meep meep ma moo meep

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
im so happy i feel like running and jumping around just going crazy!!!

IM SO PROUD OF ALL MY JUNIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLUS MANDA my little ball of proness!
(although im still angry she didnt get me and rina a balloon! humph!)

C DIV TEAM SILVER!
B DIV TEAM GOLD!
QIAO INDIV BROZE
MINYI INDIV SILVER
AMANDA INDIV GOLD
wheeeeee we swiped everything for BDiv woohoo!!!

and the seniors swiped everything for Adiv toooo!!!!!!!!
mwahahah :D
HCI girls TEAM GOLD
JEANNE, PEIRONG INDIV SILVER
MEIYING IDIV GOLD

yayssssssss!!!!


wala! im still very proud of you all my juniors!
Cherie, Tessa, Abby, Buggy, Claudia you all did your best!
im so proud of you all for jian chi-ing and all your effort!!
it paid off!
you got your deserved silver ahhhh!
:DDD

and Zoeee! cute giant!!! im so proud of you too!! you did great!!!!
considering you must have been really freaked out being first
and you improved from shichangdi!!!!
so you should be really proud of yourself too!
Minyi!! haha amanda sianglin and I never had to worry about you! and you proved us so right!! :DDD
your tao was really pretty and niceee!!!
GO IDIV GOLD NEXT YEAR!
Amanda! i have nothing to say la. just... WA PRO. *drops jaw in awe*!
SOOO proud of my teammie! Im so sure Rina is too!!
QIAO~!!!!! youuuuuuu!!!! proudest of you!!!!!!!! remember in december manda had to talk to you over some problems. and just 2 weeks ago you were scared and freaking out over your unformed tao. and LOOK WHERE YOU ARE NOW! Indiv bronze!!! You really put in alot alot of effort into training. we all saw that and ahhhh im just so proud of you over that!!!! :DD always remember you can achieve alot if you put your heart in it =]
and TEDDY! so proud of you tooo!!!!! it was an accident! Stop worrying and move on to aim for an indiv medal next year! I have so much confidence in your tao! Its pretty!!!! manda picked herself up so well from last year and YOU CAN TOO!!!

now im glad for my injury =]
though i lost my chance to compete. im sad im not even regarded as being in the team at all. lost all traces of recognition for my efforts. lost the team gold medal i wanted so badly argh. honestly i felt very sour, call me selfish whatever.
but im glad because there was a empty position for comps, which drove the juniors to train hard to compete. (i think it worked to some extent)
and also because a junior got to experience comps =]
its a happy feeling to think that she had a chance to experience something so precious :D and a chance to build herself up :D


And i want to say i still love my team!! ALOT!!! NY Tramp Sec4s '08!
although there are only 2 current working members, amanda and sammie
(lol we are such an injured batch.)
I love you people alotttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
AMANDA! SIANGLIN! RINAAAA! SHIHUI! SAMMIE!
i dont know how to get us back together as one team, it just seems so difficult cause we are all so different =/
but i just know that i love ya'll alot! alot alot!!!!!!!!!! so much i cant express it!

maybe its alright to be the way we are. but i just hope you all feel the same love for our batch too....