Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God. – Psalm 42:5-6a

I love this verse=]
Bestest source of comfort. Thank you Lord.

lalalalallalaaaaaaaaaaa
dont know why i feel so crappy today


i think im such a bad friend aiyaaa=[[
smile you!


ah well tmr is sports meet! yay slack day!

this is my 800th post!
haha oh cool :D
old old blog!

ah okay today was a happy day! :DD
class breakfast was great haha! :D
whole class sit in 2 rows and......... ready.......set............go! eat eat eat eat eat! ^^
Ms sebastian was so nice! she bought munchy donuts for us!!
and we finally got our second class picture of the year! =]]]

later that day during chinese we continued watching she diao ying xiong zhuan.
haha its so retarded!!! and funny!
watching with a whole class makes it so fun :DD
the little boy is retardedly dumb HAHA which makes watching him so funny.
and the female scary person is so sad TT
the spoilt little brat of a prince deserves to be smacked!
haha okay okay stop stop.


heres rachel's eeyoreeee!!!!

its so cuteeeeeeee right!!!
its so squishable! and its so blobby and fat! so cuteeee! xD

and its flat at the bottom!! somehow this makes it so funny and cute right! haha!!
(stupid wingyau eeyore is a guy okay!haha!)

eeyore made my day! haha! i miss eeyore! Dx

during LA ms sebastian showed us a super cute song!!

haha i totally love the tune!! so retro and happy!
though not exactly the lyrics though. its about poor governance and corruption in africa haha!
love the chorus!

after school, i went to the comlab to do chem sia before popping back at the gym.
haha training is so slack now but the sec2s are making good progress. so proud of you people!! :D
and amanda started learning A div!!
eek i want to heal heal heal and quickly go get my A div tao! :D whee it looks really fun!
and wu lao shi is SOO CUTE!
haha!
wu lao shi: "ni de bei you mei you hao yi dian ma?"
me:"mei you."
wu lao shi: *DIE2 DAO3* (in a very funny and comical way!)

haha wu lao shi is so cuteee!! :DD


oh one last thing!
i think plankton is so cute!

including this one that jas drew for me! :DD

haha! my today is so filled with cute stuff ^^

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King

I think God is mighty awesome!
He created us! this complex thing that we can never understand.
and all the hills and mountains and pretty green pastures.
His intelligence is so beyond. like far far far far farrrrrrrr from what any of us will ever achieve.
Its so cool how he designed everything, from how the nucleus works to how all the cells can work happily together to create organs and then create a human! :O
so unimaginable! and thats just one species in this vast world.
He created the pretty stars and the sun and the moon and trees and plants and mountains and land and cool animals like mammoths and birds and cute animals like dogs and hamsters and penguins, and he created smart plants and pretty pretty flowers too!
wow! :D
Lord you're so cool!

I love bio! With every bio lesson i realise more how awesome our creator is!
i dont like art! but with every art lesson when we draw nature i realise that He doesnt just make things work perfectly, he makes things so pretty too! look at the roses! =] best artist ever!

Ain't he awesome!

gosh i just love walking around random places and wasting time like that
feels so good amidst all the rushing and chionging of work!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333333
sweet 16!!!
we love you!

402 went down to support basketball finals today.
eva and cassie are so pro!!!!!
:DD
yays!!
you all played really well!! great game!!!

after that wingyau and qianwen and i went to serene center!
island creamery is lovee!
argh i want to learn how to make icecream!!
we walked all around tierneys and the toy shop!
so fun to look at random stuff and find interesting stuff everywhere!
good way of destressing

once i reached home and bathed, it was back to work. siannnnnnnn! x[

but still im thankful for the 3 hour randomness! brings life back into life!

waha today was fun!
I finally went back to school after missing lessons for 3 days =]
lessons were so boring...

jiale and i missed cme yay! to support the softball finals.
they lost but comon you all got national second!
and the best thing is that you have a great team
so bonded and all!
you all roughed it out and had fun together!
the colour of the medal doesnt matter
fatfat and yiyan cheer up!!
you two are so pro ^^

after the match jiale and i slacked in school
eating, homework, go pop, eating, finishing homework, eating, sleeping
haha we two are pigs! always going off to find food
andd... we got locked out of our classroom!!!
and our bags were inside our classroom!
we spent half an hour walking around school looking for uncle jack and in the end he went home already! TT
general office was closed too =[[
so we have to go back to school tmr to get our bags!

after that we went for scarlet!
it was really quite cool, i liked it!
the actresses are great stoners man!
and i love the idea of walking all around with the action. haha super cool :D
the china girl with the red dress is freaky!
but huiying you still have to explain whats the idea of the scenes!
too abstract for normal people =]

After the instalment ended huiqing yiyan jiale and i were walking across the quadrangle and
huiqing:" EH i feel like lying down!"
me:" OKAy!"
and we piaked splat on the floor in the middle of the quadrangle hahaha!
aw man feels good to do stupid stuff like that
i bet jiale was gasping at us!
but waha all four of us ended up splat all over the floor anyway
^^
just laid there and talked and looked at the pretty pretty sky =]
never felt so carefree for very long.

jiayou people for school. keep going!
eoys will be over soon and we're gonna make our secret plans come true okay!

pics! but my handphone cam is really lousy =]

glitter glitter glitter glitter glitter!
shine up!


mega balloons!


seriously mega


(somebody sent me pics of during comps!)

after comps all of us invaded bus151 and went to mad jacks! imagine imagine 30++weird people some with glitterfied hair and with 12 mega balloons and a jumbo elephant balloon going onto the bus. maha so fun
the commuters must have been irritated.

gym dinner at mad jacks!
it was fun!!!
claudia was being lame and funny! haha crazy junior! we should post the video of her on youtube!
and after a while somebody thought of playing with helium! :O
and we deflated one mega balloon after the other hahaha.

claudia's helium voice was seriously funny!
amanda's helium voice was cute!





they made everybody try! but wu lao shi's attempt failed aw man!
haha

after mad jacks we went over to island creamery!
talked had fun went mad
the funnest part was when we hijacked the kiddy machines!!
wahahahaha the juniors have a great ability to make fun out of everything and anything :D

OH OH this was fun! :D






only 6 of us were left in the end. and we went back to playing with the helium balloon!
it was fun!!! =]

whee!
i love NYGYM!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
im so happy i feel like running and jumping around just going crazy!!!

IM SO PROUD OF ALL MY JUNIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLUS MANDA my little ball of proness!
(although im still angry she didnt get me and rina a balloon! humph!)

C DIV TEAM SILVER!
B DIV TEAM GOLD!
QIAO INDIV BROZE
MINYI INDIV SILVER
AMANDA INDIV GOLD
wheeeeee we swiped everything for BDiv woohoo!!!

and the seniors swiped everything for Adiv toooo!!!!!!!!
mwahahah :D
HCI girls TEAM GOLD
JEANNE, PEIRONG INDIV SILVER
MEIYING IDIV GOLD

yayssssssss!!!!


wala! im still very proud of you all my juniors!
Cherie, Tessa, Abby, Buggy, Claudia you all did your best!
im so proud of you all for jian chi-ing and all your effort!!
it paid off!
you got your deserved silver ahhhh!
:DDD

and Zoeee! cute giant!!! im so proud of you too!! you did great!!!!
considering you must have been really freaked out being first
and you improved from shichangdi!!!!
so you should be really proud of yourself too!
Minyi!! haha amanda sianglin and I never had to worry about you! and you proved us so right!! :DDD
your tao was really pretty and niceee!!!
GO IDIV GOLD NEXT YEAR!
Amanda! i have nothing to say la. just... WA PRO. *drops jaw in awe*!
SOOO proud of my teammie! Im so sure Rina is too!!
QIAO~!!!!! youuuuuuu!!!! proudest of you!!!!!!!! remember in december manda had to talk to you over some problems. and just 2 weeks ago you were scared and freaking out over your unformed tao. and LOOK WHERE YOU ARE NOW! Indiv bronze!!! You really put in alot alot of effort into training. we all saw that and ahhhh im just so proud of you over that!!!! :DD always remember you can achieve alot if you put your heart in it =]
and TEDDY! so proud of you tooo!!!!! it was an accident! Stop worrying and move on to aim for an indiv medal next year! I have so much confidence in your tao! Its pretty!!!! manda picked herself up so well from last year and YOU CAN TOO!!!

now im glad for my injury =]
though i lost my chance to compete. im sad im not even regarded as being in the team at all. lost all traces of recognition for my efforts. lost the team gold medal i wanted so badly argh. honestly i felt very sour, call me selfish whatever.
but im glad because there was a empty position for comps, which drove the juniors to train hard to compete. (i think it worked to some extent)
and also because a junior got to experience comps =]
its a happy feeling to think that she had a chance to experience something so precious :D and a chance to build herself up :D


And i want to say i still love my team!! ALOT!!! NY Tramp Sec4s '08!
although there are only 2 current working members, amanda and sammie
(lol we are such an injured batch.)
I love you people alotttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
AMANDA! SIANGLIN! RINAAAA! SHIHUI! SAMMIE!
i dont know how to get us back together as one team, it just seems so difficult cause we are all so different =/
but i just know that i love ya'll alot! alot alot!!!!!!!!!! so much i cant express it!

maybe its alright to be the way we are. but i just hope you all feel the same love for our batch too....

comps is in 3days.......................................

oh.......................

my.....................

gosh........................

im really scared now. for the juniors and for amanda.

CDIV GO AND GIVE IT YOUR BEST!
do your nice taos!!
BDIV JUST GO AND PAWN EVERYBODY!!
i really think bdiv can get that team gold!
go people go!!
gogogo!

and i'll say here that im very irritated and disappointed with some people.
whats the problem with you all!
you all can happily go shop for sji's comps present when we dont even know them we dont even train with them AT ALL this year.
and yet give me a black face and refuse to pay for gym tee for the seniors who have trained you and made you what you are today.
nice juniors you are.
and dont use the excuse that the gym fund is broke cos it happens every year.
just live with it and live through it! arent you made of harder stuff.

rina and i realised a really sad fact today!
boom!


wala at least today was fun
me and qianwen ran around sourcing for wholesale bangles for funfair!
we went from bukittimah to paya lebar then chinatown then home.
i realised its really quite cool that we can hop around places so easily in singapore haha!
and there was no results today couldnt find anything.
couldnt find the fabric i wanted at peoples park too.
does anybody know where to get nice bang vintage fabric!

ah well anyway
everybody go try "silly-mon" from munchy donuts!
its realllllllllly niceeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

i miss seniors!!!
i miss seniors so so so much!!!
><

the leo came todayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDD
hahaha when it came out of the box i was in thinking that it was so ugly!!
but after a while i realised its actually o.......kaaa..............y.......................
hahaha :D
we went to change into it and
........... its so low cut!!! Dx
i like the cutting! it looks really pretty!
but its so low................. TT
to make things worse, theres a big triangle hole at the back gosh.

hahahahah on second thought, its not too bad =]

but i dont get to use mine..... arghhhh
i feel like just taking painkillers and whee i can fly. solves all the problems
but im so so scared my back will worsen
that my spine will continue bending
that i'll never get to grow taller anymore
that i'll become a laoahma
that i'll become paralysed(?!?!) like what my mum says.
kay ya im just being stupid and paranoid

argh my mum is pissed with me for going for training and my dad is just disappointed that im not sensible enough
what theeeee but i dont want to just give everything up like that......................

(*$@&#(@$!
dilemna and i dont want to cut my hair ahha

CRASH CRASH CRASH!!!!
faints

Oh yea happy April fool's day!
use logic and dont believe everything everybody says!
for example, nat!

arghhhhh
trying to control something you cant control is so irritating and frustrating.
ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzz!
stupid back
HEAL LA!
15 more days. NOT ENOUGH TIMEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! TT