meep meep ma moo meep

gahhhhhhhhhhh
10 hours of making pop-ups. measuring, drawing lines, cutting, scoring, folding, pasting,
getting pissed at paper, making it work.
omggggggggggggg its really driving me crazy!!!
SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh

-.-

asdfasldfjadfdfnwler

*(^#@$(@#)@)

im freaking dead for art. dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee TT want to cry.



DEEP BREATH


BREATHE



BREATHE



!!!!!!!!!

okay i need to calm my nerves and relax for a while.
dont know how


think zen... zen...



okay at least something nice happened today
the tcc staff came and talked to me randomly
haha about how his pay at tcc is.....erm..... very.... high.... hahahaha
and what hes working as blah blah
and offering to help us with the membership card =]]]]
nice person :)

yay



2 more days i just need to survive this two days then i can start mugging. oh no i cant theres still e-portfolio -.-
&@^$(*@(
and then eoys for art. its gonna be crazy........ ahhhhhhhhh

TT

its the fact that we have to do art while all the rest of the people get to mug their lives off and i cant, that irritates me. i want to mug too because i need to. grah

i shall go find something to cheer myself up

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oh i just passed by jiale's blog. okay its not something cheery but just something reflective

"I don't know what made me type all these. But maybe the underlying message is just, to treasure. You never know when your life is going to taken away from you, for life is an uncertainty. Treasure your liberty to make wise decisions, treasure the fact that you are healthily alive, and most importantly, treasure the people around you. Never wait till the last minute to tell them "thank you", "sorry", "i love you", because you never know if there is going to be one."

totally agreed. treasure. because you never know when youre gonna die, or they are gonna die.
lol jiale's said all the nice sides of it

me feeling more of a pessimist today, i think that we should treasure too because people change, just somehow somewhere.
Treasure the present, enjoy happy moments.
Treasure your friends now, because if you dont, its too late if your friends turn strangers.
haha its sad that im kind of speaking from experience. and all i can do is regret
so treasure your friends, salvage the relationship while you can. its too late to say "thank you", "sorry", "i love you" when things already turn alien.