Time of my life.
Its overrrr. Its all over. Its been over for like 3 days actually haha finally found the motivation to talk about it. Im still sad and angry but more angry than sad.
Not like I expected to win but i just wanted to connect my routine. People keep telling me not to be too hard on myself since i practically only jied during shichangdi butttt thennnn :( shibai is shibai laaaaa. The more Wang lao shi kept telling me 'Hen hao hen hao" the more i was sad.
Oh well theres still next year but then again its gonna be the last year everything depends on it and if i screw up again i dont know what I will do. sigh.
On the brighter side, Im really glad for comps though i still hate it. Its dumb we train the whole year, sometimes wait 2 years just for that 20 seconds which is so so so easy to mess up.
But im glad we did well as a whole this year though everybody like everybody including the guys screwed up/didnt perform our best. Haha the Adiv guys for team silver. Laoda got indiv gold, Jeanne indiv silver, Amanda indiv bronze.
High school kids did really well too both C div, B div team gold i think =]. Nanyang C div team silver, B div team gold:D Cherie was so amazing she was so freaked out before comps she started crying then she went up and performed her best tao and got Indiv Gold! haha omg my cute cute junior.
Good conclusion for tramp comps 09.
Bad one for me but im just very thankful for having been through the whole process, training, having fun, failing. whats left is to pick myself up and aim for indiv next year.
And im so thankful to have awesome seniors who give so much support and just being there to cheer us on and give us advice and be our pillar. I miss them so much!!! Haha i miss being the youngest in nanyang gym having seniors to look up to listen to.
Jiayee, Meiying, Peirong, Lingying.
And so thankful for J2 seniorsssss!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOO I am going to miss them so much!!!! No more seniors :((( noooooooo argh i want the seniors.
They've really made gym what it is, so fun so carefree. nooo shittt im going to really miss them.
Erwin always there to provide food :DD and treat us to stuff haha and always having the time to hang out with us
Darrell talking random rubbish and making everything less stressful
Jevon for being the nicest!!!
Chun Yan for being there? haha appreciate it still
and JEANNE. oh no im going to miss Jeanne so much, our most loved captain.
AkilanShanmugaratnam, Darrell, JevonChandra, Erwin, ChunYan
(haha 2 interesting surnames!)
Natty:D hahahah omg minus 0.3 hahahaha!
Nanyang B Div all my pretty juniors
华中闪电霹雳女侠队！！！
haha to the ugliest leotard i ever had!
OllyWolly^33
Marrell!
Seniorsss^333 miss Yining and Yuhan!
Yay Jiayi came back! Havent seen her in so so so so long!
TEAMMIES! The best in the world!
And this was supposed to be one photo hahahah
"Take Photo!"
*Pose*
"?????????" "because after very long Laoda still havent count down*
"OKAY DONE!" (cos she took 7 already without us knowing)
"!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
hahaha shes the best man!
(ohman somebody teach me how to embed flash showssss
Haha i love this photo!
Thank you everybody for the gifts and well wishes!
Haha im gonna boast about my mega bouquet from Nat wahahahah! :D dont be jealous cos i have an awesome bf hahahaha! :DD kidding kidding(as in the jealous part, the awesome part is universal truth:)))
He arranged it himself!! Super pretty!!! Yaye next time he can go work part time at a florist then i get pretty flowers free yayyy hahaha:D Lol i remember two years ago we all got bouquets from SJI for comps present as well. I was so shocked when i heard they arranged the bouquets themselves and I remember thinking, "Wah this guy! Is secretly a girl inside man!" haha so shocking!:D And coincidentally i got a bouquet of roses that year too, ya the year that poor amanda got chrysanthemums hahahah!
Haha my bouquet is so huge, poor thing gotta go into a plastic container cos i have no idea how else to keep it alive. And its super heavy haha :D
And I got two balloons from Nat too :DD yayee! haha lucky its not barbie. You you you dont ever get me a barbie balloon! no where to hide my face hahaah!
Thank you so muchh I love my balloons and flowers but most of all thank you for being there for me the whole dayyyy. from when i was stressing out till after when i was sad, thank you for trying so hard to cheer me up! You're the best!!
YAY!
Yay gebera its so pretty! And sunflower from Livia! :D
Oh yea after comps we went to NYDC at Holland V. Haha mad everybody was so high and drunk on air haha esp the two amandas! Hahah had a great time:)
And want to thank Wang for believing in me. I think no other coach would have been so encouraging toward someone whom he knows isnt gonna bring home the medal. He didnt give up on me when time and again i couldnt psycho myself to jie tao, he didnt give up on me when i injured myself again so close to comps. Haha I wish i could tell him that i appreciate him but ew ew ew so cheesy hahahahah!! and i cant speak chinese laaa! hahahha!
Looking back at the past 4 months im really glad i joined gym again. It really gave me a new love for it and allowed me to find back the joy of jumping which i had somehow lost along the way in nanyang. Im so thankful :)
And after it all i realised that the gym is really where i want to be and i love the people there so so so much.
