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Read seniors' blogs and they are very depressed. Yep so i just wanna say seniors cheer up! U are all great seniors, great trampers, great leaders and great people!!! =] although i dunno what really happened, cheer up seniors!!! think craaazzzy!!! We will always remain a big gym family!

Okay today went for training as usual but ohmigosh the scary part is, no seniors, no floorers, only us and wang! oh manz! so okay we went at ten then started playing before wang came in!! ughhh always so scary. k then we wore sha1 dai4 to qitiao again and he was staring at us larh! freaky coz he got nothing to do. then after 2 sets luckily sammie and shi hui came le. yep so we five started qi tiao-ing. then we did 20 tangs 20 pa s and hmm sitdrop-stand?! dunno why but yea we jsut did that. then after that we did qian gun fan on 2 stacked up mats SIGH mine is so screwed i cant flip over. yep and he din teach us qian kong coz sarah came in between! yay! our saviour. coz wang had to supervise her. Sarah looks better already she can moveher neck! haha =] whee then did xi jiao, another very screwed dong4 zuo4 on the trampoline then we went home! yay! not exactly... me and rina decided to jiao1 huai4 shi hui and brought her to coro hahahaha its the first time she went there. believe it! okay then went home and there was a downpour blehz! k then watch tv, sleep then went to my granny's place! whee! we ate popiah for dinner lol! my granny's hand made popiah. actually it isnt very popiahish but its so delicious yay =] hahaha and its so fun to make ur own popiah coz u can put as much egg as u want and chilli! whee i spent the rest of the nigth secretly watching tv and reading the papers. so lame coz i finished reading the papers in the morning then i got nothing to do but read the papers again. yep then i came home and tada! im here! basically coz i got nothing to do, or rather dun wanna do anything. =] yea but i changed my skin which i did 4 weeks ago but have codes prob. it doesnt look realli nice but oh wells its another of my creations =]. the left bottom picy was stolen from devientart hahaha coz i love this picture. its two wine glasses together but doesnt it look like two birds kissing. so sweet right hahahaha!

So saddening. When we were sitting at the stairs eating fries at coro this afternoon, we were jsut talking and talking when i forgot how, talked of smoking. rina knows of these two kids who SMOKE! and they are just primary 3 and primary 5 this year! They started last year and are were just innocent kids. i forgot but i think it all started because all their family smokes annd they just picked up a cigarette from the table and lighted up. Ohmygosh how black can this world get!? What the. They are so young yet led on the wrong path by the evilness of this complicated world. They are ruined by the cruelness of the people around them. ruined.
And on thursday jeanne told us about the abused kitty. some 109 girls had found the kitty and reported to the teacher. The kitten was slashed right across the face and the vet could lift the face up. gruesome. its eye was poke right through and one of its eyeball was missing. the kitty was sent to the vet and had to be put to sleep because its injuries were too serious. i feel like crying. and its a girls school, i cant imagine how a girl could bring herself to do this to the cat. evilness. and she left the cat there to die. i dunno what to say. there are such bian tai people in the school UGH! horrble stupid cruel world. the cat was gone just like that. a cute little kitten abused and murdered by a hideous sinful monster. but i guess its better for the cat to be gone rather than staying in this pitchblack world to suffer. Lastly, i feel fortunate. I feel fortunate because i dont have to go out to work when im still studying. I feel fortunate coz i dont have to worry about having no constant pocket moeny each week. even though i still worry coz i dont have enough. i want to stop complaining. stop being jealous of rich kids who get eight bucks a day (erhemz haha). i need to save , save moeny so i can buy my own stuff. i feel fortunate to have a rather supportive family (lol) and none of which who smokes or drink. i feel blessed. do you?