July 29, 2008

im tired! exhausted really from all the busy-ness going all around fufilling my life
gahhh :(
i hate responsibilities. they are like stupid chains that tie you to a lamppost when theres a bunch of screaming happy kids on the merry go round in front of you.
and its like pouring a bucket of water over the fire (whats more with the chicken wings and satay still on top) at a bbq gathering with your primary school classmates.
oh gosh that sucks so much.
i hate being forced by conscience to do somethign though i really really really do not want to do it. and i know i really better go do it if not its gonna make other people sad. but then again i really really dont dont dont want to do it. gah sometimes how i wish to be some immoral ass and heck care the whole world. no im joking i dont want to.

haha oh gosh that was a really random ramble. i didnt intend it!

anyway today was fine.... everyday is fine... school is just 'go, sit, listen, sleep, go home -.-' im hating going to school now. dont see the point. and dont see the point in scrambling our guts for a stupid cert. life is much more than that right.
got back maths results! got a 70% =[[[ gahh though i expected alot worse, but its still really lousy. maths =100%! or at least >90%! gahhh

training was fun though, teaching the sec2s, getting irritated over their ugly dongzuos, and then watching them improve =]]
lol the sec2s are so comical and cute! claudia is so funny hahaha poor claudia.
haha i look at them and get reminded of myself when i was sec2. having fun suffering as a team doing zhuan tangs and alot alot alot of houkong fu zhu. just had so much life and joy coming from nowhere.
then came the disasters that changed everything. and nothing was the same again. and aging didnt help at all. haha now i feel so old and granny like. being sec 4 is like being such a grand old dame haha.
okay anyway i really hope the sec2s keep their joy forever =]] go you all funny juniors.

dance class was good:D the instructor is really funny! and we learnt a new cheoreo to the song 'apologize'. i think this set of choreo is more difficult than the previous weeks, but i really like it! =]]
next weeks the last lesson =[ im gonna sign up for a new class but its a different genre and i know im gonna miss this class alot.

oh right i havent mentioned how accident prone i was today. i spent 15 minutes just now trying to get a stupid splinter out of my finger. it was stuck under my skin cos it went in by 80degrees so it was parallel, out of sight, and hurting. so then i had to use a needle and dig around my finger for it. hahahaha sickk
and earlier during training i fell on the tramp cos my thighs werent working, and got scrapes on my elbow. the one on my left is really bad oh goshhh. haha its the kind of really on the surface thing that scrapes off the top most layer and leaves the raw and most sensitive part there. oh gosh it freaking hurts alot. especially when i was bathing haha jeez the pain is reaaaaaaaalllyyy gross. i mean reeeeeaaaaaalllllllyyyy. TT


okay now i shall blog about cross country yesterday!
haha its the first crosscountry i actually walked out of all these years! its my first funrun actually! and it felt really good:D it was probably the most memorable cross country already! =]
haha it was totally a level mass walk. all the sec 4s were clumped up and walking and chatting happily. only a few nice people actually ran =] like jasmine! haha
jiale and i were happily talking the whole way, and the softballers were strolling behind us too. hahah but then yiyan, careen and susie were in competitive and they were just walking along for fun! hahah stupid huiqing you slacker! she ponned competitive cos of her 'chronic pore inflammation' gosh! haha and she was still camwhoring while walking along the road! haha stupid camwhore!
oh oh ya the competitive run! yiyan got 8th!! woohoo so proud of her!:D and huiying got 20th!!! so unexpected so proo!! rachel got 11th and sam got 12th! :DDD yay!

after crosscountry ended we went off to the bus stop to go to amk hub
okay pictures at the bus stop!

huiying ahhhhh! tskkk never expected you to be the zilian one!

hahahah this is so funny i couldnt resist posting it
"wah if they get any closer ah"
huiqing just wanted me to get her right profile cos shes got her really bad 'pore inflammation' on the left side! and huiying just happened to be there. haha!

whoo!


we watched batman at amk hub!
the movie is really good! and i like the joker!! but then by 'the joker' i really mean heath ledger! hes such an awesome actor. superb. and he gave his everything to this movie. thats just something so respectable , much more so than just a pretty face and hot bod like batman. btw christian bale is not handsome!

i think the good plot is what really differentiated this movie from the rest of the superhero movies. the plot really makes people think. about the fall of righteous men, the power of evil, the true faces of people. i love the boat scene! so touching
but something i didnt like was the typical senseless fighting and noise mess. the fighting scenes in iron man made way more sense though batman's automobiles are so darn impressive!
and i hated the endingggggggggg oh gosh i officially hate sequels! no proper ending!! gahhhhhh i want to know what happened to the joker!

we saw this scene after walking out of the cinema.

soooo cute rightttt! its like a kindergarten outing! all the little boys and girls were holding hands and walking really slowly/waddling like ducks together! gosh so uber cute!! really really!
after that we went to macs and sat down and talked and talked

and took picture too! but kerri forgot to bring her camera cable from shanghai! so we can only get it when she goes back to shanghai hahaha! which is really long away because kerri is going to malaysia to play after this then going to beijing to watch olympics!!!!!! gahhhhhhh!!!! and shes gonna watch the gymnastics ones!!!! i wanna go tooo!! Dx
cant wait to get our group photos! hahaha then jiale will finally realise ( =]]] )

meanwhile, its the 4 of us taken with my pathetic phone.

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