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AHHHHHHhh everybody is so stressed out and crashing.
At least i am.
Theres stupid and redundant homeecons research paper.
TKAM test on thursday.
Maths test next tuesday.
Geog test next thursday = COMPETITION DAY!!
AHHHHHH OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!
Comps is in NINE DAYS.
the last time i counted was 1month 1 week 1 day, then 1 month, then 2 weeks, then now its NINE DAYS!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH omg!!!!!!!!! =[[[[[[[[[[[[[
this is so saddist la..... i dont want comps to come!!!!!
GO AWAY U STUPID COMPS!!!!!! X((((((((

and comps is so near and people choose to pon training coz they have alot of homework.
what excuse is that la like we dont have the same amount of work. AHHHH!
shit we are gonna die. Die. DIE.
and GAHHH i really hope being 6 doesnt mean a single thing. rina deserves to be in the five more than anybody else. shes always the one going for every training, shes always the one trying to improve herself, shes always the one accepting the facts instead of whining, shes always the one there to comfort us too. AHHHHHH i love rina!! can 6 dont mean anything!

omgosh..... im so sad again =[ i dont mind failing during comps. i dont mind not getting anything. but i dont want to disappoint the seniors. our taos are their hardwork and we dont want it to go to waste. And it all comes back to team effort. we need to work hard TOGETHER!!!

ah im really scared....