I love music. music is so lovely.... especially when u are feeling sad at 1130 trying to finish your work while everybody else in the house is asleep or dont want to talk to you -.-
And music has rhythm, music has lovely melodies, music makes you fall in love with it. Music speaks to you, you dont have to make an effort to talk to it.
i love music!


I feel sad and evil today =[ coz i realise i did something mean =[[ sorry yiyan..... =[[[

Sigh tired after one whole day.....
I was procrastinating alot the last 3 hours... but i just realised i've still got a lot of work to do......... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh -.-

Oh its my 555th post!
haha nvrmind thats random.

I love this song!!!! from 花样少年少女电视原声带!
Yay channel U is gonna air 花样少年少女!!!!!! yay dont need to wait so long for youtube to load already! =DD

专属天使-- Tank

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

Physics test was horrible! x[

Oh monday blues....
hahaha miss sebestian tried clearing our monday blues and played us a clip. It was about a kid interviewing God =]] yay! He'll always be there for us!
Some more bio during bio.... sigh..... and after bio was special interest lecture. they played us the new coporate video!! i think its uber cool! Haha just that the idea of people running all around school is pretty -.- And in the end the guest speaker didnt turn up and they let us off for lunch!! so we had 1 and a half hours for lunch! woohoo!! haha it was spent learning ting xie in the canteen anyway. And i got 80 for my tingxie later woohoo so proud of myself ^^ =]]]

After school was art..... dreaded art.... but today turned out pretty fun! =]]
We had to grab what we could find from a box of old scraps and making a standing structure. no fixed theme, it had to be abstract. though it was difficult to start but finally we just piaked everything we could find together and made something.
tada! our final product, made of wooden rings, strings, ribbon, paper, straw, thumbtack, cotton, sticker, masking tape, candle, sponge, and alot alot more random paper.
haha so fun =]

our mr candle! lying on his candle pillow!

I like this mosaic piece in the art room! =]]

Thank you, to you.

Woah! whats the buzz all about?


Fei lun hai!!!

HAHAHA! I really went to IMM today! =O i cant believe myself hahaha!!
I just randomly wanted to go try being in the shoes of a fangirl this afternoon. so i went around scouting for people to go IMM with me and when i smsed yihui she said she was there already haha!! So i went to meet her and bel at the mrt and walked to IMM =]]] there were people queuing all the way from the stage inside to the carpark to the main entrance!!! so crazy! hahahah! so we went inside and walked around. the whole hall was packed with people already! and i saw shiing, joycelyn and wingyao there!! haha!! they dont look like fangirls sort =D and they've been sitting there since 2 so sad......
So yihui bel and me walked around and then stood right behind the barrier. we waited for about 1 hour before farenheit arrived. hahahah! but i had a stomachache anyway and went to the toilet before they arrived. and there was no way i could get back into my spot hahaha. the crowd was just WOAH. super crazy people from the back was pushing and pushing x[ but im pretty glad i got out of there coz i felt soooo relieved smelling the fresh air when i walked out HAHA! and then after that i just took the escalator and took pictures of them from the escalator =D hahaha! and then i went to the third level and attempted to see something but yea no chance!


taken from the third level after some nice person gave her place to me ^^

another one =]

from the escaltor on my way down haha!

wheee and so my fangirl expedition finally ended at 7! hahaha

actually going crazy in the midst of a equally mad school term is pretty fun! =DD yay i wouldnt actually mind going for another one ^^ just that i hate all the shoving and pushing =[[[ so sad. it actually takes 10 minutes to walk from burger king to sweettalk because of the crowd! hahaha u're just like a molecule of water in the sea, being swept along by the current ahha!

hahaha to all the sane people out there. go try fangirling someday! its good to do something different once in a lifetime! =DDD

I wanna go IMM today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x((((((

I went to my dentist again today!!
Went there got my xray taken. oh gosh ive taken 4 xrays in the last few months my brain cells are really dying... -.- and then the orthodonist stuck a whole plah of chewing gum like thing onto my teeth. then it hardened and then she wranked it out.... it was so scary okay..... TT its for making a model of my teeth i think hahahaha! so cool! =D and then she stuck some metal thing in between my teeth TT it hurts like crap!!!! wehhhhhh TT
and after that i had to extract 2 upper teeth. i dont know why, i got poked by the syringe at least 10 times........................ why so many injections TT ahhhhhhh it was super gross my upper lip felt like a fat sausage again, couldnt even gargle properly =.= and when he took the plier and pulled my teeth out, i could feel it uprooting!!!!! so grosssss!!!!!! its really really disgusting and scary to feel your teeth being yanked out like that......................

For the first time i really understood the meaning throbbing headache. coz its really like something throbbing inside your head. its a horrible horrible feeling ahhhh. yay thank goodness theres painkillers ^^ i went to my grannys house at 4, fell asleep till 7 haha! the headache is really horrible. and my mouth hurts i cant bite x/

im getting braces next saturday!! im gonna miss my two cute hu3 ya2 and my jagged teeth.
nvrmind! its all for the better =] but oh nooo im gonna suffer two whole years. oh no... so long... TT

its the weekends again!! long live weekends! ^^

The new tramp came on tuesday! and it certainly wasnt easy moving it up three floors. we heaved it up step by step by the stairs! so sad! it was so funny when the guides were in our way and they were having their drill, so their senior shouted something and they all defroze and ran away. so cute! and then wang said a really funny 'thank you' to them =D After moving it into the gym, we unfloded it ^^ and wasted so much time moving it up and clearing the area to fit it in! but after all it was worth it! coz i love the new tramp!!!!! yay!!!! its soft and still bouncy. woo yay!! ^^ oh and the old blut mats at the corner had mould growing on it! diamond-shaped mould! grossss! but actually thinking of it it was actually quite a pretty pattern, oh how wonderful nature is =D

We started training only at 5 so there was 1 hour left for us to jump. mmhmm so we uhh did our normal stuff before going home =D

and today we did super alot of taos. 38 +- !! thats alot! and wang made us chuai today. it was a rather pathetic attempt but nvrmind............... hahaha =D yay it was rather productive today and amanda improved so much more again today ^^ yayyy! so happy! OH YA and jiayi made me be treasurer. nooooooo! noooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!! arghhhh -.- noooooooooooooo..............

school life is still pretty sad with so much work to do............ -.- SIAs are HORRIBLE. especially IH sia i totally dislike/hate IH now -.-

my obs logo is horridddddd!
* dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot *
literally.

Its monday again!!! monday blues! >< we had 3 quizzes today and had to write one chinese compo ahhhhhhhhh and for art we stared at the computer for super duper long. hahahaha i was copying and pasting the dots for my butterfly TT soooooooo horrible............... and i havent finished. still got so much to do and we have to complete it by next monday...... noooo.....

hmm i feel rather slack tonight and yesterday i worked till 1 am TT
i dont wanna do homework!!!

I wanna bake cream puffs!

The new trampoline is coming on tuesday!!!!! ^^

Wang is really scarily nice this year. hes trying to be nice after all that windstorm.

Brain drain

Im knocking my shin bone. and it makes a hollow sound.
how funny =]

WHY

why is life so irritating!
Saturday, rina fell on the tramp and hurt her knee. Didn't look serious. And Rina just put ice on it for the rest of training. There was only a slight swelling, and a dull pain. Then she went to the sinseh. Hurt ligament, and said it would be okay in a week or two. The next time i knew it, her ligament was torn, and it wont ever fully heal. That was bad enough, till today rina went for a scan which said that the anterior cruciate (?) ligament was completely torn. plus meniscus. and operation was almost essential.

noooooooooooo...... how did a normal houkong become such a huge deal... and this one fall is going to affect the rest of her life. arghhhhhhhh its so unfair!!! so irritating!!! so gross!!!!!!!
Why does this always happen, last year was meli and jiayi, now its rina. ahhhhhhh!!!
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I feel so dumb and guilty...... i cant do anything for her except pray for her.
Shes been working so hard for comps...... and its over even before. why rina?!?!?
Its so scary knowing that injuries are going to happen anytime anywhere to anybody. maybe it might just ruin B div.


Its scary.

It's The End Of The Road
---Matt Goss

Yesterday a clear horizon
Now the clouds are rolling in it's disappeared
The one thing that I've always believed in
It's strange how right now it all seems so unclear
I consult my soul and it tells me that it knows
There's no doubt one day I'm gonna fly
Gotta stand up, dust myself off
Just for now, it's the end of the road

When something ends something begins
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave it makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road, it's the end of the road

One line can change a story
So sometimes let the line just be unsaid
Pride only thinks about the glory
And just the right now and not the days ahead
I've held my breath, walked on shells hoped for the best
What the future holds, I don't know
I've gotta stand up, dust myself off
Just for now, it's the end of the road

When something ends something begins
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave it makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road

I've been traveling, get the dust right off the windshield
No one gets the road map to their life
Cause life is so subjective
I'll take my pain and I wanna protect it,
Never blinds me always reminds me
There's so much more to see, at the end of the road

When something ends something begins
Is this the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
Oh is this the end of the road
When something ends something begins
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave it makes you wanna stay
I know it's just the end of the road

This song is featured at the end of so you think you can dance.
And it think its a really nice song! Its pretty motivational when you're down =]]]

rarlala my blog is so boring =///

haha new weird skin. the penguin is so cute =]]]

i got nothing much to say... except stop the work!!! =[

i gotta wake up early tmr! trainings at 830! ><

rarlala my blog is so boring =////

waaaaaaaaaa....... tired... TT hahhaha nvrmind i always say that.

bored of school...... and the heap of work to do........
The teachers are just bombing us with SIAs and deadlines and expect us to hand up in time.
so sad =[

Training was pretty fun today though =D Sec2 juniors werent here there were only the new sec ones and tessa and minyi. lala! i finished 50 houkongs from tramp to mat! ^^ hahahaha =D
hmmm and wang talked to us again.... but he was pretty nice. And after that, he was smiling at me as he corrected my houkong. So nice of him but... its FREAKY!!!! hahahah its so contradicting, normally i wished he could be nicer, now i think he should remain fierce. x/ hahaha it really freaks me out to have somebody change so drastically within.. 5 minutes? hahahah anyway i love tessa!!!! she was practicing herself on the small tramp the WHOLE training. and she accomplished her goal today! =DDD tessa's the best junior you can have, dont whine, dont moodswing, and shes so matured. i wouldnt normally remind my juniors to remember to rest. hahahah! =DDDDDD wheelala actually all my other juniors are lovely too! just that you all need to work harder k!!!

I like my seating arrangement! =D coz there are nice nice people all around!! and i suddenly love discussion sessions ^^

ahhhhhhhhhh its a tiring day........

First period was uhhh chinese. ahahaha i realised i like our chinese teacher! shes funny =D
And second period was physics...... sooooooo drowsy.......
And third period was Maths....... sooo sad..........
And fourth period was Bio! really saddd until the last 10 minutes. hahahah the last ten minutes we played a game! Everybody got a test tube of colourless and odourless liquid of which 15 were tap water and 1 was calcium hydroxide or sth like that. and we went around 'infecting' other people by pouring our liquid into theirs and theirs into ours. so fun so fun! and then later on we checked our solution with the tester and mine turned pink!!! YAY i was infected! SO FUN! and maybe im the 'source' we're gonna determined tomorrow =D yay anyway its still so fun! coz i was infected! ^^
After lunch was Chem practical. hahahah it was uh.......... pretty normal but yes! its still better than having theory in class! =D and mrs chew is funny! nice chem teacher =]]]
mmhmm then we had class contact time and then done with school! rejoice!

But after that was training. Our sec ones came in today!!!! =DDD there was 7 and i think 9 other missing people hahahaha. And then they were just doing forward roll and handstand and stoning as usual. Today we set up the small tramp! =DD wheeee it so overly bouncy but its so fun =D mmhmm! And then erm yep today's training was super slack i only got to jump thrice, including jian cha. so pathetic.... And YAY i didnt a pretty okay houkong today for jian cha ^^ And time zoomed past for today and soon the funny 6oclock bell rang and we had a 'meeting', which essentially ended up as wang scolding us time. mmhmm so we got a big lecture from him and stuff and settled new training dates. Now c div training 1, 3, 5 and we training 2, 4, 6. sigh so sad! our juniorssssss! hmm =/ and we have to go back extra days to check on juniors.
Sigh but what wang said was right la =/ gym is deteriorating and rotting now..... sigh! nanyang gym legacy goes down like that... =[

SIGH! life is so sad nowadays.

So much art work to do....................... TT

see! the cool silver people along orchad road =DD
I like them coz they are such great stoners! ^^


the tutle population at action city! =DDD

Waaa so utterly tired and my legs are soooooooo sore............. TT

Training was as usual just that wang forced me and rina to do houkong from tramp to mat!!!!!
Soooo freaky!!! especially when ur hands and legs are totally just jelly and u arent really in control of yourself. mmhmm! And doing on houkong there gives you a feeling of "nothing-ness" hahahaha! seriously hmm at least when we do on the tumble track you feel yourself flipping ahahha. Doing on the tramp makes you feel really floaty =) =( hahahah. anyway houkong is quite fun actually! xD although its still scary!!!

Yep yep! therefore today was productive and im happy! =DD

After training went to orchad to buy presents with Yiyan. hahaha we took bus and walked to far east plaza. took so long to walk all over the place and the elmo shirt shop wasnt open =[[[[[[ And then we walked down to Wisma, walked all over the place, and then walked around taka too. Still no sign of potential good presents =[ And then we went to lucky plaza, but no luck. mmhmm and btw we walked past two stoning people painted in silver!!!! I think they are really cool!!! i like them =DDD shall upload the pic sometime later. And we saw the little boy drummer hahahah hes quite good i should say =]] and he was drumming to hillsongs =DD
mmhmm and then we walked to heeren took like really really long walking around... and then we crossed the road to cineleisure and walked alllll around. and yay i found something! =D yiyan found sth too! =DD mmhmm and then we walked to somerset deciding to give up and try another day. so we just sat there eating our potato chips. And this guy came up to us to ask us to donate money..... It was my fourth time in 2 weeks. I have a kind face I tell you -.-
Anyway then we decided to walk back to bossini to try. and another guy asked us to donate money again. yes rejected. So ya we walked to bossini and realised they didnt have much so we crossed the road to urban warehouse. and we took soooo long in there and walked to M industry and finally back to urban warehouse. And yay!!! we finally got something for zhee. IT IS SO DIFFICULT SHOPPING FOR HER -.- no wonder she has such a limited wadrobe hahahahha. WHEEEE and finally went home!!!! and i reached my ahma house at 840.......
hahahah =/ shopping is tiring..........


im hungry =/ noooo i must stop my bingeing. hahahahah x/

Second day of school!

Hahahaha I skipped lessons for the whole day. except for the last half an hour hahahaha!
Coz we had CCA selections today!!!

Was at the gym since 8 and the sec ones started flowing in at 9. So the usual stuff, we made everybody sit down and point toes, and Wang went around picking out people. The people picked went to jump on the tramp and the rest just went to the tumble track. Ahaha its soooo sad to be in charge of the tumble track people, coz all the sec ones just stone and stare at you even though u are trying very hard to get them to loosen up and go play on the tumble track -.-
Haha actually over at the tramp isnt very good too coz u watch the sec ones jump around and fall all over the place. its seriously heart stopping to watch them -.-
And so we had selections till 1030 and then another round from 1115 till 1. we picked out 49 better ones who could coordinate themselves.
And i went back for half an hour of maths lesson at 2 haha.

After school was training and there were woah! so many people! hahahaha! almost all the trampers were there =]] whee lala i got nothing much to say except that training was fun today and time passed super fast. and coz wang wasnt there! ^^

oh man....... i still dont want to go to school tmr...

Its 3rd January 2007! First day of Sec 3 life, in 302. Wasn't a really good start but yep wasnt that bad too.

From 8 till 1015, our form teacher, Ms Sebastian, just talked and made us do a character evaluation thing. Then we sat in a circle and started introducing ourselves one by one =] So 302 has a pretty much good mix of people of all different personalities. Then after recess i forgot what we did, and then we had to go to the audi to listen to our head of level, Mrs Soh, talk. Then was a CIP talk from Mdm Toh. sorry but i almost fell asleep.... it was sooooo............. ........... and the projector is super noisy -.- After lunch we went back to class and discussed about 5 articles of new year resolutions, all with different wishes. I found it pretty interesting especially our group was really into it i think =]]

There was one article from a third year business at student at SMU.

Eyes set on being a millionaire by age 25

There comes a moment in everyone's life when he askes the question: What do i really want?
I have popped that poser and realise that I am a materialistic individual who dreams of fame and fortune.
No, I am not talking merely about the 5Cs here: The swanky new BMW is simply not enough, I want a collection of cars.
A condo? Why not a massive villa constructed to my personal taste?
You get the picture?
After all, if you want to dream, you might as well dream big: I want to be a millionaire by 25 and a billionaire by 40.
I see material possessions as a justification of my achievements and self-worth. Sad, you might say, but that's me. My fix comes from the next increase in my income and the next competition i win. And i love every minute of it.
Some might say that my goals are, at the very elast, lofty, but i have come to believe that anything is possible. I know what I want and work very hard - often 19hours a day - to ensure that i walk the talk.
I cannot imagine living life like the average Joe down the street.
Call me an egomaniac, dreamer or madman, but I am going to go out there and take what I want.

Haha apparently the people in my group hated him, except for JiaWen. hahaha Hes too egoistic and isnt realistic. HAha thats true, but i really admire him for daring to be frank, though he would probably be very resented by the public. At least i know hes not a hypocrite and speaks up for what he firmly believes. He dares to dream =]]]] and dream big =]]]] hahahahah and mostly he works for what he wants, not only talk rubbish ^^ hope he gets what he wants!

After school, yiyan, zee and me just lingered around school talking for 2 hours. hahahaha sigh it feels so nice to be able to talk and not rush off for cca or homework. We need to slow down =]

I utterly miss 202!!! and i utterly miss H9G!!!

BOOYA HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

It was a wonderful ending to 2006 yesterday! =]]
Went to church for service as on any other sunday mornings! =]] and after that we went to century square to watch Night at the Museum after having lunch. Night at the Museum is a really cute movie!!!!!! =D And after that we went back to church and started playing pictionary. hahahahah was so funny! =]] and then played foosball =D hahahaha.

And soon enough it was 930!! so everybody went up to the main hall for watchnight service. JB and Joel opened the service with a game? o.o and ben went up to say lame jokes. hahahaha so cold..............
Then the papurri led us into worship! =DD yayyy! after that there was sharing and sermon. and then it was countdown already! =]]]] and everybody went all over the place wishing everybody else a happy new year ^^
We welcomed the new year by singing and jumping for Him!! ^^ YAY thats what i call a great start to a wonderful new year! =DD Then the dance people presented a 'sunday school rock' dance for us. It was so nice!! and tash looked so super cute =DDD and we got up dancing with them =]] After service we went down to the youth room to write our new year resolutions and review our 2006 resolutions. sadly only 1 of my resolution was fufilled =[ nvrmind!! i will fufill my resolutions for 2007!!! =]]]]
Then we were free to roam! i jsut stayed in the youth room playing foosball hahahaha! I really dont know what i did for the 5 hours. i think i really was just playing foosball all the way o.o hahahahah how scary. lol! but it was so fun haha! playing with sherwin is so funny hahaha! especially seeing him looking at my bro in disgust! haha!!!
Then about 6am, a few of us just sat down and started talking yayyy! =]]]] talking is fun! =]]] Then Joel came in and started playing emo songs hahaha! And keith was acting to 'back at one' again -.- anyway back at one is a lovely song! ^^ Then we went to eat breakfast then went homeeeeee. and i've been sleeping till now =]

Yay =DD

I wanna thank so many people for being so super nice throughout this whole year.
I LOVE H9G!!!!!! Its really really so difficult to find 8 other people who are this easy to love!!! ^^ I dont want to split up.................. TT And i love Gibeon too!!! yay!! love my team ^^ our team rocks!!
sorry for not sending u all greetings coz ive got 10 smses left for 19 days now TT