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WHY

why is life so irritating!
Saturday, rina fell on the tramp and hurt her knee. Didn't look serious. And Rina just put ice on it for the rest of training. There was only a slight swelling, and a dull pain. Then she went to the sinseh. Hurt ligament, and said it would be okay in a week or two. The next time i knew it, her ligament was torn, and it wont ever fully heal. That was bad enough, till today rina went for a scan which said that the anterior cruciate (?) ligament was completely torn. plus meniscus. and operation was almost essential.

noooooooooooo...... how did a normal houkong become such a huge deal... and this one fall is going to affect the rest of her life. arghhhhhhhh its so unfair!!! so irritating!!! so gross!!!!!!!
Why does this always happen, last year was meli and jiayi, now its rina. ahhhhhhh!!!
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I feel so dumb and guilty...... i cant do anything for her except pray for her.
Shes been working so hard for comps...... and its over even before. why rina?!?!?
Its so scary knowing that injuries are going to happen anytime anywhere to anybody. maybe it might just ruin B div.


Its scary.