meep meep ma moo meep

Today was the first day meeting my class im sticking with for the next two years, and the day i came to the fact that I was in Athena.

But today is also the day I experienced the real emotion of disbelief,reluctance to believe, and came face to face with something i thought only happened in dramas.
Someone i loved enough met with an accident.
Arghhh and i can do nothing. I dont know how to respond and i dont know what to do. All im feeling is now 'what the shit?!' sorry crude but nothing more apt.
our hearts are all crying

i pray and pray and pray.