meep meep ma moo meep

I need to do my work

but im not doing it

because i cant bring myself to do it

gahhhh omggg :(

its just this super strong unwillingness, and the realisation of 'why am i working, wasting my life away when theres so much more meaningful stuff i can do'

but then again, theres the responsibilities part. the blatant fact that i am supposed to and have to do my work.

it doesnt help that im someone who only does stuff which i feel-like, not according to rationality
explains why i start baking at like 11pm

gah i wish i had more willpower