BELIEVABLE! but i still believed them -.- gosh! hahahahaha! alot of funny stuff
then rina and amanda (laoda) and i went to 7mile for dinner :D hahahaha we are funny we keep walking around the hawker centre and back and around and back to our table. so in the end we had a chicken wing each, shared sambal stingray and hokkien mee for dinner! :D yay so nice! hahahaha and after dinner we laughed at really very stupid stuff and laughed so much that rina felt hungry again hahahaha!

haha yay fun stuff :D rina and amanda are really funny together hahahaha.

I hope OG 30 will bond more tmr:D wet games yayyy! :D

2009-01-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

Chinese new year! im so lazy to blog about it, so main points main points.

on sunday tiff and i decided that Lee Pace is the cutest on screen actor ever!!
Found out that im allergic to abalone! haha allergic to expensive food not bad not bad.
but then it is so not fun having an allergy, especially on chinese new years eve. horribleeeeeeeee i and missed kung fu hustle because of it! darn. my whole face just started turning red and very swollen. really very terrible lah i looked like a monster, felt super itchy and nose was perpetually runny. having an allergy is the worst thing!
The next day i saw alot of people i only meet once a year, and realised my mum has soo many cousins. and my dad did something retarded again. He happily took single shots of all my three cousins. hahaha it was so embarassing! but really funny to watch because my three cousins are those kind of 'cool guys' so they were forced to smile at my dad while inside they were like "whatthe@(^&#()@$" hahahah!
and the most intersting thing that happened for cny was probably watching all the aunties go up to my cousins and fangirling over them hahaha. its just very weird lah the first thing say when see them is 'shuai ge!' haha its just weird to see grown people behaving like that =]

I had lunch with my paternal side relatives. the food was terrible but my two little cousins are so intersting. my two year old cousin was acting like shes drunk she started laughing madly at nothing hahaha. after that she started singing gong xi gong xi and jumping all around haha :D
at 4 sulyn waiian and i went to visit aunt laykeng =] so we ate for a while, then ended up playing mahjong! hahahaha! tabby was playing with us shes so smart. and thennnnn phileo came too! hahahaha nice timing :DD haha it was fun there =]]

2009-01-25T21:01:00.003+08:00

I havent blogged in a week! I think because i always fall asleep before i manage to do so hahaha

right so Third day of school!
We firstly had Physics lecture! I thought Physics lecture was very interesting actually. The lecturer was quite funny, though the lecture hall wasnt too thrilled with Physics itself so they didnt think so. and some day later while i was talking to my brother about school, he also agreed that that lecturer is very funny! just that his kind of humour has few appreciators hahaha the lius find him funny =]
Then we had Chemmm! i really hate Chem. i would drop it if i could haha just that my future would probably be ruined hahaha.

After that was an hour and half of break. so we walked over to coronation to eat lunch.

We came back to school for Bio lecture! =] there was a terrible miscommunication so 500 people had to squeeze into LT3 with a seating capacity of 350? so alot of people had to sit on steps and this is qhen the 4J joke started haha.
guy from 4J: "Excuse me where does 4J go?"
Ms Foo: "i dont care 4J or 4H all the sec 4s of 2008 come into this LT we dont have class discrimination!"
and from then on the bio lecturers were all making fun of 4J and they gladly caught on anyway, made alot of noise during bio lecture hahaha.
anyway i loved Bio lecture! it was very interesting, including the teachers haha =] Ms Foo is just funny to watch and shes cool. we firstly watched a video on very sad genetic diseases, then had an sms contest, followed by a video about natural selection, then another sms contest. it was fun! because it was unlike all our previous lectures where we just stare and notes and do -.-
After that we had training:D and shihui came too:D it was fun! she did houkong and learnt barani into the spongepit =]]] after that we all went for gym dinner! 11 in all we all went to golden rooster to eat. haha erwin is very funny! we were in the small room eating and he wanted a drink so he actually used his handphone to call the aunty who was outside, probably 10 steps away, to order a drink. hahahaha and the funniest thing was that he actually had her number hahahaha! =]it was a fun dinner just that the food was quite terrible haha.

OH! it was also my dad's birthday that day =] so i went to swissbake and got him a cake. when he came back we all surprised him just that i was the only one singing because my bro thought it was too uncool and my mum was just laughing like mad -.- haha then my dad started doing retarded poses for the camera which are not to be disclosed because it is so embarassing hahaha lollllll my family is retarded!!!

Fourth day of school!
Math lecture,
English TEST (again),
Physics lecture,
Bio lecture!!!
For bio lecture we had a whole full fledged amazing race thingie. so it actually overran by an hour but it was still very fun! :D before that we were all loading into the audi and Ms Foo was being very funny again, she was calling all the guys 'herds of men' hahaha!
"herds of men be quiet!" "herds walk faster!" hahaha sexist.
so for Bio lecture we were split by classes, each group send a pair out of the audi to go running around school to answer bio questions. we had a sheet of questions to answer and meanwhile there was a video being played in the audi and alot alot of questions regarding the video to answer. it was so messy but alright it was fun =]

Training after that! i still refuse to do back layout its too scary! hahha my barani is still ugly =[ sigh! 2 more months to comps! grahhhhhhhhh

Friday! CNY celebrations! :D
We had mass assembly at high school field, then we went back to college for our own celebrations. it was very messy and lame but uh okay. firstly was concert, then we had food fair! :D it was super messy! i was walking around with rina laoda and shihui most of the time and we walked all around the fair and found alot of seniors. we saw bobo!! grand grand senior haha shes 22 now :O after a while we decided to sit down at the flag pole and got free marshmallows haah =]
after food fair everybody lao yu sheng together. it was SO messy! the yu sheng was just flying everywhere but up. our table was not too bad but the senior classes yusheng was all over the floor and peoples hair haha! nothing left in the plate! then we had mass dance! :D so fun i pulled shihui in to dance with me :D
alrights! cny celebration was fun but the whole event was so messy!

theres photos of hc celebrations on flickr =]] http://www.flickr.com/photos/wanzw/sets/72157612945803925/

went back to nanyang and the whole canteen just because hc canteen because there was no juniors and so many j1s went back lol. sianglin rina and i went up to the gym and we saw charlene. heartache =[ but im glad shes getting better. then we saw a few of our juniors and stayed back to watch them train =] not bad not bad the juniors doing bdiv. claudia is still as clumsy as ever hands flying everywhere legs not closed. haha so glad to see them doing houkong already. though it kinda late =] yay it was really good to see the juniors again i miss them!
at 3 we left for orchard. i went for dental but my braces are still not out =[ then i went to meet rina and sianglin to do sammie's farewell present. we went to make a bear! :D yayeee! it was so fun making our own bear, seeing it come to life and choosing its parts. haha :D its our own bear for sammie! =]] all the little bear clothes and shoes and accessories are so cute =]
then we went to amanda's house for dinner. the fat machine is depressing! especially when sianglin is with you hahahaha! i saw the number and was quite sad, after that sianglin tried and amanda declared "WHAT! 12.4?!?" and i got majorly depressed!!!! omg sianglin is sooooo fatless! hahahahah! anyway charcoal, amanda's dog, is soooo cute :D it runs around and licks everybody!! :D

okay okay skip skip, sammie came and we started dinner! the mushroom soup was so gooooood! i want to make mushroom soup! then we had nice salad and aglio olio, then creme brulee for dessert! :D i love her mum's creme brulee super good:D so we sat at the dinner table from 7.30 to 1030 talking hahaha wonder how we did that but yea :D
im really glad for this gathering, hopefully not the last, we finally got over all our differences and didnt have to think about gym anymore. yayeee =] it was a good three hours.

Okay Saturday. went for movie night in church =] we had very few people but it was alright =] we watched 'Facing the Giants' really really good movie go watch it, its very encouraging =]]

2009-01-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

waaaaaaaah im so tired. dont know why argh. no more energy to move/think/bother.
blehhh
School was crappy today la the only good thing was that it started only at 11 hahaha.
First was GP lecture, which was actually GP diagnostic test! they made us write a freaking essay the first GP class we ever have. talk about a warm welcome =]
then was maths lecture then a talk on discipline, attire issues. dont want to complain about it so i shant say anything. you get the point anyway =]
After that was ISYF science symposium. The unlucky few trip science classes had to stay back again just to make the auditorium look filled, and the rest of the cohord got to go home =[ but at least this time it wasnt a waste of our time because the science symposium was rather interesting! there were three project presentations by hci high school, college, and another from indonesia. the first was a presentation on antibacterial properties of maggots flatulence and body fluids. haha quite interesting to find out that maggots actually have antibacterial properties.
The next was a physics presentation on the construction of 'rolling bridge' by an indonesian girl. Shes cool, good presentation especially in an unfamiliar language. haha its like us giving presentation in chinese la as sianglin said. so yea she did a really good job, the whole project was cool too, i'll never imagine myself designing a functional bridge man.
Lastly was a chem presentation on synthetic metal which i probably only understood like 1 percent. hahahah far too chim for me D:
So yep science symposium was good =]

It ended around 330 so amanda sianglin and i walked to high school to eat lunch before training. training was good though i am still demoralised by all the proness around me. but yay at least i did brani from tramp to mat! :D so yep im really happy! :D
Jeez im aching all over and kinda wasted. haha so lousy argh. need to find my energy back! I shall resolve to sleep early yep =]

2009-01-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Waiian led service yesterday! yayy :D so happy for her she did great, and bs class was fun. God just revealed alot to us through the discussions we had for many questions posed. :D
after that was the Works session where we learn to do book studies, and then played charades. it was super random words like 'nasi lemak', 'calcutta', 'lor mai gai' hahahahahah gosh.
then youth comm meeting! it was supposed to be really short but as usual we dragged on till 2 1/2 hours because there was so much to discuss. but God is good we cleared much stuff and we are slowly and steadily moving on. coolness =]
then i went to meet fatty at whitesands! dinner and b&j's :DD yayee

alright and this morning i tried to wake up to do my math papers but plan failed as expected i only managed to finish paper 1 for 2007. sighh! then i got ready for school! :D hwachong uniform! everybody looks quite cool in it really haha. just that the collar is like a neck brace. but yea its a good change =]
school was just crappy lahhh -.- science forum, maths lecture, chem lecture. super waste of time. but then its good to break out of holidays and finally do something productive. feels good =]] and i love the fact that we have a new canteen! yayy :D not that ny food is not nice but its good to have a change! theres intersting stuff like tiramisu, panna cotta, rambly burger hahaha. quite interesting i want to eat everything! :D
dance today was okay. there were auditions today! which freaked me out so much but yayyy its overrrrrrrr!!!!!!!! basically just see how we do during warm ups and across the floor. then he taught us a routine and we showcased it in groups, then the last component was freestyle which was totally crappy hahahahah! i just totally blanked out! but well i guess it wasnt that bad because at least i MOVED! :D yayy im glad auditions is over, whatever the results is i trust that its God's plan for me and He has His reasons for it, so i'll just accept it and do my best for Him =]

okay first day of school was not that bad after all. because it was a new experience, and it was a productive day instead of slacking on my sofa at home =]

And somethings up with my brother he cooked his dinner yesterday and today! spaghetti! :D its alot of work and cutting and washing but he still did it, and its really yummy! :D yay proud of him! he learnt it from my grandma hahahah

yah and this is something funny from 8 days! i like no. 7! hahahah

2009-01-17T22:24:00.003+08:00

Back from 402 chalet :D
so lazy to blog about it so i shall just have a brief post, and theres no photos D:

First day
i only went at night and there were only eva jiale jas and wingyau at the chalet, so we called jessicas group back to stay at the chalet, then we went for dinner! at ehub. ate superdog which is okayyy i guess.
walked around, went back to the chalet hung around played cards and mahjong, then walked out to the beach at midnight! we found an unoccupied breakwater and sat there to chat for a while. the wing was so strong! and it was really dark all we could see was the irritating bright lights from the harbour and lights from shore on the other side. but there were alot of stars! :D yay finally! stars in singapore :O
went back to the chalet after a while, started pigging out on chips and played werewolf. etc etc etc jiale eva and i didnt play so we went out to watch tv and talk, fell asleep at 4+

Second day
woke up at 7 cause it was too noisy to sleep since the rest were still playing in the room. we bought pancake mix to make breakfast but FAILLLEEDDD terribly! because there was no frying pan, and we had to use a pot to cook pancake -.- wah the fail. hahahaha but in the end eva made some decent pancakes after alot of failed trials by the rest of us hahaha =] tasted not bad especially with pancake syrup :D
lazed around, watched tv, then we went to ehub to get proper breakfast, toast coffee and eggs.
then we head back and decided to sit beside the pool because it was a great place to laze and talk hahaha. this was then we saw the most handsome mynah ever!! hahahah REALLY! its feathers were just extra black, had this stylish spikey tuff of hair on its head, and it was standing in a very masculine position. comon jiale and jasmine agreed with me too :D so we were just swooning over this mynah like fangirls while wingyau listened to us in disbelief hahaha =]
Cherie came to join us too and eat her mcdonalds lunch. then we went back to the chalet to play more cards and pig out more, before getting everybody to go out to the grass to play captain tomato! hahah some people were wearing thrash bags to prevent dirtying their clothes haha i think we all looked retarded :D so yes! we played captains ball with tomato! hahahah super disgusting because it keeps getting squished and tomato juice just flies all over when the tomato is throw. haha raining tomato juice! in the end the tomatoes all end up pulp.
thennn we played with eggs. hahahahah sheesh it is the most gross thing when you catch the egg and it just breaks in your hand. super smelly lah!
in the end the crows came and started feasting on the broken eggs and tomatoes on the ground. haha sickk. but we finished all the tomatoes before going back to the chalet
hahaha captain tomato was disgusting but very fun! very funny to see people who're so engrossed in catching the 'ball' change face to disgust after catching it hahahah. only the unsporting people didnt have fun. so comon be sporting its okay to smell of tomato and eggs =]
We headed back to the chalet, but EVASEAH decided to push cherie into the pool and then jump in. the rest of us just happily waded in the shallow pool bewaring of eva, but in the end i got dragged inside anyway! gahh! then rachel happily jumped in as well and jiale got pulled in by us hahahaha! :D wheee it was fun though because there was a water slide! :D i havent been in a pool since sec 1 lifeskills camp i think haha. the retarded 4 of us then swam to the deep end and somehow i really dont know how came up with the idea of doing syncro swimming. hahahaha sheesh it was so embarrassing because we were all laughing like mad hahaha! 4 people in clothes in the pool trying to do syncro swimming and laughing like mad women. hahahha! retarded fun.
bathed and we started bbq! :D whee it was fun thought we were trying to fry nuggets with butter and the oil turned black hahahaha shhh. it still tasted nice. jasmine and ann were trying to microwave seaweed chicken and they overcooked some and they were super tough haha. wah its pretty scary how meat can be overcooked like that quite cool though.
bbq was fun though all of us got cooked especially eva! hahahaha hers is scary she was cooked by the bbq fire while cooking all the satay and chicken wings as well. her leg was so red except the part covered by her fbts hahaah. so freaky really
ms yeo and ms sebastian came! =]] good to see them again =]] ms sebastian bought cake for us =]
oh yes and yuying is the official marshmallow master! we were all around the fire learning from her how to cook marshmallow to perfection hahahah! super niceeeeee love marshmallows :DDDD
the bbq was fun though it was quite bad all the rubbish i ate. meehoon, uncooked nuggets with alot of carbon, overcooked seaweed chicken, uncooked satay sotong otah, really nice crabsticks, marshmallows!, and alot of punch. :D quite sick to think of it, but nevermind it was so much fun :D
alot of people left at night and i slept early because there was no dvd player &(@#@^ so couldnt watch anything

third/last day
some poor people woke up early to go back to hwachong for training, more people left to catch the shuttle bus, so there were only 4 of us left into the end to check out.
we had a missing teaspoon, and its quite retarded we could only use cashcard or nets to pay but none of us had. and we only realised that we had to be 18 to check out for chalet. so in the end the person who checked our chalet got scolded and she paid for our teaspoon. haha oh man feel so bad.
then wingyau and i went to eat mee sua, walked to whitesands then home sweet home.

end of chalet!

good to see classmates again before starting school. chalet was fun! i think the most distinct differnt about this chalet and the others is that there were no cameras involved at all. nobody brought camera at all except ann hahah! so all we've got are a few shots for captain tomato. hahaha well its a good thing i guess, to be free of camera! free to do stuff without fussing to pose, to enjoy the moment instead of pausing to keep it. =]

the only photos i have-

at the breakwater. i think its very cute that all the ships are lining up =]

our hunky mynah!

photo! :D no rachel cos she ran off

2009-01-15T09:35:00.004+08:00

Waa =] the past two days have been real tiring =] but real fun as well!

on Tuesday had lunch, then went to changi! boardwalk :D always wanted to go there cos i thought they built a boardwalk connecting all the coastal areas, which includes vivo! so i've always wanted to walk to vivo =]]] but now after experiencing this day, its okay i really dont want to walk to vivo from changi anymore. I shall just go to vivo and walk the boardwalk there =]]
The changi boardwalk is pretty =] just too short. its about 1.2km only! and it leads to a dead end, so we walked back, and crossed over to changi beach and walked the whole of changi bridge. Then we came to the starting of changi bridge and there was this arrow that said 'to east coast park'. so yay we decided to walk to east coast park! :D and there was another sign that said 'next drinking point 8900km away'. BUT what they did not say was that next drinking point = east coast park.
&^$#((@#*(^32
SO we ignorantly started on this walk to east coast park, but it was so horribly farrrrrrrrrrrrr omg man. it was a neverending road ohhmygosh. it was the road beside the airport. that road is really terrible seriously. walked 8.9km looking at the same scenery, and we could never see the end to the road! and all the way we walked it was still the airport on our right. nightmaree!
hahaha at 3km we wanted to turn back, but we were holding on to the hope that there maybe a but stop ahead or some form of a building where we could flag a cab or sth, but noooooooo =.= all 8.9km of the way there was nothing but trees, red shelters, the one looooooong path, and the airport -.- we tried hitchhiking/flagging a cab but nobody stopped for us =[
hahahah so with music from my phone, we walked walked walked all the way to ecp to realise that the alive part of ecp is still horribly far away probably another few kms -.- so we took a bus to stpats and walked the shortcut to burger king at ecp, because i couldnt bear the thought of walking so long and in the end not getting to ecp hahahahaha. yayy! so we reached our destination :D finally :D yaye
hahahahaha it was a crazy day. walking from 4pm to 930pm with only 2 rests, hahaha we are mad. but im really happy, we walked from changi to east coast park! and though it was such a horrible thing but it was really very fun :DD
not to mention alot of funny sights like the loser crow! the wind was so strong that when the crow was trying to fly forward the wind blew it sideways so it was flying sideways! and it tried very hard to land on the tree. it hovered for very long before landing. hahahah super funny sight really we would have won afv if we caught it on tape really! hahahaha i can still remember the crow's face when it got blew away! it squawked and gasped in disbelief then looked to the side to see where it was going. Comical crow! hahahahaha!!

Yesterday, had hwachong training! where there were alot of people yay! all the J2 guy seniors came, and there was jeanne, me, rina, sianglin, amanda, jieqi, and manda came late. hahaha we randomly decided to do senior junior bonding! so we sat together to stretch for the first time, then amanda suggested to play catching! hahahaha so we played catching :D with all the seniors!
haha then started training. i was feeling quite depressed by the proness of my teammates so i decided to do houkong. at least i got my basic houkong so now i can keep improving it :D and at 6, meiying came and taught us barani! :DD so we all got our baranis and im glad for mine though i dont know what it looks like. but yayy because meiying says its nice. i finally did something after so many trainings :D and i did the most feared tang too.
yaye productive day im just really glad that im making progress, well a tiny step at a time, but its a small step to my tao. i need my barani and houzhi then i can try to jie already!
And training has taken on a very different meaning to me now. its a time i can have alot of fun now with nice seniors and fun teammies like amanda lau who is incredibly random and happy, not to mention brave! haha :D
its a good thing and im happy in hcgym now, but im very worried about the juniors after hearing all the feedback about nygym. I shall make an effort to go visit though i wont really make a difference actually, but just to see how the juniors are getting along and maybe understand them more.

2009-01-14T20:55:00.010+08:00

Photos =]

Camp comm dinner!@joseph's house
Joseph's house is really cute and cosy =]] and his parents are really welcoming=] his mum makes great nasi lemak! :D

family business!

lydia and zach

joseph and daniel

steph, waiian and pearlyn

family! =]]

lydia the glowing birthday girl hahaha

yayyyeee :D happy people!

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Jiayee's birthday dinner at sushi tei :D

J1s and J3s =]]]]

lotsa kisses for her!

yay love! :D

2009-01-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

Olevels Higher Chinese
A2!!!!!!
:D
its really by God's grace that i had got this result =]
my two years in Nanyang has been straight B3s and B4s, but now He has granted me this almost-miracle. whooo!

Isaiah 26:3-4
You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you. Trust in the LORD forever, for the LORD, the LORD, is the Rock eternal.

2009-01-11T00:16:00.003+08:00

Yay loved today
Had band prac which was productive and fun =]] I missed playing bass! havent played in so long, it really is alot of fun :D esp with band
then we went over to Joseph's place for camp comm dinner yet again! :D yay camp comm! we really super on, they planned the next dinner already haha
yay alot of fun we had a tour of joseph's house, then started playing family business. but we got so hungry one by one we went off to steal food and in the end we just decided to start dinner haha.
The amount of food camp comm devours is amazing! really we just finish whatever food there is hahaha! =]] its the only time i eat alot, because wont be paiseh since everyyybody else is really not shy about eating hahahah! =]
and after our really filling dinner we had cake to celebrate lydia's birthday! haha :D
campcomm is so funny :D

2009-01-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

Training was fun today =]
It was productive! actually finally did something=] because sianglin was there too!
learnt twist sitdrop twist, and tried my suicidal pa again, and did lotsa front pikes.
yay fun! =]
hope there'll be more of these trainings so i can try more suicidal stuff and hurry improve. yay! =]

2009-01-08T23:21:00.006+08:00

Met up with nat, leland and ling today! =]
We watched Bedtime stories and IP man at the grand cathay.

I loved bedtime stories! Haha though everybody says it wasnt as good as expected but i really liked it because it was so nonsensical and cute! =] Having fairytale stories come true is just so fun and dreamy =] and i thought the whole movie was really sweet :D the two kids are really sweet and bugsy is super cute though super calefare hahahaha.
I just thought the whole scripting was very entertaining :D

IP man was very 'woah! this man is super cool!!' hahahaah yea basically thats how i felt the whole movie. Ye man is really a good guy and i just hope the movie truly reflected his situation at that time. if it really did then woah hes really good at wushu. kungfu master!! never seen a true kungfu master in this time!

leland said he cried watching IP man hahahah omg?!? hahahaha i did too, but leland? lol!!
then we went to eat at astons while there was no queue yet=] lemon lime chicken is nice go try next time! =]
leland went off then we went to find pretty stuff, at made with love, daiso, spotlight.
then ling went home and we continued walking around ps and then all the way to far east hahaha=]] then to take the super long escalator at dfs haha :D

awesome day! just maybe awkward for ling? i feel so bad haha. haha stupid nat
Os are coming out on monday! and school is starting in a week! gosh i should do my maths =[

n_L says CJ!!! says:
go blog go blog about my awesomeness

ego pig! =]]

haha k i shall blog about his awesome presents from Turkey! =]]

a pretty Turkish lamp! I love the orange glow its super pretty! =]]]
haha its quite cool how its made, alot of orange beads and diamond glass pieces held together by white plaster! pretty pretty
my lamp has been through alot. the bulb fused at first, and it took me a few weeks to realise that i could take out the top of the lamp then my dad got me another bulb to replace and then it had life! =]]

and then apple tea! =]] which is really apple-y and it looks like hamster food. but it tastes really good and im eating it all instead of making it into tea hahahaha.

yayy =]
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2009-01-06T16:08:00.002+08:00

=]]]
went for hwachong training yesterday afternoon
met the new DSA gymmers amanda and jieqi. we're gonna be teammates! cool =]
they're really nice and very very pro gosh.
i feel so sad i dont have a tao and i dont think i can get mine very soon and comps is in 2 months
awesomeeeeeee............... TT
i need to find my guts haha
stupid droning thing in my back is so irritating
i want my tao!!!!!!!! ahhh i need amanda to come back and push me hahahaha Dx

After training, rina and i went to taka to meet the seniors!
meiying, peirong, lingying, jiayee, with shihui rina and i
went to sushi tei to celebrate jiayee's birthday! :D
yay it was great to see the seniors again!
we were just listening to them talk about jc life the whole time, i think they havent met each other in really long too! haha it was interesting hearing them talk about jc. seems fun! =]]
haha we finished eating and sat and talked till the store closed, then went inside taka where everything was closing and stood and talked for half an hour hahahaha!
and its very interesting that they were all in heels hahaha. i wonder if we would become liek that too in two years! and go clubbing and all. haha sigh
:D had a good time catching up with the seniors! =]]] hope to see them more often!

2009-01-05T01:02:00.002+08:00

Sunday!
yay today was really an awesome day! Had alot of fun hanging around in church!
I reached early for WL training with ruth, then had service where there were alot of cute hymns and updates for BPMC because its the first service of the year. Seems like 2009 is gonna be fun with all the extra seminars by the church =]]
Xinyi created a song on me gosh hahaha!
shes so funny and retarded seriously
Jiaqi oh Jiaqi (x6)
我爱你！(x12)
hahah gosh! i never knew xinyi loved me so much! hahahah :D
and jun kai was still behind her backing up hahaha! they two are so funny really, no wonder they are good friends! =]]
after that went for lunch with aunt laykeng and waiian and rachel! =] caught up with each other chit chatted over lunch then went back to church where there were so many people playing foosball hahaha! the table is going to break soon! they are so violent haha!
then we started playing bang! which was so addictive we continued till 7! then we went to tm and took so long to decide where to eat we ended up at a chinese restaurant eating la mian! =]] and i ate xiao long bao! =]]
then we walked the pasar malam for a while before ending up at macs playing some more bang! hahahahah!

conclusion from today's bang session:
dont let leon sit behind you he'll just instigate other people to kill you!
i love pedro and lucky duke :D
sherwin is a bad sheriff! he keeps killing all his vices and end up getting ganged by outlaws hahaha!

yay today was really cool hanging out. there were 9 people left at the end of the day! phileo leon wayne sherwin sam rachel tiff sulyn me! not bad not bad :D but i think its gonna be the last hangout till so late cos schools starting D:
well at least we had lots of fun today =]

2009-01-04T07:42:00.002+08:00

Friday.

I went out with Rina and Shi Hui! I was so lazy in the morning to meet then but still got myself there, and i was so happy when i met them cos i really haven't seen rina in such a long time! or got to talk that much to shihui :D
So we walked for a while then sat down at a curvy pink wall to eat Chippy. Beer fish and fried mars bars. I tried fried mars bars for the first time. tastes like fried flour but not bad la i like the caramel! =] So we sat there for very long and caught up with each other =]] haha rina is so funny she loves the pink wall beacuse she can hide in the hole!
Walked more around fareast but our shopping failed didnt buy anything because everybody was broke hahaha. shihui had to go, then rina and i went to taka to hug softtoys =]]]theres super funny monster softtoys there haha

saturday.

woke up at 6.40! the earliest in the holidays excluding camps
lol i really couldn't wake up oh no i dont want school to start already
haha anyway then i went to macritchie for hwachong's girls canoeing training. haha i was just crashing la cos rina invited us =] There were rina qitian shihui me and the seniors. The seniors are really nice.
after carrying canoes and paddles out, we did warm ups and chin ups before getting into the water to paddle. one of the older seniors taught us then we went into the water already! :O
hahahha im super lousy i capsized once i left the platform! hahhaha really funny but after that i got alot more calm so i stayed on top hahaha. it was very fun! never canoed before, one person alone so i only had myself to count on to prevent myself from capsizing haha. very different from obs because at least there was another person with you and kayaks are alot alot more stable really.
yayy very happy i did it =] good experience
after we got on land again, kept the canoes and did more land training - chin ups, weights, pushups, cooldown.
I think now i've a different view of macritchie in the morning. All these dedicated canoeists and runners get up insanely early in the morning to make it a point to get to training, while the rest of us are still lazing in bed wasting our pretty morning. Its just a very nice sight to see all these people from so many schools altogether in the water doing their sport =] and morning air smells nice
haha now i feel like a pig i shall try to wake up earlier and actually do something constructive because ive wasted my holidays!

2008-12-31T20:10:00.004+08:00

2009!

Happy new year! =]

2008 passed really fast and im beginning to miss it already =[
spent the last night of the year at watchnight service worshipping and giving thanks. I think its the best ending to a year, and a best starting as well. While everyone else are at countdown parties waiting to start the year with a bang and fireworks, I love spending the last and first moments in God's sanctuary being still remembering His grace. It is the people as well, spending this time with friends who are more of family =]

Watchnight service was good. Though not the usual youth hype but hymns are nice too! Sharing was very encouraging, knowing what the rest of the church has been doing and going through the past year, as well as knowing how they experienced God's grace.
Then after that we had supper downstairs, and devotion.
Very few people for stayover but we still had fun! =] Sparklers, then the guys went to play soccer while Phileo talked to us. Started asking about him and Pheobe hahahaha contents not to be disclosed but they two are so sweeeeet! =]]
After they finished soccer we came together to and played cards! Table soccer, signal, bang!
Miko was so irritating! He was Pedro so he could get his first card from the discard pile. so once i was jailed, i kept getting jailed again by him!! grr 3 times consecutively okay! hahahaha
So time passed so fast and before i could finish my 4th game of bang Evan's friend gave me a lift home =]

Yay 2008 was really good. The world has been through so much this year, the presidential elections, the bombings, the stock market crash. Singapore has been through so much too like remember the weird spate of enbloc fever at the start of the year haha. It was a tough time but we pulled through so we will continue to in 09!

Personally its been an increeedible year. Dont know how i survived but i did! Firstly, its the terrible Sec 4 year. Been so busy, remember trying to psycho myself to keep doing my work to stop the last minute stay ups, trying to keep up with chemistry and physics because nothing goes in during lessons. Really haven't had much time at home at all the whole year. EOYs was scary because it decided our entrance to hci.

Then there was art. the most amazing thing i've done?? lol seriously! I can't believe I went through all that. Its such an indescribable experience. But im really glad i went through it all, made me a tougher person =] though i really wouldn't want a second experience of that. The 'pre' is exciting, the 'during' is devastating, yet the 'post' is so 'uber-proud-you-pulled-through!!!'
really its something only GAP people understand haha =]]]

And of course there was gym. Im sorry for saying it but was really a very unpleasant time. Just sad when so many of my teammates are injured/uncommunicable, and its so difficult to fix this broken bond when nobody seems to care. Whats more the struggle with my tao, somehow everybody's tao goes down the slump in sec4 and its so difficult to get it back. Like only amanda did it. Injury was devastating, and i still had to force myself to go for trainings for responsibilities sake, though i could only watch. And then there was the power-struggle, which was such a headache to see unfold yet we couldnt really do anything to help.

Wow its been a long tiring year, but yet I have been blessed in so so so many more ways that i tend to be taken for granted. =]
402! the best class i can ask for though we aren't exactly bonded. But I think i've learnt alot from them! Being considerate, being gracious, and the fact that it doesn't matter we aren't the best at the start but just as long as we put in our best effort then we can be proud.
and in this year i got to know so many more people in the class then i did in Sec 3 =]]] as well as get to know eva rachel wingyau jas so much better =]
and theres the same old retarded bunch all the way from Sec 1, still hanging on stronger than ever! :D Im thankful for this sustained strong relationship and really really hope it never will waver.
And my most lovely teammates though we may not be strongly existing as a group, but individually they have blessed me and taught me so much. =]]]
Yay thank God for all these great friends He has granted me, helping me through school and teach me about people and life =] so truly blessed.

And I am so thankful so be able to get over my anti-social tendencies, to be able to open up so much more this year. hahahahahah! I think its so weird im saying this now. Those who know me knows that i was really anti-social la haha couldn't carry out a conversation with a stranger. As the year passed i didn't realise that i kept getting noisier until Rachel told me so, and when I could do presentations without shaking anymore haha. I guess i just really learnt to let go, to not really care that much what people thought about me because its really their perception and i just needed to be able to answer to God =]]
Its a good thing i guess, to be able to be more confident of myself, to get to know others alot more =]

And i think something really sweet was psch reunion! in a way=] my study sessions with ling, having 6i bbq, outings etc.
Then the best thing was finding a certain nattyfatty! =]] whos been so sweet =]]

Im thankful to be given so many opportunities this year to serve in church though i thought i wouldn't be up to it, though i didnt look the part at all. WAMM, youth comm even camp comm. Really opened up my world and got to know so many new people haha though it really seem like i've known them for decades.

2008 has been a blessed year. Hope the same for 2009 =] Many happy moments for all!

2008-12-30T18:49:00.002+08:00

Dance camp day 2!

Today was fun! Had 4 hours of technical class which wasnt too tiring because there were so many people so across the floor took very long.
First stretching, then learnt positions, did all the usual exercises, then did across the floor, then choreography.
Haha im always sad when it comes to technics class cos im so suckyyyy =[ boooo=[ need to improve need to improve! but its nice to watch all the pros there. see and try to learn =]
after that we did choreography by mr dan on the spot =] Fun but very fast!

After that was lunch, super lousy packet food.

Then we went to the gym for AYG rehearsals! =] Super super fun although i still cant catch up hahahah. Its a nice feeling dancing with so many people. Really MASS dancing, and not the kiddish simple kind of dance some more! =] Im really looking forward to the mass display day itself. Would look so awesome! but first gotta get through the auditions for which i have zero confidence for, gosh.
After that each school showcased a dance each, and the Secondary schools kind of owned the jcs hahahaha! because the jcs weren't familiar with their dance haha. but hss and deyi were good really. their showmanship is very impressive =] so who cares if their techniques arent as good as the jc seniors anyway=]

We had theater production class after that. imagine a whole lecture theater of people whove been dancing from 8 to 3. hahahaa i think nothing much went into our heads.

Dance camp ended! It was a very good experience and a definite eye opener =] Though im all tired and aching but its worth it!
and i really want to improve because it feels so bad being the lousiest. improve!

2008-12-29T20:11:00.002+08:00

Went for dance camp today and missed Happy Day in church! still very sad about it =[ but nevermind! Dance camp was fun though im dead beat now. Wobbly wobbly hahaha.

The strength of camp was huge. HCI, SRJC, NJC, HSS, DeyiSS. Sooo many people! So everywhere we danced we were hitting people along the way haha.

Alright, we were split into groups first, then to our seperate classes.
Our group did Pilates in the black box first. Pilates was tough, tested lotsa strength flexibility and perseverance. Good experience though. I think yoga and pilates are one of those very underrated activities. Because the pros make it look so easy but it is really very difficult to do it well. Especially the weird poses that look so easy but actually cant be done by normal civilians haha

Then we went to the dance studio for Fever Latino! I thought that was really fun because the instructor was so happy and she really looks like Miss Yeo hahaha! It was very energetic and we were jumping non-stop the whole time. haha really tiring but fun =] Everybody does the dance so awkwardly that you dont even care if you look super stupid haha!

Then was lunch. The food was terrible but nevermind its camp. Then we had group bonding session! haha I finally got to know my group and their names :D Played some games that finally got our group talking, then later we had a mass game with the dance. And then we all danced the friendship dance! :D it was super cute

As we walk to the left
As we walk to the right
As we walk, as we walk, as we walk all night
With a heel and a toe, and a half-turn around
With a heel and a toe and a new friend found!

And we did variations like hope, jump, plie, passe and all kinds of dance stuff to fulfill the dance camp theme. haha really fun, made new friends by face! =]]]

Then we stayed in the dance studio for Alfo Brazil Jazz, which was african contemporary in simpler terms. Fun but even more tiring because he just made us dance non-stop with the music. Some of the moves were kind of awkward too but its a good new experience! :D

Last class, wushu! when we were all dead tired already. Recapped alot of stuff i used to do!=]
After that we were really all tired. Debriefed then home sweet home!!

Okay tmr is going to be an even worse day. 4 hours of technique, 3 hours of choreo and theres still a lecture at the end of the day hahahaha! Wow really dont quite look forward to the exhaustion, but it'll be fun! With so many people dancing together :)

2008-12-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

birthday boys!

haha my brother is such an idiot la spastic smile

2008-12-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

I finally uploaded photos of my Taiwan trip! haha

(1) - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=67589&l=3aba3&id=565581700
(2) - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=67594&l=290fc&id=565581700

Overall the trip was really fun! I <3 taiwan! Awesome food made by seemingly odd uncles who are pros in disguise :O
I haven't had a family trip since uhh HongKong in p3?? because the genting trip didnt count it was so boring hahah.
Really had alot of fun this trip, family bonding! mainly walked night streets with my brother wrecking our brains for presents. We caught 2 mules, 2 peas pods, 1 elmo, 1 hand puppet and my favourite warbird! hahaha :D Then we played basketball machine which was really fun but i suck hahaha.

The people in Taiwan are very nice. Especially the service staff who are very professional unlike the sulky salesgirls back here. The youngsters are very stylish and they all have crazy hair haha. quite fun to watch people there but i think i wouldnt want to live there, very vain atmosphere. Shilin night market is bugis street x10 haha

The artsy village we went to was very cute. It used to be the area where all the rich businessmen frequented to spend money. So there are little houses with chinese roof along very steep stairs. makes a really pretty picture =]
My dad got his friend to bring us around for one day. Uncle Dillon is an awesome tour guide! He like knows everything about Taiwan, its general history, history for each of the place we visited, current politics etc. haha very interesting =] I think without him the trip would have been less meaningful and we would just be blurly walking around the city area. The sightseeing, rural areas of taipei are cooler =]

Yay i really look forward to future family trips! :D

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Alright holidays are ending too fast! It just zoomed past comon the last thing i remember i was rejoicing over the end of EOYs, then went to japan and had church camp then BOOM its 28th december. oh goodness time passed so fast!
Dont want school to start!

oh yes its 28th! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIU WENQIANG :D and sam yong! :DD
Rachel and I kinda planned a surprise for them which failed because we couldnt buy a cake in the morning! hahahah so we got them a slice each, lit a candle, sang happy birthday and gave it to them after service in the worship hall.
and they took a photo together awww :D so sweet hahahaha
yay! happy birthday to our brothers :D

2008-12-27T11:16:00.007+08:00

boxing day.

took a reaaally long bus ride to mind cafe@tampines safra and was late like mad haha. i got out of the house at 130, reached at like 340! and zx was super late too, but he walked to tampines safra and still reached before me. !!! loll very late people. we were supposed to meet at 2.

haha okay so we played family business but it was very slow because nobody knew the game except me. was still fun though! =] then we played this.... uh... dino game? hahahahaha which was so uber lame nvrmind haha! the next game was fun! it was called 'express it guess it' or sth. basically there were a whole range of emotions and we were supposed to pick one card and express the emotion on the card by charade, drawing or saying out a rhyme in that emotion. hahahaha it was kinda funny. there were stuff like crazy, infatuated, triumphant, flirtatious, amused. sounds easy but it really isnt hahaha never knew its so difficult to express emotions hahahaha. after that played taboo! which ended up quite fun also. it was the singaporean version of taboo so there were stuff like parking warden hahahaha and one of the taboo words for that is 'aunty'!

They went for pool and dinner after that, i went back to town to meet nat and liseah at tanglin mall. there was a fake snow party! so many kids running in the pool =]]] everytime i pass tanglin mall on the bus i wonder why the christmas tree is so ugly. but then i realised that it was made of plastic bottles! haha so cool :D

Then we went to Holland V =] my first time there and i really like the place at night. Its a bustling food street where we can just walk on the road without getting knocked down. =]] yay
We went to 2a.m. dessert bar which was at some secluded corner beside the carpark.

haha its the block upstairs.
i love the ambience there! super nice with full length windows. and theres these sofa seats where people were lying down and drinking wine eating dessert, and theres the bar seats where we were. haha its kind of disturbing that adults dressed properly were behaving like they were at home, but ah well its a place to relax adults deserve a break too =]

we ordered 2 mains and 2 sides and were super full.

mains: Chocolate

Cheese Avalanche

Sides: fried calamari and chicken chunks.

(haha liseah looks so cute)

The desserts are a total rip-off, but other than the price they are very good actually though not fantastic. i love the chocolate tart! super nice there was chocolate oozing out of the tart!
love the cheese and white chocolate combination too =] with the biscotti.
yayy love desserts! :D

I got a super cute teddy from nat=]]] it has a hoodie! love love love

and i got a card on a christmas tree deco :D

had fun today. happy boxing day! =]
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and now i shall document my christmas present effort! because im proud of it haha.
idea from danielle
I found a thick book with a soft cover cos i couldnt find one with hardcover. so i got cardboard and cut up my brother's mega clothes from years ago and made it a hardcover! haha sad i dont have a before after picture but nvrmind =] its fun covering books with cloth =]
then i spent superrr long cutting a hole in the book with a penknife. haha now i feel kinda retarded after my dad told me i could have used a craft saw hahahaahah! nvrmind its all for the fun of it.
i wanted to hide the bear inside but it couldnt fit haha and i had to put some lame stuff inside cos i didnt have anymore time. haha sorry!

yay =]

2008-12-26T23:34:00.016+08:00

Photos for memories sake =]

Christmas eve stayover!

ballooons that were incredibly difficult to blow.

sparklers!

yayy

happy people :D

happy jumping people :D

we were supposed to look like we were standing on them, so we were very heavy.
thats why huiying's face hahahahha

:D

:DD
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chrismas!

bubbles!

danielle and my retarded bro

bryan and his fav girl hahaha

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camp comm dinner at siling's

Shepard's pie!

gift trap!

daniel wants a sugar daddy! hahahaha :D

icecream <3

2008-12-25T23:36:00.003+08:00

-{Alex}- << :::LoV1Ng R0cKz GrP 0f 2o08::: >> says:
eh jia qi so far in the 2 camps i went
-{Alex}- << :::LoV1Ng R0cKz GrP 0f 2o08::: >> says:
u are my favorite tl hahaha
-{Alex}- << :::LoV1Ng R0cKz GrP 0f 2o08::: >> says:
i hope next year u become my tl again hahahaha

ahhhh oh gosh so sweet! melts
haha wow i never imagined i would ever hear this :))
sigh in relief. i just hope they'll continue growing in the Lord and see His grace.

=]

2008-12-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

Wow i love christmas =]
Its the best holiday all year round because there is just so much love in the air. Its the time we all sheepishly sit down to attempt writing cards for each other, but along the way discover that there is so much to be thankful for in each and every of our friends, and end up loving each other so much more by the end of the card. :)
And in this joyous season I just want to tell all of you that I love you and appreciate you all so much!!

I was just worn out yesterday making making making cards, and i had to drag myself to huiying's house for stayover. Plus i haven't finished my christmas shopping so i was actually in a bad mood. But really, just stepping into the car with huiying and her mum, huiqing jiale yiyan and zhee, i just cant help it but smile from within. hahahaha most retarded bunch of people in the world =]]] like who else in this world grosses people out with her pus-filled open wound. coughhuiqingcough! and can poke fun of somebody dressed like barber-shop lamp hahajialehaha!
we reached her house at 6 and decided to watch sweeney todd!!! hahaha so much for christmas cheer yea! but it was a good movie la i think huiying and jiale agreed right! though they were so reluctant at first. then we went down for dinner! huiying's parents were having a party so we had nice catered food yea. We just had fun playing asshole taidee, poking fun at huiying and her prospective rjc bf, haha just alot of rubbish.
Once it was christmas day we all wore santa hats and went to the playground to play sparklers! haha we are mad! :D It was alot of fun though! imagine a peaceful neighbourhood in the wee hours of the morning, then a crazy bunch of people jumping at the cue of a countdown timer. haha siao! =]

went back to huiying's house, watched freaky friday, ate, watched moulin rouge then everybody fell asleep and a few people watched friends. i really enjoyed the night. what a way to spend the first few hours of christmas man! love this warm feeling. =]

And today service in church was good. =] Thank you all who gave me cards and presents. really really appreciate it. Its a warm fuzzy feeling reading all the lovely cards!
Stayed back and hanged around after church. havent had such a big gathering of youths in so long, where everybody just sat at the steps eating talking and having fun =]] we then all went into the board room and played werewolf! haha its a comforting feeling seeing everybody having so much fun together. woohoo i kinda miss those days.
after that danielle, bryan my bro and i stayed back playing signal all the way till 6! hhaah laughed like crazy. we laugh at the weirdest stuff. =] we then went for dinner, then bryan wq and i went to walk orchard =] it was floodedddddddd.

throughout the journey bryan, my bro and i talked. haha so now im quite freaked out at life. wq keeps telling me theres alot of stuff in this world i have not experieced. haha i dont know how to put it but the journey ahead just seems quite scary.
But i just feel really thankful that i am surrounded with so many great people, in church and in school. so so many nice people really=] its family everywhere.

I really thank the Lord for blessing me with all these people around. And let us just remember that Christmas is a celebration of Christ's birth. Jesus is reason for the season. And I am so thankful that God sent us a saviour. =]

2008-12-24T02:33:00.003+08:00

It was a horrible day, nvrmind.
Making Christmas cards cheered me up! :) because my brother was with me too.
he was cutting potatoes and using them as stamps. haha how kindergarten! =] but his cards turned out very cute =] I was spamming glitter and now my floor is glittering! =]
I hope tmr will be a better day. my bro and I decided to make a pact and wake up at 6 to go running. hahahaha i wonder if that will really happen :O

2008-12-23T01:16:00.010+08:00

haha okay alot happening

friday! went to wingyau's house for sleepoverr! :D it was really fun just that rachel pangsehed again and jasmine was in malaysia.
we went for dinner at subway, then spent very long in videoezy deciding on what to rent. in the end we realised that none of us had membership, and videoezy membership were only for each branch, how weird is that!
k then we went back to her house, bathed settled down, watched xiao niang re, played foosball on her mini display set. hahahaha really fun everybody was screaming. then we played cluedo! i finally figure out how to play cluedo haha =] then we watched apocalypse by eva's recommendation.
it was so gory and babaric, but it was quite a interesting movie actually, very good film. but i would call it nice cos i was cringing half the time hahahahaha. =]
after the movie we went back into her room and talked till 430! surprisingly long we had so much to talk haha =] eva was being evil to me as usual.
and we discovered a real scary side to wingyau, what she does to people when we disturb her hahaha inside secret.

saturday! morning woke up, pancakes for breakfast! bridge, taidee, more cluedo then home! =] went to get books at salvation army, then visit my granny and frantically run all over the place getting ingredients for nat's birthday cake=]]]

sunday! i started baking at 1 am hahahahah omg. it was quite a disaster, my first layer of cake broke into three parts (OKAY SHHH...=]) and i really really really suck at tempering chocolate hahahaha. all my chocolate didnt melt properly, become chunky. spread some out, refrigerated it to harden. then i tried making shapes with my cookie cutters and all failed except two. i tried at least 10 times and only only got two which didnt break, but they chipped at the sides still. then tried making a crisscross pattern thing which failed terribly too. I was so happy when i got a perfect upright rounded one, then in the end i put it on the cake and it started to melt and flatten. So sad! =[
haha okay right so the process of making and decorating the cake was a disaster. i hope it tasted fine.

slept at 7, woke up at 9 for church. yayyyy!! i missed going for service and seeing everyone haha though i only skipped one sunday last week for taiwan. its so great to see everybody happy after camp =]]] whooo
then after church went to deliver cake, then to marina. watched nick&norah, it was quite sweet!
oh yes singapore wishing thingy! :D

had a great day! Happy birthday you! =]]

monday! today, rachel called me randomly to go out. and we went around orchard to look for her christmas present. and she decided on some stuff! yay! =]]]
then to siling's house for camp comm dinner. had shepards pie for dinner! yum yum!:D then sat around to talk while waiting for tiff and daniel.
then we went down to play board game! i forgot the name of the game but it was something about giving gifts! hahahahah it was really quite fun and somehow we got to know each other better. like waiian doesnt like cats, tiff wants a sugardaddy hahahahha, waiian doesnt want a tamagochi, lydia doesnt mind a tanning session, daniel wants an inflatable santa suit haha! really funny time :D
after that we had shared venezia out of a tub! haha love chocolate and mint :D and and siling bought back peking duck flavoured pretz from china! hahahahah comment :"at first theres this salty taste, taste like pizza, then after that there will be this strong duck taste!' hahahahahah so disturbing! pretz should never taste like duck. hahahah!
then tiff and sheryln gave daniel his christmas present! :D hahahaha!! which is..... a super huge poster of him!! :DD hes officially our poster boy! :D

:DD poster boy

then we watched 'mind your language' on okto, and home sweet home =]

2008-12-19T11:48:00.002+08:00

wah!
im really tired from typing minutes hahahaha
so much to type especially for camp debrief. i dont remember we talked so much! hahahahah
ah Christmas is coming really soon! ahhh need to do cards!
I mean i love making cards but not in such a short time. hahaha argh! whooo need to find some fast but pretty way :)

2008-12-19T00:23:00.003+08:00

Yes man!

I really really liked this movie! =] Though its a comedy but it gives us something to think about =] like how maybe we could start trying to say yes to people, to make somebody's day better if we could. instead of a dead flat no, or usually maybe. But in the end, the bottomline comes back to your own decision, whether you choose to say yes because you want to, or yes because you have to.
And Jim Carrey is just super funny! Its his other good movie since Son of the Mask, which was soooooooo long ago =] Haven't had a good American comedy in ages. The movie came in time =] and Yes Man is just really sweet as well.
Watch it! =]

Im falling in love with this song! "All i want for Christmas is you"
and already in love with the movie since very long ago =]]] - "Love Actually"
Yay Christmas is coming I cant wait for Christmas! :D

2008-12-18T11:39:00.000+08:00

back from taiwan!

2008-12-15T00:27:00.002+08:00

Taiwan!!
I left Singapore for Taiwan this morning, got to walk around ximending tonight and i already love it here!! The food is awesomeeeeee =]]]]]
and the best thing is.... I met luo zhi xiang!!! having his autograph session in ximending! waaa hahaha happy!:DDDD the queue for autograph was insanely long!
its been a fun day =] and i adore my hotel room! :D theres a big lcd tv, and jacuzzi with tv yayyy =] and not to mention internet access in the room whoo

okay bye till wed!

2008-12-13T21:00:00.012+08:00

Photos @ Minds' cafe

poke the pirate!

Joseph actually trying to figure how the mechanism works hahaha

poke poke!

Family business! Tiff and her 'Pretty Boy'
Tiff is so funny she actually chooses which character to die in family business hahaha

Daniel Chong! person always trying to kill my gang!

waiian!

Sherlyn and I at Cash and guns.

Daniel and Joseph

The Sec 4 s :D

All of us! :DDD

2008-12-13T13:18:00.003+08:00

RADICALS Youth Camp 2008.
redefine. revisit. reload.

Wow its been such an amazing experience really. As I sit down and look back now at these 4 days of non-stop moving and thinking, and frantic rush to make things work, I realise that everything had actually been God's perfect plan. From how amazingly well the pairings of TLs and ATLs worked out though there were so many doubts and worries before, to how He had chosen for us to be at St Francis Methodist School this year bringing personal blessings to each of us, to how He laid down the limit and called for us to have an internal camp this year.
Thinking of it, it really couldn't have been our plan and will to do whatever we have done those few days. Every part of camp just fitted in like a perfect puzzle to form this amazing experience =]

"It teaches us to say "No" to ungodliness and worldly passions and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blesses hope - the glorious appearing of our Great God and Saviour Jesus Christ, who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good."
- Titus 2: 12-14

Honestly right from the start, when I was asked to be in the camp committee as secretary and treasurer, I was so excited to be part of this awesome group that had the privilege to serve, and at the end of it produce a camp like every previous youth camp that everyone was hyped up and raving about. 'Youth Camp' was always just pictured as something super fun, exciting, with lots of bonding, great games and great worship. It was the highlight of every year where the youths (us) could experience a time of high and bonding.
And like many of us, I forgot that God was to be the main highlight and focus, not the fun nor bonding.
So when I heard from the first meeting that we were going to scrap flag-making, cheer-making and skits, I was so disappointed! Skits were the highlight of every third night which promoted group bonding, it also meant a time of fun and laughter for the whole camp.

The focus for this year's camp was to be coming back to the basics of being a Christian, and what it meant to us. Because in the previous years, as youth ministry continued to grow in numbers, our spiritual life stagnated that was what the teacher thought. The meaning of 'Radicals' was lost, in a way the roots of YM was lost. So the main theme for this year was to find back what we lost, and start right from the basics like doing QT and praying.

I was scared it was not going to be a good camp, that we wouldn't have as much fun as previous, and that it wasn't going to touch people, knowing that Youths run on fun and adrenaline.

But now, after experiencing camp, all i can say is that God is good. He had everything so well planned that we can't help but to give him the glory. We really saw how He delights in using simple things and normal people to bless others. Like for example, on day 2, it rained and we had to resort to playing handball and a tweaked version of netball. I mean, comon its the simplest a game can get. Just throw them a ball and let them play. But hey, it was this that really allowed the campers to have fun and get to know each other, and from here we also saw how people were taking care of each other as well as aiming for a certain goal as a team instead of individually.

I just want to give thanks to God for letting camp run so well. It was one camp that I think the youths have really benefited and learnt from the sermons and workshops, as well as that have truly touched us. I am so proud to be in camp committee this year and am really grateful for this special privilege given to me. I would not trade this experience for anything else.

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DAY 1. 7th dec

the franticness started right from the previous night. I had so much accounts and registration stuff to settle that by midnight i hadnt even started packing.
the day started at 8 with prayer meeting, then before i knew it the campers started flowing in. Set up my registration booth last minute and spent the next hour welcoming people and collecting indemnity forms. Luckily Lydia and Pearlyn was there to help me!
Unknowingly as i was outside waiting for the last few late people to arrive, time passed and inside the Team Leaders started icebreaking. I was really really relieved to hear so much noise and ruckus from inside the fellowship hall =] They were having so much fun! Michelle's group was sticking masking tape on each other's faces, Miko's was playing bang, and Xinyi's group was playing whacko. and with all these games they were already having so much fun. I think I worry too much so I was just very glad to see all the laughing faces.
Mass icebreakers were really rar rar as well. Zach has this secret talent in hyping people up! hahahaha everything went well by God's grace, and after that was worship and sermon. Aunty Rita was going to be our speaker for all 4 days of camp.

[Sermon 1] -Redefine
Titus chapter 1
- with every choice you make there is a consequence, choose your actions and words wisely.
- redefinition1 : God is not a Christian's partner, He is my master.
- redefinition2 : God chooses whom will be saved.
- redefinition3 : the truth is objective and it is given through the Bible.
- redefinition4 : God does not lie. 1 Corinthians 10:13, Philippians 4:9
- redefinition5 : Things move according to God's timing.
- redefinition6 : God is more interested in a person's character. Proverbs 27:5-6
- redefinition7 : Your actions must show that you know God, wrong thinking is dangerous.

Becoming is superior to being.
- what you become is more important that what you already are. So think through what you really want to be like and work on towards it.

after sermon, camp broke into groups to have bonding over lunch. This was when i got into siling's car, huge bag on lap because all the back seats and boot was loaded with sooo much stuff, and off we went to SFMS. and when we reached, the security guard was not there!!! so we had no keys to open up the campsite and bunks and hall and all, when the campers were going to come in an hour's time! hahah imagine the horror. then i had to call the in-charge, who i later discovered was in malaysia (ahhh my phone bill -.-). then blah blah blah after a while Mr Mustafa came in from the door with his lunch in hand panting cos he sped walk all the way back from his lunch place hahaha. ahhh Mr Mustafa is so friendly and cute. when he came back he just started talking about how he was at the hawker centre then the incharge called him then he had to rush back and how he cannot rush because he just had a heart bypass then he pulled down to singlet and showed us his bypass scar!!!!! hahahahah! Siling and I was just :OOOOOOO -.- omggg..
anyway! Mr Mustafa is really nice he treated us like family and gave us the key, walked around the whole school showing us how to open this room, then open another door etc etc haha. hes so nice really!

luckily we managed to get everything done before the logistics lorry came and the 4 of us, Si Ling, Sherlyn, Daniel and me moved all the musical instruments up to the fifth level worship hall! luckily there was a lift, but still it was a massive job because there were just 4 of us but we made it =] haha the campers came soon after while i was trying to find all the rooms, then figure out how to open all the bunks and stick the rooming list onto all the doors. just imagine the rush haha.
but i made it too phew.

in short the whole morning at the camp site was ups and downs, alot of moving around and shifting stuff. because right after that was amazing race! so after i had to settle the rooms, we had to have station masters debrief in 5 minutes then rush down to city hall in a cab first before all the campers. hahaha mad fun. and in the cab was just madness too because there were so many unsure parts and the communication was bad. there were 4 people in the taxi and all of our phones never stopped ringing throughout the ride there.

I was soooo relieved when i finally reached my station, which was at St Andrew's Cathedral. =] It was such a beautiful and serene place. Inside the church people were having service (in cantonese hahaha so cool), and outside the church there were alot of people gathering and just chatting having a good time =]. I found a nice shady place to settle down, finally compose myself and eat my lunch which was bread haha. whew. If you know, there was standard chartered marathon in the morning and all the roads in the city was blocked off. By God's grace, by 230 when the station masters all travelled down to the city, the road blocks were lifted though on paper it stated 330. and the rain was held even though at the start it was drizzling. =] wow

for the next 2 hours i was enjoying the peace in the cathedral and watching the service from outside while groups came to visit :D My station was : the groups had to form a song from a list of words and tunes i provided to them. Then they had to sing it and i would video them. hahahah all the groups that came were very on about it probably because the other stations were all difficult. My station was one of the most easy ones so it was glad seeing them all have fun churning out rubbish songs haha!

At 530 we gathered back at lavander station to take the bus back to SFMS. On the bus i got to talk to victoria and hannah and Conrad! Conrad is soooooo cute gosh hahahahah! I think hes kind of irritating, the naughty boy kind when you're young, but everybody just cant help to swoon over his cuteness hahaha! and Sherwin just absolutely adores him and treats him like his son hahahahah so cute!
I'll post pics when i finally get the photos! There are alot of pretty photos =] I love SuLyn's camera!

After shower was dinner were there was a severe lack of food! Camp comm had five plates of food and we were just scavenging off whatever was there hahaha =]
And all the guys couldn't have seconds because there was just nothing left. Oh yes it was then we witnessed Tiff's chicken cartilage eating habits. As if its not weird enough to eat cartilage, Tiff eats other people's chicken cartilage gosh hahahah! So she would steal all our chicken bones after we finish the meat. hahahahah gross but so funny!

Workshop was on QT and prayer by Aunt Lay Keng, on the SPECKS way of doing QT. From the feedback, it was a very beneficial session even the older youths brought something out of the workshop. Yay! Its good how even though QT and prayer seem like the most basic thing for Christians, but regardless of age we were all inspired and found new personal insights to QT and prayer =]

After that was practice. we broke up into groups to do QT and team time. Camp comm gathered back in our favourite place - logs room! which was girls bunk too, and did QT and team time together.
Supper was hot dog buns! =] and there was sharing over supper.

then for campers was lights out, while TLs ATLs had debrief. Thanksgiving and surfaced a few issues. then camp comm debrief when everyone was halfdead already. It was a really long day together but at the end of the day we are all happy and contented with how the first day of camp went, and how God was with us every step of the way =] by debrief, we all sounded like frogs and were passing strepsils around. we keep finishing strepsils by the boxes hahaha! then we also had vitamin C eating sessions!=]
we then got to bathe after debrief and finally made it to sleep at 3am. knocked out!

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to be continued

2008-12-13T01:02:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP!!!

haha nah actually i was back on wednesday. But i konked out on my bed from 6pm, once i reached home, till the next day 9am. Then the whole of thursday was just wasted cos i was trying to get myself back into the normal mode.

I miss camp so much!! I miss camp comm so much though i just met them hahaah!

Shall talk about camp another day because theres too much to say, so i shall just talk about today.

Went to Minds' cafe at Tampines Safra to hang out with camp comm today! Only 6 of us made it though, Joseph Daniel Tiff Waiian Sherlyn and me. Steph Lydia and Siling couldn't join us =[ Ah well we had alot alot of fun though!(: hahahaha camp comm is just really crappy and we have alot of fun going crazy together!

For starters we played a 'poke the pirate' game first. haha darn i dont have photos yet. Anyway so there was just this super cute pirate on a barrel with alot of holes, and we take turns sticking daggers into the barrel. Then the pirate will randomly spring out when some mechanism inside is activated! hahahaa its really retarded but its kinda fun to get a cheap thrill out of it haha! :D

Then we played Family Business! Yea its super fun! Its basically a card game of war! where we take turns trying to kill each other hahaha. we kept ganging up on each other and making people die haha so fun!

Then we found this game called the joke game, which wasnt funny at all so we switched so a cash and robbers game, which was too difficult to make sense of, hence we ended up with a game called 'True colours'! there were basically cards with questions for example 'who would you like to be your sibling if possible?' Then we would go round the table voting anonymously, and at the end you reveal the votes and see what other people think of you. hahahah it was quite cool and we kinda got to know what we each thought of each other at the end. :)

We were at minds' cafe from 1 to 530 playing these games. it was really a really fun time though! :))) oh yea and i met zhixuan there! and he was wearing contacts too hahahah i just saw him a few weeks ago right. hmm right

Okay then we made our way to Uncle Stuart and Aunty Rita's place, where we were warmly welcomed with awesome dinner! I am such a fan of Aunty Rita's homemade bread! IT IS SO AWESOME REALLY! and we had cheese fondue to go with it too which was so yummy! The beef rice was fantastic too, shes such a good cook! Had a great chat over dinner and after dinner as well, then we went to the living room to play taboo.
just charades in word form and theres a list of taboo words you cannot mention in order to make them guess the actual word.
hahahah Daniel is seriously a joker hahahaha!
The word was 'flab' then he went like, "uh alot of this thing on your tummy then it goes 'plop plop plop'*starts doing some weird flapping action*" hahahahah we just died laughing!
another word was 'hot line' then he went, " okay the first word. I am very...? *fans himself vigourously* "
hahahah he has such a big fat ego! hahaha super funny :)
and we realised through taboo that camp comm really had alot of fun together and built alot of identities together through camp. for example the description for 'vibrate' was 'waiian's phone!' because her phone is like this machine that vibrates super hard that it makes a sound when its on silent mode.
and 'what Tiff sounded like on the first day of camp!' was the description for 'Gremlin'! hahahah! really cool stuff.

We stayed there playing taboo till 11pm before heading home.

Yay i had such a fun day out with camp comm. Really love our committee because everybody just really seems to gel well and enjoy each others presence lots :) it wont happen if any one of us are changed.
Yay I really thank the Lord for this wonderful combination of people that he had brought together. =]

meep meep ma moo meep

MAD AWESOME DRUMMING LESSONS. (East)

One Year <3

21 Things to do ((:

Peel the apples

Cook the apples

Stew the apples

Check the apples

Allow to cool

Make the crumble

Preheat the oven

Add the crumble topping

Cook the apple crumble