October 31, 2008

我们毕业了!

oh gosh its been a long day. and i have no words to describe it.
Level closure was the first event of the day. Mr Tan prepared a really long montage of us :) it was certainly weird looking at all our sec 1 selves! spotting nerdy looking us
and really alot of memories came back, like our big clean up highlight, organising sec 2 camp for ourselves, obs, graces, etc etc.
I really really love our batch! We're just such a happy huge family and every single one of us are so unique! happy, special in our own ways. example the more prominent people: sarah, enrui, marguax, zhee, hanjing, hern hern, jojo, all the councillors etc etc etc etc etc etc. Im gonna miss our big gatherings, and assemblies and SILs, listening to mr tan give his lectures. oh mannnn :(
I almost cried when Mrs claudine Tan performed her song. TT shes one of the few teachers who have really seen our batch through and developed a close bond to us. I am going to miss her so much even though she hasnt even taught me before. her song was just so real. arghhh :((( and i will miss mrs sohhhhh!!!!!! :((((

we went back to class for spring cleaning, and miss seb bought us jelly heartss! class closure was all about giving certs, and miss seb talked abit. i dont know if she'll miss us, but ya i will miss her :( hahaha she has brought us through this two years and watched us grow! and she really is very small and cute :)
then miss yeo came and gave her sincere but still very drama speech. hahaha miss yeo will always be miss yeo :)) ahhhh im gonna miss ms yeo so much too!! shes one of the rare few teachers who has really inspired me. though we all hate her moodswing sometimes but she has really taught us well and so much more outside maths. shes just such a positive person, direct and she knows what she wants. She just really really genuinely cares for us and makes an effort to know who we are all as individuals, not just as '402'. i will miss her so so muchhh! :((
i really hope she wouldnt leave but oh well its what she wants and i just hope she'll find true joy no matter what she does. oh man so many teachers are leaving its really kind of sad seeing such stuff happen. whats gonna happen to nanyang. first mr tang, mrs chitra, miss wong( i miss ms wong so muchhh!!!!!) then miss chi, the maths teacher whom i dont know his name. and now ms yeo, heard mr kuo, mr chiang, ms lee ss. crapo so many good teachers are leaving :(

graduation ceremony was really boring but miss yeos speech was inspiring. argh im going to miss nanyang i know i will. and even though i really insisted i wont miss 402 , but now looking back, i miss us already :( i dont even know how we are so nice but we just are! its really a blessing to have wonderful classmates, and i am just thankful. though we are quiet (dont know why 4/1 has a problem with that) but we are happy, we find joy in different stuff. its great how the class is so matured and forgiving. 402 has really taught me how to forgive and forget, like mrsirenetan's booboo, they've taught me not to be so petty and mean to just look at the injustice done to us, but look behind the picture and realise that it was a genuine mistake which deserves forgiveness. I think we've all grown alot together and the process is something to treasure so much.

I really love 402. and we were awarded model class again :))) most punctual class too :)
but this year i truly see that its just a name, its just a material thing. I think what counts is that we are model class in spirit and that goes for the rest of the classes too. who cares which class gets model class, if you think your class rocks then you have the best class! woohoo!
i think 402 rocks so i declare i love my class! i'll miss us alot :(

October 27, 2008

tralala!
i want to work! i need money :(
went to buy stuff for japan trip today. whoo i managed to get stuff and almost finished buying souvenirs! good good :)

oh yea i found books of mutts by patrick mcdonnel!
i want the mutts treasury! call of the wild!
so darn ex im gonna get work and save for it!

quick post!
whoo! ive been running around again.

Yesterday morning there was dance! i feel severely unflex and ungrounded. gahhh need to stretch need to stretch! I love the new choreo :)))))

Then in the afternoon went to SiLing's house where i totally got lost! and took an extra 40 minutes to find my way... ahh... -.-
haha nevermind :D i made it in the end! we went up to the rooftop to have our dinner and meeting. arghhh i love her open air balcony! i want one too so i can go look at stars everynight!:(
We prayed for really long before starting on dinner and camp comm meeting. it started at 6 and ended 9! plus we stayed some more to do the publicity video. hahaha whoo it was super fun :D love camp comm! daniel is so funny hes our unofficial advert guy :D
oh oh dinner was so good :D mac and cheese! and very good chicken wings, and grapes and kiwi. :D


Today! Service was so cute! It was a full kid's band with the exception of benchong at the guitar :)! the kids are so talented and cute! steph's sis was taking over the grand piano and owning it, val's sister was at the organ. The cute angmoh boy was at the drums, plus another boy drums too, and there was a violinist too! Sooooo cuteee!
etc etc
after service was just frantic. Huge influx of sign ups for camp cos its last day of earlybird! haha, so i was collecting money, marking forms, tallying checks, giving receipts. i almost died lucky theres lydia and dan :)) yayyy! soo happy with the number of signups. :))

then myhope training again, and lunch, then bang! :)) its the first time i died first for bang! hahahaha

and then zoomed off to ps to meet eva jas wingyau and jiale! where we were walking around randomly and being bored. then we went over to cathay to go eat at astons. lucky we went early the queue after that was horrendous. The food at astons look really good! and its really value for money too! 'looks' cos i only ate a potato since i was too full to eat a proper meal. i shall go back there! then rachel came to join us!:D
yay like finally one outing where everybodys present! :D yay!

thenn was ben and jerry's! YAY!! so yummy ^^ and the place was super cosy, and there was mtv channel to watch :D and awesome music like jason mraz :D
had a good time there crapping lazing around hahaha and we looked like camwhoring bimbos again. We are not!
jiale rachel and eva were filling in application forms for working at b&js! i want to work! im gonna try for cedele with wingyau yay! :D
blah blah blah okay photos!

we decided that we shall do a collage, with everyone taking person with every other person!
and we happily used our pro P&C skills to realise 6C2 which equals to 15:))

collage credit to rachel! hahahah rachel u are really efficient! :O hahaha:D

k then we were bored so we decided to do different poses best depicting each of us.



1st (eva) - yep everybodys sleeping. hahahahaha!!! eva ah eva!
2nd (wingyau) - wingyau's stoned look. okay just look at wingyau shes the best imitation of herself
3rd(me) - hahahah we are flapping our hands. because they say i always get excited and supposedly flap my hands retardedly! humph!hahahaha
4th(jas) - supposed to be her super big eyed shocked look. but half of us failed hahahaha. i was opening my eyes as big as i could, but yea still fail badly haha! jasmine has huge eyes.
5th(jiale) - hahahaha jiale's roll-eye thing!
6th(rachel) - HAHAHAH rachel's hair! always all over the place! hahahah we look so ghostly!

random shots!


wheeeeeeeee! yay our first full outing was so fun! <33
comon we must go out more after Os! :D

October 23, 2008

Today was cool haha :)

Got back chem and bio which were both underperformed but oh well it was okay.
then we went back to class and played bridge! with handdrawn cards! hahahah bridge is so fun! :D maybe because of the cards too haha :)
and then we got back art results after school. OMGGGG im so happy! A1!! I never really thought i would manage it though i knew the art teachers would be kind enough to try to push all of us up to an A1. yay :)
its finally not the subject pushing my msg up :)

and im just really glad yay

October 22, 2008

got back math, ih and physics today

really really messed up ih, and blew 10 full marks on careless mistakes on math
pooey!
i hope chem and bio would be okay.

October 21, 2008

It feels like I haven't blogged for so long! I've been on the go the past few days, running everywhere, but its been fun :))

Thursday walk orchard and drool at brad pitt
Friday walk the wholeeee of vivo (oh yes did i mention caramel cream cheesecake from secret recipe is super duper lovely! i felt so xing4 fu2 after my cake! :) and the high lasted till the next day haha)
Sat church visitation and visit my granny
Sunday church in the morning:D myhope training in the afternoon, chalet in the evening!
Monday chalet and visiting rachel! and my ahma!
Today school!

okay time to slow down and stay home more often :) theres still Chinese Os! dang!

Chalet was super fun ^^ and its reaffirmed that i love 202. So many lovely people seriously. everybody's so happy and smiley nice :)) i miss the days!

Im still irritated I got lost while trying to go to coasta sands! -.-
it was so retarded! I took the shuttle bus from pasir ris mrt, but got down at coasta sands downtown east instead! zzz =[ so i went to wait for the shuttle bus again, and saw that it was the same bus uncle when i went on the bus. hahaha so embarassing! and the shuttle bus went back to pasir ris mrt, waited for a while, drove back to downtown east then to coasta sands pasir ris. hahaha but there were two girls who did the exact same thing as me too. haha okay so im not the only one who does this kind of embarassing stuff :D

then i reachedd! found the chalet and went off to find the rest and cycle! but in less than 5 minutes it started pouringgg! haha gahh so i got wet after just changing. hahahah its fun cycling in the rain! second time im doing this crazy stuff :)) it was so freezing cold! all of us just hid under the little pavilion with some other fishermen. it didnt stop raining but we decided to ride back in the rain anyway, since we were so wet already :)
so all of us went back all drenched, and had a bad time in the public toilet trying to bathe. the public toilet is super smelly -.-
was so relieved after bathing! :D
haha went back the the chalet and found the rest of the people all dry and happy. hahahaha only the crazy 8 of us would do mad stuff like this haha! though guen wasnt there but she would anyway

we started dinner! woohoo!
dinner was good ole STEAMBOAT! haha so cute we're so funny:D going to chalet to eat steamboat. STEAMBOAT man! hahahaha we are cool traditional kids dont play play :D
it was actually really nice haha. warm and comfy and yummy! fishball, fishcake, sausage, octopus balls, another type of fishcake, dumplings, cabbage, crabsticks. hahahah our steamboat was so sad no meat! but it was really really yummy leh! :D the tomyam was really spicy but nice too :))
haha i ate like 10 bowls or something lol!

after that we went to walk walk to digest our food. we walked by the long way out by the roads to ehub! i love walks :D so fun. oh yes and jiale told me then that rachel fainted and was hospitalised. scared me la! so freaky!! and she didnt pick up her phone somemore. luckily her mum did in the end and said she was resting whee:)
k we walked downtown east where there was a cool chinese variety show at the front. haha there were people singing chinese oldies and dancing! :) we then went to D'Marquee to reminisce graces and took photos there. we were doing jumpshots at the field, facing the chinese variety concert ahahhaah they must have been thinking we were mad.












we then walked to ehub and walked the whole of ehub. first time ive been to ehub though it opened so long ago! theres alot of good food there! subway, prima deli, gelare!! ntuc didnt have sara lee cheesecake!! yuan han and i were so sad =[[[
and we walked back to the chalet empty handed cant believe it! hahaha oooooh there was a shop at ehub called man jia le :O hahaha maybe the owner is a guy called jiale haha! (oh ya wheres the photo of jiale pointing at the sign!)

okay alright so we walked back to the chalet. when boonie came with.... DURIAN!!!
hahahaha we are so cool, first steamboat, then Durian! hahahaha! :D so we really opened the durians and all started eating. hahahahaha we're really cool man :D








oh yes brad and angelina joined us too! told you we're cool!


:)
we then went up to the room to enjoy aircon and lie around and play asshole daidee.
and um take photos!




:D

it was 11 plus and we wanted to go back to ehub. but when we went up the long escalator, and the door opened, and the place was just pitch black, our first reaction was scream, turn and run!!! hahahahah so funny!
we ended up at macs! haha man so unhealthy eating macs at 11! after that we walked back and ate leftover steamboat. we are such pigs seriously haha!
then we went out and sat by the pool. it was really nice and cooling :D and we just sat there and talked though i was half asleep the whole time. the moon was really mysterious and pretty! no stars though =[ very sad!
then the guard came and chased us away =[[ and we went to sit down at the lobby and talk where there were comfy sofa chairs! and i fell asleep while the rest talked. hahaha super tired alright.
thenn past a certain time i woke up! and started talking again. :) i forgot what we did hmm

anyway then we went back to the chalet again and ATE SOME MORE STEAMBOAT. hahahah for the sake of finished all the food in the fridge so we wont have to bring them home haha!
we ate steamboat while watching project runway(!) while playing memory game! hahahah memory game is fun! hahahah:D
thennn we tried to sleep but huiying dragged us all out to go walk since she was so awake. and in the end we walked out to the pool, and all plonked down by the pool at the small platform to talk. and then we started lying down, and in the end everybody fell asleep! haha :D its a great place to fall asleep really, though its really really really cold. but i just like to sleep under the stars! :D
look at us

haha the light is the flash

it feels great sleeping in the dark with the breeze blowing across your face and the moon guarding over you. :D

whee. the four pigs fell asleep, while huiying somehow didnt and was so awake went to drag jiale out from the chalet and went to walk east coast at 430am! haha gosh!

We woke up when it started drizzling, so went back to sleep on the floor at the chalet! :D the blanket was really cosy.

woke up around 7 and we went for breakfast! at macs yep sadly haha! huiying wore a tissue on her head cos she was scared of birdshit hahahaha retarded!
went back, packed up at 10 and homeeeee. (okay skip all the in betweens im getting tired)
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Its amazing how 202 is so filled with great people :D
I found our sec 2 chalet photos 2 years ago! and how we've changed! :D
http://202chalet.shutterfly.com/
it was a great time too though :D and okay chevrons is so much better than coasta sands!!
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after that i went to visit rachel at changi hospital! wahahaha so glad to see she was alright! but the drip thing was really scary! hahaha then she started telling me the whole story of her marathon and after that. and then eva came and made her molten lava cake. awww :D and we stayed till rachel got discharged! yay! :) and she came to scool today and looked fine :D yay! take care of yourself rachel!

then i went to visit my ahma! oh before that eva was stalking me -.- evil eva!
my ahma's fine! yayy thankfully!
Shes staying with my aunty now :) i wanna go visit!

when i finally reached home, i bathed, plonked down dead on the floor at 7pm and slept till 630 this morning. :)
got back chinese today. omg i dont even know whether i should be happy. i got 74.25 overall for block tests but it was really marked super leniently. i dont even deserve it :(
LA was bad but it was fair cos i guess the marks really suited what i did for blocks. my srq was total rubbish cos i didnt have enough time. but the rest was fine i guess.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIANGLIN!!! :DD










whoo!

October 18, 2008

my ahma got hospitalized =[[[
cos she fell down and broke her arm.
grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh TT

man im so tired no energy to blog a full post
went for church visitation in the morning
then i went to visit my ahma from 3 till 9. my ahma is so cool she talked for 9 hours straight. cos my cousin went at noon. then my eldest cousin came and i came so she was talking to us the whole time hahaha.
and its the first time in eons i talked to my cousins. aw

Please pray for my granny!

my eye hurts like crap. i think i got another infection. dang!


tmrs gonna be another long day. in fact i wont be going home tmr night. chalet! :D

October 16, 2008

F! R! E! E! FREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

i feel more relieved than happy or anything :) i'll be able to do stuff i want to now yay :D

day out today was fun! wingyau and i went to watch 'Burn After Reading' cos rachel pangsehed! initially haha but she came after that! :DD

anyway i loveeeeeee the movie!!!!!!!!! hahahaha though i really dont like the cast. The star of the show, and only eyecandy was Brad Pitt!!!! ^3333 before this movie i didnt particularly like him, but now i love bradpitt! HE IS SO CUTEEE!!! seriously!!
hahahah everybody should watching the movie just for Brad pitt :D hes so super duper funny, his retarded dancing and all! :D
and wingyau was laughing like mad! hahahhaha

I loved the movie for its illogical plot, weird characters and of course Brad pitt :D It was one of the movies that is just different, not for the mainstream audience. But if you have an open mind for difference, and weird taste like me and wingyau, you'll love the movie! :D
its a bit gory though! love brad pitt!

After the movie, rachel came by and we walked around deciding what to do. haha rachel is so retarded she keeps laughing at rubbish! and we were reminiscing over wingyau's cme presentation. hahahahahah such a classic example of how wingyau's expressions are so funny!
her:"ni men hao! ni men zai zuo shen me?"
*and the whole class just bursts out into laughter at the same time* *and for super long*
hahahahaha its just super duper funny i dont even know why! she has this super comical expression even though she doesn't try to be funny. hahahaha! really!

in the end we ended up at macdonalds and somehow managed to sit there for 2+++ hours just talking rubbish. hahaha seriously rubbish! about best looking actressses and actors and best movies etc. but it was really fun! :D
then to carrefour! haha rachel kept koping water hahahahaha aunty! nahh just joking we know you are really thirsty :DDD hahahahah!

wheeeee i cant really point out what we did from 3 till 10 cos we were just floating around, but i just know a great deal of laughter was involved! :D rachel is retarded! :D

October 15, 2008

boooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :)
physics was baaaaaaaaaaad oh well dont care anymore!
i feel free! though theres still maths tomorrow gah.
okay after tmr i'll be free from mugging for real. no more thinking of all the disgusting equations and theories till next year. whoo! :D but there'll be chinese poo. hope i'll get my b3 :(

anyway look at this!

hwachong's graduation gift for all the jc2s!



ITS SO CUTEEE! because it looks like a stoner. haha! the shirt looks exactly like the hc pe tee. its a mini pe shirt! so cute.
hwachong is rich! pay so much each for a grad gift. i wonder what we'll be getting!


bear friends!

and i realised that pocky has very different packaging :O never realised!



I was reading sunday times maybe 2 weeks ago or something. There was a column talking on the death of fullstops. And as i read i couldn't help but agree!
Basically the article talked about how primary school kids litter exclamation marks all over their compositions thinking it brings their stories to life. maybe uh like "She was excited! It was her first time on stage!" hahahahah i dont know, so cheesy.
Fullstops are dying. Exclamation marks are reigning! and im guilty of killing it :( just look at my post above, typed casually without thinking, and its littered with exclamation marks all over. oh gosh now i feel so superficial hahaha.
Some how as we continue on with times, our world becomes large on surprises and unconvention. Excitement is expected and celebrated. Kinda pathetic huh.

I remember how in primary school exclamation marks were almost a taboo, and now its rampant! noooooooo....... hahahaha.
The writer also said something like
One day, when he was feeling perfectly fine and alright, his friend sms-ed him confirming their lunch date later on.
The writer went,
"Okay. See you later."
And the reply was,
"Are you okay? You sound down!"

Oh goodness I am so guilty of this! hahahah craaaaaaaaap. It seriously sounds super stupid now lol. I feel sad im being pulled into this world where excitement is so sought after! hahahaha poo

I think exclamations are going to be dead soon too.
AND HERE COMES THE INVASION OF CAPS!! ( HAHAHAHA HUIYING IS MORE FARSIGHTED THAN WE ALL ARE ACTUALLY! HAHA! :D)

GOSH I FEEL SO LOUD JUST TYPING THIS I WONDER HOW HUIYING DOES IT WITH SUCH EASE.
hahahah just look at her tag on my tagboard for an example :D ------>>>
YAY HUIING YOU TRUE BLUE DRAMA MAMA! :DDD
hahahahaha!



October 13, 2008

arghhhh! bio test! stupid 7either! have to write so long
TT
boooooo argh so sucky :( i was hoping bio will be better so i could actually feel good for one test for eoy. o.o
poo!
hope i can at least understand physics. shall ask my brother to save me

on a brighter note,
i really enjoyed sunday :)
because theres was great news and an answered prayer. :))
just felt alot of positive energy though i was facing impending disaster at home since i knew i had to start mugging bio like mad.
haha class was fun cos somehow we manage to think of alot of rubbish hahahaha esp xinyi shes the funniest!
and after lunch was bridge and bang! so much fun :) away from mugging and moments and refraction -.-

yay i feel so blessed! :)

"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love Him." 1 Corinthians 2:6-11

October 09, 2008

shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!
potassium oxide has a lower melting point than calcium oxide!
i feel cheated :( potassium oxide is supposed to be more stable then calcium oxide
:((((((

October 06, 2008

there was 1 hour maths, 1 hour bio today, and the rest of the time was free period! oh gosh waste of time should let us stay home. anyway the whole sec 4 level is ponning school like mad. half of 01 didnt come today and 06, 12 have been falling sick too often as well :) of course 402 still has near full attendance since we are so guai :) okay more like kiasu but still.
haha the ponning phenomenon is quite scary but comon even some parents are supporting us and dont see the point in coming to school at this period of time.

we finished watching mona lisa's smile today! i thought it was a good movie but apparently the online reviews are not too good. but ah i still liked it alot anyway! great plot and impressive acting :) but i would say its a girls' film, since the movie itself is based on feminism and role of women in the 50s.

anyway love this song!:) so sweet
had a real long day! and im tired but happy :)

i guess worship today went alright. alot of screw ups but i really felt joy while serving :) and of course its comforting to know that what the congregation thinks of my playing doesnt matter but that of God only.
the bass kept dying on me!-.- but ah well it ultimately straightened out its thinking and decided to be nice and work, so i shall forgive it. ily bass!

sermon by roy was good i thought :) brought away a few useful thoughts and a strong stand.
I dont know why casual sex is condoned and celebrated in this world. its not even cool all you stupid kids.

BS was as usual. I discovered that psalms 119 is a nice chapter.
Psalms 119:76-77
"May your unfailing love be my comfort, according to your promise to your servant.
Let your compassion come to me that I may live, for your law is my delight."
Prayer meeting both morning and afternoon strengthened me. It reminded me that I could draw strength and take comfort in Him. Im not on my own! no matter how shitty the world becomes, God never changes, neither do his words and promises.

comm meeting! just seemed super long but we got alot of issues thrashed out. Im just looking forward to whats in store for youthcomm and for YM. Gonna be alot of work for all of us but it will be so worth it. :)

after meeting, i succumbed to the temptation of bang instead of studying! dangg TT but it was real fun anyway though i was 'peer pressured' half the time. fine all the time, cos im still a newbie and cant figure what to play. haha but it was still very funny :D

thennnn i went to simpang bedok for my granny's birthday dinner!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMA!
yayy! :D
it was this corner restaurant with vandalised crab shells all hung up. quite cool :) and after a while we realised we were actually right beside the canal. LOL dont know why they set up a restaurant beside the canal, so weird! pity the people who go for dinner on days where the canal smells. the water level was very low today luckily and there were people catching fish. haha huhhh the weird sightings of simpang.
anywayyy dinner was quite nice. and i wonder what my cousins usually eat, they practically just ate two pieces of tiny meat and rice. uh o.o i eat way more than that. and found out one of my cousin was working as an usher at F1, near the finishing line!!! whatt! so he got to see all the action without having to pay.

reached home at 10, slept till 12, now im up and im gonna do work cos i didnt do any today! gah! 2 more days!!!!!!!!! zzzzzzz

October 05, 2008

band prac today was fun:) though there was uh 4 people!!
hahaha :D jon is going to double up as guitarist. and theres no drummer!
okay small band tmr, but we will pull it off!:D

October 04, 2008

jay chou's new song!
稻香! Its really really nice! the tune just lifts spirits:)



and talk about amazing lyrics. i think chinese music has the best lyrics, alot more meaningful.

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

October 03, 2008

gahhhh feeling very frustrated over nothing. *(#$($@$ im really in a race against time, trying to overcome and sleep late, maximize time. and at the same time ive a few extra commitments on hand. dont know how now. sciences are starting in 5 days! and i got to start revision on physics only today. gahhhhh321489134 and yet i have to deal with other problems and i want to run away instead.

with all the marksheets coming in it really isnt helping with the situation too. just blatently smacks the fact that im not doing as well as i should in my face, and eoys is all thats left to salvage. and obviously now my eoys are going to be compromised too.

gah!


fine.
i will survive! i hope i do



food is the only element that brings happiness on school days now. just always looking forward to recess, to eat on the ramp with the lunchbox/ bread club and talk about stuff other than chem physics or maths; like buffets ! dessert buffets especially!! or excitedly planning outings after exams haha.
and after recess, look forward to lunch! to eat a proper meal, be full and be happy :)
After school, to go home and drop by the petrol kiosk to buy a treat. haha
food glorious food!
I tried the wasabi filet-o-fish and shaker fries from macs today! Very niceeee!!! maybe because i LOVE wasabi, but yea it was very nice and it made me happy haha :D

dance was the other highlight of today yay :D it swooshes all the worries away for that one hour, concentrate on something else challenging but fun :) next week is the last lesson! argh means i wont have anymore classes! because lyrical jazz ended yesterday! boo! :(

after dance class i went to macs to study. and my bro came to escort me home since my mum thought it was dangerous for me to walk home myself :O (no actually its a plot to get him out of the house to study longer) but it failed cos we couldnt last since macs was so hot and smelly. so we took a leisurely stroll home, dropped by cheers and bought icecream to treat ourselves. :D yay! and we talked about things like obama and mccain's fake drama friendship, and inflation because our favourite solero icecream used to be 70cents and now its one buck, and about physics being very fun in jc (huhh but no i'll still never take physics in jc). haha random


okay more studying, then solid sleep and gear up for a new day!

October 02, 2008

the maddest thing just happened on channel 5.
project runway! tim gunn just brought all the designers to hersheys at times square, and they were given 5 minutes to grab ANYTHING, EVERYTHING they can get their hands on.
goshhhhhh imagine that!
i would be so happy if i got to do that hahahaha. imagine! all the hersheys kisses, mega chocolate bars, reese peanut butter cups omg!! just grab all the chocolates you want without worry about budget :D they had some very cute hersheys teddy bears too!

and now they are all having fun eating their harvest! ahhh so coooool! :D
bad chem day

but anyway happy children's day! :) stay happy stay innocent! :)
innocence is bliss really

decided to go have a walk in the night breeze before going home today. i love walks :) clears your chest, clears your mind alot, i just wished i didnt have my chem textbook and laptop with me so darn heavy haha.
just observed the things i never seen never knew existed around me, and found a new exciting perspective to my old old estate.try taking a walk alone around your estate if you're studying too hard, helps alot =]

then i came home, settled down, turned on my laptop and read some old stuff which really brought back memories, like yc's birthday present for me this year. and i felt bliss to have such a great old friend who treats me sincerely and really just accepts me without conditions. (hahahaha hello chuayuncheng dont get a shock if you're reading this =]) really thank you for the love as an awesome friend! =]]] and thankyou for being you, i just seem to be able to tell you everything without worrying that you'll tell anybody, or without worrying that anything will change.

and heres a shout out to all my old old friends out there, thank you for being with me all these years, accepting me for who i am and all my rubbish and putting up with all my bad moods! sorry for the moodswings i know i shouldn't be like that but sometimes just dont have the strength to overcome. so thankyou for all your giving in and love!
jiale! huiying! huiqing! yiyan! kerri! zee! zhee! guen! rina! shihui! amanda!

and they say true friends stand the test of time =] so heres a shoutout to the ancient friends! since primary school! ling! yuncheng! zhixuan! waiwai! we've known each other for so long!
In p6 everybody said we were gonna keep in touch forever, be best friends forever, but in the end, everybody moved on to new schools, new surroundings, new friends.
so it is just amazing how we've made good our promise and kept in touch till now! it says something about this undying bond. i love you all! and i really do hope we keep in touch forever :)

and rachelyong!!!! now we are really talking about ancient. hahahahah no actually we didnt know each other when i first went to bpmc, but it just feels really ancient, its like i've known you forever. I love you!! Jiayou so much for Os!! I know you will do so well because you have been working so hard and we all see it. And if you didn't know, you've been my mini role model this year because you always have such great energy and just SO much passion for God. You're an inspiration! Smile! :)


I am just so thankful for all these friends. and of course all the many many others but this post is just for old/ancients.
So blessed :) Thank you Lord.